Daring to dream again

It has been awhile since I sat by the phone, waiting for an anticipated message that never came, because I learned the hard way that "If one does not have any expectations, then one shall not be easily disappointed"

And so I waited with no expectations and accepted that fact with no arguments.

It has been awhile since I waited for that call, waiting for an anticipated call with the voice of a loved one on the other end asking about how my day has been, and wanting to hear all about it.

Not because if was interesting, but just because...

And so I waited to hear that voice that faded away, which ended with a cold text message on a lonely day.

It has been awhile since I sat in the car, waiting to go out and spend time with someone that means so much to me...

I can keep driving and driving with them beside me holding my hand, only to stop to fill the car with gas and our bellies with food before hitting the road again. It didn't matter how far the journey was, it just mattered that you were beside me...

And so now I drive alone with a shadow of a memory on my long drives, not stopping till I reach my destination because I have nothing to stop for.

Yet now, I feel hope.

That I am able to free myself from these chains of misery and regret.

To realize that I deserved better and that I had been giving and not receiving as much in return after all this while...

To call anyone and go out with anyone because there is no one to be annoyed with the fact that I was going out with another person to begin with when they left...

To sit in the car and ponder outside at the sunset why I took in all that expectation, insult and ridicule and still not realize I deserved more...

And yet there is hope~

I hope so....

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast: (I haven't done this in awhile...)
The dark ominous clouds have started to move with the passing wind... and a familiar face comes back to give a hand. I reach out in hopes that we can more forward together~
The storm already left me weary, but I pledge what remaining trust I have in this, and hope for the best

There was....

There was a time when I would have done anything for that one person that mattered...
Where no circumstance or trouble or appointments that would have kept me away, as I would try my level best to be there for that one person..
That only the most longest and most busy night shifts would keep me away from you because I am not in the condition to drive to see you... as the idea that I worry you if something happens to me horrifies me..

There was a time...


There was day when I would just sit be gloomy from all the stress in the world...
and a nonchalant message from you would have lit up my day, and gave me the strength to shoulder on...
but then those messages sporadically appear only when you are bored or you have nothing to do, and makes me wonder sometimes that if I am ever on your mind, if ever at all...

There was a day...


There was that hour when I would just wait patiently with butterflies in my stomach waiting for you to finish seeing your patient..
Knowing that once the hour was up, I would be able to spend time with you and that the long wait and drive over would have been so worth it when I was able to see the light shine off your eye as you reprovingly chastise me for the choice of my clothing...
but then again, it was always me looking forward to see you, and I have trouble recalling the day you waited, and looked up to me with the same adoring expression that I must have had plastered on my face that time~

There was that hour...


There was that minute when if someone asks what my special other does, I would swell up in pride and just go on and on about what she does..
How as much as I would not like to admit it at that moment that my hand skills are inferior to dental hands-on daily practice, that feeling would be drowned out by the mere fact that you were doing something that I might never be able to achieve, even if I restarted my university life all over again..

There was that minute...


There was that moment, when I looked at you and I decided, for all her imperfection and narcissistic qualities, I would still rather have you around after all you have done...
That moment where you delivered that fatal like blow nonchalantly on the very first morning of my life as a MO, and made that joyous occasion turn into something so bitter that no food or consolation or well wishes made it to my consciousness
Where my first birthday at the end of a 8 year grueling journey just filled me with hate, disbelief and betrayal...

There was that moment...


and now all that is gone~
because it never mattered to you more than your pride ever did or allowed...

For all it is worth, may you never experience what you did to me... not because I still care for you or think about you...

But because I feel no one should EVER go though what I did, on that day you abandoned me ever so heartlessly....


No one....

So hello again~

"What in the world are you playing,
By pulling off a stunt like that?
Not everything is your play thing,
Like a mouse entertaining a cat"
- Fai fai No-Reason

And so I hear from you today...

Why?

Why can't you let me grieve in piece?

