Studying? Relaxing? Confused~

Hie all ^^ I decided it was time i gave my blog a new post since i was taking a break from studies.. biochem? read it but now sure i can really recall WHAT i read, and currently half way though my physiology work. Thank god i managed to get a printer over the weekend, and i managed to start printing my work and get started on my long delayed revision..

I should start changing my style of studying and my focus no? I mean, i think i'm abit too carefree at the moment... As if i dun really care what other people say or think about me, i just march on with my daily life, oblivious of such things.
Change eh? how can i start? Let's start with work?

I'm going all out now! *burns up with fiery passion to study*

Oss!! BENKYOOO!! (study in jap? XD)

but i think it is best that i start properly tomorrow XD hehe, well what do u expect? its almost 11pm now and i usually sleep around 11.30pm onwards. SO, if you wanna reach me for sumthin, you better do it before this time for i usually switch the fon off to family mode so no one can reach me when i'm sleeping XD (of course my family can reach me, as the name of the MODE implies ^^)

Revision today made me realised understanding and memorising for an exam is totally different. And with the oh-so-little time left, i don't think i can really perform this CA round.. again, i am not expecting much from myself.. *RaWr* What do u expect fai? Entering MBBS with such a carefree attitude isn't going to get you very far.

*sigh* i nid new motivation.. Anyone able to point me in the right direction? I better do sumthin soon or when i get my results, everyone will be shocked with the results i getOh well, i will try my best ^^ As i mentioned earlier, i managed to get myself a printer and oh boy, does it help alot!! now i dun haf to turn on the laptop for "revision" purposes,,

Doing so will only cause me to get side tracked frm studies and start listening to music or go surfing the internet in search of new games and anime..
ANIME!@!@ shhh... XDthe pic says alot no? Hahaha..

I end my post with my thoughts regarding friends..
Friends are really wierd things to have.
Thanks to a childhood experience, and although i dun seem like it, i am VERY scared to get my self close with anyone.
Sure you may be a close and dear friend, but to me, the term BEST friends does not apply.
Even close friends are a bother, expecting you to do something just because they are close to you, expecting your support or ur presence in almost anything they do.
There are alot of times where friends do something that i do not approve of, but in an effort to retain that friendship, i am ashamed that i have to keep myself quiet and my personal opinions to myself..

Sometimes i wonder if i can actually find a person that can more or less figure my complicated self out?
*turns around slowly* Piece and niteZ everyone ^^

Passing the days

THE NEW AND LATEST ME!?!Awesome right? Decided promptly at my quick stay at home during Hari raya haji that i needed a hair cut.. a REALLY short and THOROUGH hair cut. So my bro and me went to the barber and ahouted "BOSS! Size 3 potong!" The uncle just smiled and took out his manic tools of hair cutting to begin the fightful process.. (for all those lost here, i'm referring to the hair shaver XD)

Hi hi people ^^ decided it was time i paid my poor blog a visit XD I noe that in 3 weeks time i will haf my 2nd continuous assessment, but my poor brain can't take the 3-4 hour beating and bullying when i force it to wurk straight during revision.. What can i say? i have a VERY weak attention span when it comes to revision. Sometime i just say "let's finish off biochem today!!" (these self made proclaims are usually seen on facebook) and i would just spend the whole day sleeping, resting and surfing the net..

dats bad.. ya?

omg, can sumone please point me in the right direction..

Sometimes i just feel like just relaxing and taking the day off. Sure its not like i do it often, but these days, its just getting abit out of hand and i have been relaxing abit too much XD Jogging once in awhile, swimming as well.. no one play badminton tho.

*sighs* Sitting around campus and bumming away is kinda my favourite thing these days.Stamina is still about the same, but i'm happy i lost all the weight i gained during the 8 months i stayed home while waiting for my entry to uni.. Don't bother trying to find someone to play a sport with you at campus. If you do dat, you'll wait for all eternity and gain weight that would be almost impossible to lose by the time you find an exercise partner.

I kinda lacked exercise for the past month and i decided the day before that it was time that i took matters back into my own hands.. *sigh* my legs are still sore from that 3.6km that i ran (that is 9 rounds around the 400m track) And whenever i think of this, i am sure to go Good day ppl ^^ will update whenever i feel the need to ^^

FanZ is in a dilemna~

Its been awhile ya? Typing this to update on how things are goin on at campus XD Yea, campus life is kinda fun, and really makes you cherish the things you have back at home. BUT you have to say that life at campus IS interesting, and there are many wierd things that happen around one's daily experience.