Why must you torment me so?

Why....

Why...

Taking a piece of me with you is not enough?

Just stop... and I don't have to ask "Why"

I know I deserve better, but you won't let me~

Bored and left behind~

"As there tasty things that we adore,
There are things more sour than lime,
All those talks about wanting more,
Now made jaded and left to fade with time"
- Fai fai No-Reason

Left behind~

"There are things that you hold dear,
There are things that you let go,
We keep those that matter near,
Yet what happens we will never know"
- Fai fai No-Reason

Closure

"What can I say to make others see,
What can I show to let others know,
How much things can matter to me,
How hard it is to let go"
- Fai fai No-Reason

Talking things out may not have made things any easier, but at least it gave some sense of accomplishment
To try and see how it has affected you
and to try and see how it has affected them
If they really mean something to you, I guess we should wish them well even though our lives are not meant to be together
But it will take a long time to heal... If I ever do heal...

Thank you for the memories... it made me feel alive and well~
No thank you for the memories... it just makes me feel broken and abandoned~

It's not like anyone reads blogs anymore, but it's just a place to express oneself

Sudden news that tend to change your life

"Don't know where to go from here,
Don't really know what else to do,
When one's mind is no longer clear,
When things happen with no cue"
- Fai fai No-Reason

It's been awhile *dusts off dust from blog*

So... the reason that made me stay an extra 2 years up here literally gave up one me
Let's just say I was on the loosing end either way

So tell me why?
Why did the news come in such a way?
Why did the sun decided to shine on that very day?
Why did the clouds decide not to rain, causing mud to turn to dry clay?
Why I ask...
Why?

So tell me what?
What did I do for you to shatter my peace?
What did you do to make me suffer like this?
What did the others say to make you doubt all on the factual list?
What I ask...
What?

So tell me how?
How did it spiral till it suffered its demise?
How could you do it by spewing out lies?
How did you let go knowing a part of me dies?
How I ask...
How?

May no one else have to ask such questions~

I want you to want me... is that weird?

It was that response again...
Every time I get such a response from anyone else, it didn't matter, but with you, it stung so hard that in the future I'll admit here that I started thinking and considered what I typed before I sent them to you...
Since when did I started being so non-transparent with you?
Since when?

Everyone else would have just gave some encouraging words when I was down...
but with you, I felt like a long sincere hug and some words of encouragement from time to time would do me wonders.
And when I didn't hear from you at all and pointed it out, you said that I don't know what is going on with you and you have other problems as well...
Then I tried to refrain myself from finding you when I was feeling down, hopeless or crashing into the abyss...
Since when did I have to sty away from you to keep you happy?
Since when?

We used to laugh at dumb things, where we have our own 'inside' joke which a 3rd party who is in the conversation will not be able to pin point our exact reference so as to understand why it was funny in the first place~
I would tell you almost anything that I wanted without any restrain because I know they are safe with you.
I would just open up and let my deepest worries and fears to you because somehow I get a feeling that you will understand...
Now every time I want to voice out something, I have to take your feelings into consideration and gauge the mood before I can say anything...
Since when did I have to be so careful around you?
Since when?

Since when.....

What else can you do?

What else can you do?
There was a time when I was proud at the very fact that I was very self dependable, when I was a one man team where I can virtually survive by myself.
I can do almost anything alone.
I could run for kilometers almost every alternate day of the week.
I could study by myself (yes, I didn't get any great results, but I was able too scrape through most of my exams)
I could go eat anywhere by myself.
I could do all my chores myself.
I wouldn't have to worry about anyone else, life was great....

Then at the end of high school, a friend got sick and we lost her to cancer.
I stopped trying to be friendly to people.
I closed myself in.
After 2 years of just living my life aimlessly, I started striving again, trying to reach a long lost dream that died off when I was in school.
I tried reconnecting to people, but old habits die hard and I found myself drifting back to my old ways.
I went alone again.
Then, I met you...
Your words convinced me that life is not all bad, that there is such a thing called friends out there...
I started believing again~

I tried reconnecting with people, but I never really belonged to any particular group.. I sort of drifted from here to there, being very impartial and neutral...
Looking back, maybe it was my fault but hey, I would feel so much more of a cast off if I tried so hard and failed to enter one group, then trying to be on good terms with every group out there.
I started just being helpful and friendly to those I could...
Then later I found out that I was labelled flirty and to a certain extent, people thought I was just gay for my lack in interest in a relationship.
*shrugs* The things people say~

One day I though I had a lucky break, and felt like with you I would never be alone again.
but, as I type this, you are as distant as ever, and I continue to wait like I always have for the past 25 years of my life.
I used to, still do believe that everyone gets a finite amount of happiness every year or so, and I feared that I may have used all that time in the last 2 years.
Or maybe I was just being foolish and blind, for what the mind does not know, the eye does not see...


For now, I drift alone...
I don't know what holds in the future, but if this keeps up, maybe things will just fall apart as usual and I will be alone again once more...

Free to feel more for the longest of time,
Being happy and content apparently was a crime,
Keeping me in the dark after showing me the sun,
I'd rather be non-existent and acknowledged by none...

Piece~

Feeling lost, more than ever~

I know what to do, and yet I can't bring myself to do it....

Stop looking forward to things, or expect miracles to happen..
No one will help care or help...
No one~

"Forget being nice to all those around you,
For they are but a wind just blowing past through,
You invested some trust and yet somehow you knew,
You'll be taken for granted and they'll find something new"
- Fai fai No-Reason

Realization that you only matter so much~

You wake up and yet the only thing you can think about is that one person.
There were times that the only thing clouding my mind would be what fun things I would do today, or wondering what you would eat for lunch and dinner~
Those days seem like a distant memory now...
You get up with a cold sinking feeling that today will probably be the same thing again, that the phone will not ring or the tablet will just stay quiet~

*sigh*

You grudgingly drag yourself out of bed, might as well since you have been dozing in and out throughout the morning.

*looks at the clock*

Aaah, its already 10 minutes to noon, but in this state how in the world can someone make lunch?
You set yourself down in front of your laptop and prepare yourself to munch away on comfort food like kitkat and an entire bag of chips just to make yourself feel somewhat better~
But then again, you stop yourself under the pretext that you made a promise to yourself earlier tat week that you would at least TRY to eat healthily, appropriately and that exercise would follow that diet every 2 days or so~
While absent-mindedly downloading series that you follow while your thought still swirl around the memories you have of that person.
The tab makes a quiet sound and you jump at it, only to be disappointed as always...

The day drones on, and you don't know what to do...
Maybe all those tired days during the weekdays were actually preoccupying your time so much that you didn't really had the time to feel this way, and now that the much celebrated weekend has arrive, you realized that now you dread the weekends even more than ever.

*looks around*

Everyone else had something to do, somewhere to go, someone to see, but you are tied down with the effort to not spend your money drastically as you have nothing, even no one to spend your money with.
You scroll around the movies being shown that day, but hey, you realized you have already watched most of the movies worth watching when you consoled yourself last week when you realized you were going to be alone for at least 2 weeks, maybe even more~

*walks to the kitchen*

You realize that regardless of everything you do in your power, the house will always be messy.
That realization dawned on you just recently after almost 6 months of staying with your housemate
You walk into the kitchen to see kitchen utensils uncleaned and plates piled up in the sink.
With a glance, you smirk and open the fridge to only see that it has been filled to the brim too, and your stuff gets pushed around to make space for things that are not yours.
Heck, all those things IN the fridge should be finished first BEFORE jamming in new stuffs~!