Just this morning, Surrej took his own personal record to the test and ran 25 rounds around the track (400m one) he's esctatic, haha.. (did i spell that properly?) I was suppose to join him, but sadly, 2 days back i came down with a sore throat, and after that was cleared up, the usual flu kicked in.. (my sorethroat+flu+fever combo) but on the + side, the fever was VERY mild and i barely felt it after a good sweat when i was sleeping, haha.. Somehow i feel miserable at he moment tho AND i decided to pick up my guitar on my free time in the future, and if possible, maybe, just maybe, i might pick up piano again.. *sigh* Kinda miss the swift and cruel touch of the keys that torment me eveytime i play a song or make a mistake while reading a music score, nevertheless, i want to play again..Ok, back on campus? There are many kinds of people that i encounter and endure everyday.. Not to mention the roomies that i haf, but the "oh-so-many" classmates that i have, each aspiring to be a successful doctor and all my other friends whu hope to be a successful pharmacist or dentist.. However there are a few people that do get on your nerves, but for the sake of friendship, you hold in all in, smile and shrug off the feeling..

Sometimes i just feel stupid..

I used to be a loud mouth, easily shouting out my dissatisfaction and lashing out a person that has committed an act that i despised or that went against my belief.

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I used to be a person that didn't give a damn about what people said about me, and in return, i wudn't care less abt what other people say abt others.

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I used to be a hardheaded person, who insists that things are done my way, the way i see fit. Not to mention that what that is promised MUST be on time.

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I used to be a person that looks at others and think only of their faults, for if i recognise their faults, i would know what and how i would respond.

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I have to say that i have changed (very subtly, but yes i have changed). To admit such a thing would be horrific in the past.. Nowadays i try to look everything as possitively as possible. I have to say it is IMPOSSIBLE to look EVERYTHING in a good light all in the sudden, buy hey, give me some credit ya? I'm trying?

Someone not on time? It's not like i can run ahead with the plan, i still have to wait right?
The plan that was planned a week in advance has to be changed all because sumone doesn't feel like watching the movie we planned to watch on the day itself? Its ok, the important thing is to have fun..

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Sumone made a mistake? No point screaming at the person, the damaged has been done. The energy spent on shouting at the person and recalling all the faults he/she has ever done is not going to help, instead, spend the energy on how to rectify the fault at hand..
These are the small little things that i have picked up along the way after high school.


MANY of my old habits remain, and will most likely be part of whu i am, but i guess i will learn to tolerate others more. For throughtout the remaining many years ahead of my life, i will be facing many others, many new friends, and maybe even finding the right person to share the rest of my life with.

BUT for now? Smile, and enjoy~ (but dun force it, *sniggers*)Signing off~ Piece~
FanZ~

Forgive for the unfrequent updates XD

SO!
How are things? As u can see, i'm perfectly fine XD (feeling too awesome at the moment for my own good.. >.<)

Not too long ago, i'm sure when, but i think i have blogged about my CA (continuous assessment) just before my 2 week term break..

AND

I have to say that i have "almost" dreaded walking into this particular venue last year when we entered it for our foundation finals XD BUT we faced it for the CA and will be eventually face it for our future CA s so, better get used to it XD Where is this venue i am talking about? take a look~ The best part, its located UNDER the great hall (its underground, awesomeness~) and even if you DO manage to smuggle a fon in there, it will be useless as the lines there are practically no existant.. (been there, done that XD)

Results? Well, i'll just say here that i managed to pass all my papers *jumps with joy* and hopefully i'll be able to push up the marks in the next CA which is on the 4th of Jan 2010...

On a lighter note, i have been snapping my fon away at the lab for a change, and i just have to upload the pics that i managed to "obtain" without getting caught and told off by the lab assistant, hehe..

Yi Cheng spotting me in the distatnt trying to focus my fon on him, managed to smile.. Goooood boy XD Thurini was so excited when she spotted a leukocyte on the microscope XD haha~ Grace blur blur~ Pay attention ppl!! DLC is short of Differential Leukocyte Count.. Sharon!! Asiya!! Since ur discussing away, is there something you would like to share with the class? XDCindy and Inderpreet having a fun time at the lab XD Smile away inder, hehe~ You too cindy!!Teng huan managing her microscope very well..What do we actually see in the lab? (Complements from Joey, a pic focused from his nokia 5800)

"Too often, we lose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown..
BUT
It takes only 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch slap that Son of a Gun upside the head!"

Technically, after learning Anatomy of the upper limb, depending on the movement of the arm, different muscles may take part in the particular action, and depending on the intensity of the action potential and the number of motor units involved in the action....