*slams the fridge door*

Then you hear that ever so faint notification from the tab from that special person.
You run to the room like a 100m dash, feeling that even Usain Bolt could not have bested you.
The tab flickers to life and before you know you grin idiotically replying the messages~
and quite suddenly you are left hanging...
waiting...
disappointed yet again~

*stomach grumbles*

You realized all the excitement and waiting just made you forgot about the fact that you were looking for something to eat.
Resigning to the fact that you dread going back into the kitchen, you start munching on a bar of kitkat and started tearing up the bag of chips you were so desperately trying to stay away from this morning in an effort to drown away the hunger and disappointment you are experiencing now...
The tab feebly makes a sound again but by now, you're already resigned to the fact it might always be this way~
You reply and when the messages end abruptly, you shrug and doze off on the bed, consoled by the bag of chips and that bar of kitkat you ate earlier.

You knew and yet you choose to keep doing this...
Is this worth it?
Are you not worth something?

Maybe not....

You know you've went through this... albeit differently, but don't deny it~

You Don't Like Me

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/you-dont-like-me/#YcZWqV3vHmCwSf7s.14

You Don’t Like Me
JUL. 31, 2012 By JANUARY NELSON

It must be so hard being you. It’s always trying to be decisive, to say what you know deep down is right even at the risk of coming off less-than-perfect, to cut a cord when you’re not entirely sure what you want.

We’re together. Or we’re not. Or maybe we’ll get together. Or maybe we’re somewhere in between. I like you. I think about you constantly. I want to know everything about you. I want to be around you.

Though you haven’t said anything directly, it seems obvious that you’re not as on board. You’re vague. You’re flakey. I could forget about it. I could be delusional. I could hear what I want to hear and ignore my gut. You tell me you’re in it, but you seem really out of it. Maybe you think I don’t realize. Maybe you think you’re fooling me. I hate to go all Greg Behrendt on you but I know: if you were into me, you would act like you were into me.

So what’s going on here is: You don’t like me. Okay, whoa. Whoa. Don’t get defensive. Don’t shush me. Don’t start countering my point. You do like me. You do. You like me a lot. You just…have some issues, some things to work out, some dilemmas Nelly-And-Kelly-style. You’re just an aloof person. You’re just bad at showing love. You just feel awkward about intimacy. You’re just not always present. You don’t mean to be that way. That’s just what you’re like. You can’t help it. It says nothing about me.

Your distance is palpable. It’s disappointing and expected. It’s this weird elephant in the room that is our relationship, whatever it is. I can sit here all day and make excuses for you. I could say things like: “He had a really hard family life so he just doesn’t do affection.” “He hates answering text messages during the daylight hours.” “He’s just grumpy around people with faces and hair so he doesn’t want to meet any of my friends.” “He’s really busy with his skateboarding business right now.”

No. Nope. Uh uh. If you like someone, you find a way. If you like someone, they invade your thoughts and actions involuntarily. If you like someone, you’re on fire. If you like someone, you make room for them in your brain and in your life — no matter what else is going on. (Or even better, you don’t have to make room. You just feel like they fit.)

So let me help you out, dude, because you want to say anything about our situation but the most basic truth. You don’t like me.

You. Do Not. Like. Me.

Sure, I’m fun. I’m easy to be around. I seem great. I like you. But I don’t make you crazy. I don’t make you sweat. I don’t make you interested. You don’t think about me when you’re in bed at night. You don’t need to see me, to touch me, to talk to me. You don’t wonder what I’m up to or what I’ll do in the future. You like me fine, but you don’t like me.

You’re a nice person so you don’t want to say it so bluntly; Either you think it’s mean or you’re noncommittally trying to keep me around for rainy day boredom. You’re full of excuses and you never take action, but you’re not an outright d-ck.

You just don’t like me. Doesn’t that feel better?

I’m taking the burden off your shoulders. I’m alleviating your tension, your obligation, your pain. (I mean, never mind my own, right?)

No more growing anxiety wondering if you should wait 24 hours to call me back. No more coming up with elaborate excuses for why you can’t meet me and my friends at the bar. No more pushing yourself to feel about me the way I feel about you. Let me just wipe those stressors right out of your life. Must have been such a difficult time for you.

I hope I could eliminate your guilt. I know it must have been hard, all this time, bandying back and forth between wanting to keep me or not hurt me and facing up to your non-feelings. No more looking at your phone and sighing instead of answering flirty texts. No more leaving me in your bed while you go do work on your computer. No more talking about “slowing down.” I’m not a dope. I get it. You’re free. More importantly, I’m free.

You don’t like me — so today, I set us both free.


Apparently so... reasons and excuses just don't cut it, and now I know better.
All that vague disappointing feeling swept away by myself all these time, thinking it was just me over thinking it.
I guess I'll have to rethink what I thought before~

Fights with someone dear....

There are things that one will always regret but happens anyway, fights over disagreements or of different opinion on a one single simple matter will always be one that makes that very list.
I mean, who wants ro argue with thier loved ones?
We cherish them so much, that the very idea of losing them brings tears to one's eyes and makes us reconcile with them immediately.
What exactly do we want that special one to know about us?
Why the different opinions?

I would want to share every small detail with that special person, and like wise, I want to know and be involved in that person's daily life.
Why you ask?
It gives me a sense to cherishment, that I am actually part of that special someone's life, and nothing would me me happier than that.
Imagine when you are told to stay away and mind your own business, to give them some space...
What would you feel like?

I would worry day and night, with your health, worries and concern become my own as they very much concern me the moment you were involved.
Why you ask?
It shows to the world that this very individual is who I care the most about, that their happiness and troubles are mine as well.
Imagine when you found out that they'd rather keep everything to themselves and keep you out of their lives instead, as it is just the way they are...
What would you feel like?

I would do almost anything within my power if it meant making you happy, or making special memories along the way.
Why you ask?
It shows to everyone else how much we are interconnected, and that you mean a great deal to me.
Imagine when that wish get crumpled and stepped on when they say they'd rather be by themselves, as they claim to be loners for that is what they 'really are'
What would you feel like?

I'll tell you how it feels like...
It feels that I am beneath you and never even your equal.
It feels like I have been an idiot for being a one-sided fool who just charged in and did stuff which is not even noticed, let alone appreciated.
It feels that I am so insignificant, that you are not even worth that person's time, and they would reject any need to change by claiming that this is what kind of person they are, wihout even attempting to change.

Such arguments are usually two ways...
The moment it becomes one way, it starts to break down, cuz there is only so much one person can take before they are crushed beneath whatever hopes, dreams and commitment they were hung up on at the beginning of it all
That's the moment they stary walking away.
That's the moment you know you don't matter any more

Where are you?

Where are you rain?
Where have you gone?

Come wash away the pain,

I feel so used up and worn,

Where are you rain?

I feel you're getting further away,

Without you my strength starts to wane,
My strength falters with each passing day,

Where are you rain?

I miss your cold embrace,

Seems like you have everything to gain,
Seems like I am always fighting for a place,

Where are you rain?

I barely hear from you these days,
You kept your distance again,

I only feel the sun's hot scorching rays,

Where are you rain?

Your absence is a sad sight,

Trying my able best to stay sane,

Barely able to sleep at night.

Spending money

Hie guyZ~

Me ish broke at the moment.
Not to say that I have no money at all, lol no, but, let's say that I have things to pay off every month before I can actually spend on myself... Obligations like the monthly rent, internet and phone bills, utility bills, grocery... stuffs like that...

It was someone burfday a few days ago, someone special to me.
For as long as I can remember, burfdays seemed to hold no special meaning to me.
Those days were like any other days, just plain and simple.
Since last year, burfdays seems as bleak as dull as usual, but with that special someone, you tend to hope you are able to spend that entire day with them and hope it never ends.
That someone that you'd do things simply just to make them happy.

I know I promised to blog more often with proper pics, but this lonely feelings and depression don't seem to be very inspiring at the moment, so I will spare my blog readers (if I still have any) of such details.
The next 2 weeks or so will be extremely depressing and lonely, for multiple reasons... All of which I will have to deal with myself and make sure I don't binge eat out of depression and gain back my fitness and shape.

That's all for now, piece~

Doing what we can in these hard times~

Hey guyZ~

Been meaning to get back to blogging but was back at home over the last weekend for a long 4 day break due to Monday and Friday being declared a holiday ^^
Chose to go home as I didn't want to disturb someone dear to me from preparing herself for her end-term test which takes place this very week.
It was for the best, and since I won't be going home for the great chinese new year 1 week break, I thought I should spend this short time back at home instead...
Well, I really hope it was for the best....

We all want to be there for those we love, especially when life seems to be excessively tough on them.
Believe me when I say, it is HEART breaking, and especially heart wrenching when there is little, if not nothing that you can do for them, but just being there and consoling them...
Keeping them company instead of abandoning them...
Consoling them instead of berating them...
Being there for them, even though you are far away...

It's one of the few things why people want a relationship, even when their ex treated them so badly...
The reason why people tend to blindly have faith for a mere glimpse or shimmer of hope that that person may very well be the one..
The reason why people choose to connect to one another, which is simple enough to understand and even simpler to abuse and misuse...

Gosh look at the time...
I have clinical session at the paeds clinic with a specialist in 25 minutes and here I am still at home...
brb when I can~

Piece~

Can't remember~

I can't remember the time I couldn't care less,
Even though it annoyed me more than I'd confess,
Those times where I would numbly run,
Drowning my sorrow, tired under the sun,

I seem to recall how indifferent I felt,
All that mattered was the bulge at my belt,
Then with difficulty I started to mingle,
Although I was perfectly fine being single,

More often than naught I would run away,
For I was happy just spending time by myself,
I couldn't care less what others would say,
Their opinions collecting dust on the top of my shelf,

When someone starts to matter, a trend I would see,
No matter how compromising I would try to be,
They would drift away, slowly but sure,
Being made used of, intentions no longer pure,

Now I start to doubt what I feel,
For if I mattered it would not be this way,
They act as if it is not a big deal,
I think too much apparently, frequently they would say,

For actions speaks louder than words,
Thus I think that I matter only so much,
Such thoughts must be seasonal as the migrating birds,
Diminished are the times I am treated as such,

With this usually things come to an end,
For there is really nothing to mend,
Being taken for granted and neglect is time's corrosion,
Sunk deep beyond salvation into the depths of the ocean.

People who don't deserve it~

Hie there~
After a 6-7 hour journey up north driving in the car, you tend to start thinking on things that make you a bit more... let's say... sentimental...
Lately I have been treated in such a way that I realize that people no longer give that appreciation when someone sticks around in another's time of need.
Come on let's face it, name any situation...
Needing a shoulder to cry on when one breaks up in a relationship,
Needing a friend to come along in the middle of nowhere because one's car broke down,

Needing a familiar face to help when one gets involved in a car accident and is at loss on what to do next,
Needing a lift to the bus station as one is unable to reserve or book a taxi to send one to the bus stop in time,
Needing a friend to just simply lend an ear where one can just rant and talk away all their problems without the faintest doubt that none of it will be regurgitated back to a 3rd party...

All of this... totally gone these days~
I saw this today and it kinda reminded me on my thoughts earlier this morning...

Right?
Why should I care if I am no longer needed?
I shouldn't stick around if I am clearly not wanted or remembered yes?
but then again, here lies the dilemma...
What if the person wants you around but then again has other commitments to worry about as well?

Wait....

Shouldn't I matter enough that the person be worried and concerned about me?

Thus people, this is in the end and invalid topic after all...
There are no alternatives, for it just shows if one matter, or none at all...

Piece~

An outlet...

Hie there~
It's lil ol me again after quite some time I might add...
I guess I needed an outlet again, since I no longer have another place to vent out, I'll just start back my blogging and typing since it is something I can do at any time without the expense of anyone else's time, so yea.... here goes...

I guess being too available for another without expecting anything in return can take a toll on a person after awhile.
I mean, everyone want to be given attention, taken cared of and being loved~
I guess that is the only reason why people crave familial bonds, companionship... sometimes even a simple fleeting contact with a passing stranger would suffice~
A simple act of being ignored or being left alone can be interpreted as abandonment and even as a sign of neglect.... even if it was unintended as one is being busy, or if they were unreachable throughout the day~
But then again, when one matters, they would take the extra mile to get to find out how you fared that day... or have you eaten lunch? or just simply how your day was?
Wouldn't they not?

When they were not eating right, you would be worried sick~
When they didn't answer your calls, you think the worst case scenario and instead of blaming them, you get ready to speed to their side~
When they needed your help and support, you would reschedule all your plans just to be there for that person~
When they wanted to go somewhere, you would try to make it possible if it was within your power to do so~

AND WHY?

Just to see that other person happy, even at the expense of your own...
Selfless acts?
The way I see it, it is more like acts of self degradation.
and to what end?
to what purpose?
The small resentment when there is no appreciation, being late, no return calls, just builds and builds up like a dam and only 2 things can happen...
Either the dam breaks and everything breaks loose and you flood the whole valley,
or your dam gets corroded from all that exposure and you just... cease to function anymore... a useless dam which gets forgotten with time~

Didn't they always say that when a person gets neglected, another person can take their place?
News flash to girls, it happens to guys too ok?
So never leave a friend of someone special feeling neglected...
It takes a heavy toll on that person...
Believe me....
I know...

Can't bring myself to continue typing, I have a 550km journey up north to drive.
*fingers crossed* hope the traffic tomorrow will be good...

Piece~

Wind Chimes in a Bakery

hey people ^^

It has been awhile since I randomly watched clips from youtube.

Lately this particular short clip caught my eye

Apparent with the launch of Samsung GALAXY S4, Samsung has made a short series featuring the S4 on multiple occasions...

At first, I thought what kind of short series can be made revolving around a phone?

Apparently it's just that the phone itself if being featured, but the story itself is kinda touching..
Found myself watching the first 4 episodes which has been featured up to date, and can't wait for the next episode to be out~

I shamefully admit that I don't tear up much often, but I just welled up in the last episode...

Maybe because I can't imagine losing someone that dear to you.

Imagining it just... well breaks me down pretty low...

SO, regardless about me eheks *wipes tears* below is a short annotation on what I googled up about the series~

Wind Chimes in a Bakery is a Korean-inspired love story brought to life by Samsung's flagship, the Samsung GALAXY S4. Designed with unique lifestyle features, the GALAXY S4 is built to be the perfect Life Companion. "Samsung is committed to create new moments of discoveries for its consumers, whether through our products or initiatives such as Wind Chimes in a Bakery," said Vincent Chong, Head of Mobile Phone Division, Samsung Malaysia Electronics.

To create meaningful moments that resonate with Malaysians, Samsung collaborated with Korean director, Jang Jae Hyeok to give this local production a Korean touch. Jang was very excited to be involved in the project - "I was drawn to the script of Wind Chimes in a Bakery as I am passionate about stories that inspire possibilities. I believe that love evokes the strongest and purest emotions in audiences. I felt a strong calling to push the boundaries of Korean drama for all Malaysians"

Wind Chimes in a Bakery's first episode went live on Samsung Malaysia's YouTube channel on 20 July 2013 (Saturday). The remaining episodes will go live on the following dates:

Can't wait for the next one out day after tomorrow~
Will try to be a bit more active in blogging and taking more pics to be posted...
It's bee awhile since I posted real pics, not like those people who google up images that are related to their post and uploading them up... *hand up, guilty XD*

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