To make things short, i cudn't agree more XD *smiles wickedly*

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Myself just snapping away.. so happen surrej was beside me.. lucky you~ XD

have a great week ahead ^^

An update after quite awhile XD

OUCH!! Yes, what you are looking at is a capsule of my blood suspended in saline solution.. Tested my blood type in class AGAIN, and guess what? i'm still B+ !! haha, as if my blood type can change randomly, XD

hehe, had the chance to update this blog so i will not let this time go to waste XD If you are wondering what i am talking about, i'll have to say that my hostel is currently undergoing some internet maintenance to ensure "better" performance in the future *shrugs* and the best part is that this "maintenance" will put the internet out of action for about a month!!! !@#$@#$

Dats bad no? AND guess what? Out of the blue, i suddenly managed to get on the internet XD so i just haf to update this poor bloggie of mine ^^ Better hurry before the internet gets cut off again T.T

What have i been up to? well, for starters, last week of October myself and 2 good friends (ok we're hsemates XD) spent the weekend over at Penang. Spent the night at Eric's place and the main plan was to catch up on the movies and go karaoke at Red box at Gurney plaza.. Not to mention it was the 31st on the saturday, so a visit to Baskin Robbins was a definite YES! haha..

So starting wif the pics we took at red box? Still debating what time and package we should be taking.. Having fun posing ^^ Just had to prove that we were at RED box XD Apparently red box was all set in Halloween mood on that saturday. Well, can't blame them, it IS Halloween~ Scary props~ Not to mention the ghost and ghouls haunting the area~ *shivers* Eric was really spooked out XD Then of course BASKIN ROBBINS! 31% off the pint normal price!! Mine was a mix pint of "cookies and chips" and "cotton candy", notice the white purply thingy swirling around? would have gone for "love potion", but apparently they have a season or sumthin for it.. Oh well, will have to make do~!Gentlemen, hold your spoons!! On you mark!! Get set!! GO~! *whistles* FUUUUU~ Dat was filling and enjoyable (dreads the amount of calories that was consumed that day) and dat was our lunch? haha.. so full, couldn't eat anything else XD Fai was the winner for dat day XD Eric came in second, Surrej surprisingly took his time, but finished it never the less.. Ooops have to go for dinner~ Hopefully the internet will still be around after dinner so i can do some work on the internet (uploading notes ok? not FB all the time, hehe)

Ok ppl, stay sharp and kip in touch everyone.. Oh yea, starting my guitar up seriously this time since i'm dead bored at campus and i nid to develop my "left side of the brain".. or was it the right? XD dun care, as long as i develop my sense of music.

Piece~

Time flies without you knowing

Hie all ^^ its been awhile since I updated my very lonely blog XD Wanted up update as soon as I got back from holidays at campus, but as usual, the line was acting up and didn't allow me to access virtually anything except the fleeting glance of my usual web sites. *sigh* how depressing is that?

FINALLY when I managed to get the line for a short time, i glimpsed on a short MV at rey-chan's bloggie, and i was captivated by that short mv.. Amazing art work and simple music, which happened to be the anime's original soundtrack. Immediately jumped on my fon when i found out that i could actually get the video from BETAserver. Took the pain to connect to the server the next day and download the movie, which was in HD and was around 2.2Gb.. Omg right? But the wait worthit, fell in lurv with the art and the simple theme behind the whole animation.. What can i say? i'm a sucker for great graphics ^^

The title? "5 centimeters per second", literally referring to the speed at which a sakura petal would fall to the ground.. A profound meaning in the name i think. Not a kinda of title you would see in your everyday anime.

Typically, one would say this is a romance genre anime, can't agree more.. There was a good atmosphere injected into the atmosphere of the animation, making me feel like i actually emphatize with the characters..

Good byes are always hard yes? Oh well, never had friends that are close enough for to experience such feelings, so i guess they are kinda hard from what i heard~ But it is more of a one sided naration from different points of view as the story switches from one character to another

Take a look~ I fell in love with the sky background (currently set as the background of my handphone) The artwork seems so... *speechless*Being alone~ Is not really a bad thing. Rather have myself withdrawn rather then getting myself involved in things that seem so petty and important in my eyes.. The ending song "One more time, One more chance" by Yamazaki masoyoshi was amazing. It felt like the song actually captured the very essence of the movie itself. No other songs needed..

In the blues at the moment, feeling like the shade in which i am in will slowly envelope me in a light shower of rain.. God how i miss walking in the rain, as there is NO rain at campus for quite awhile now. Its the end of the yea, what happened to the rainy season? Oh yea, global warming, kinda forgot, the world is changing rapidly. Hope i can catch up~

Piece~

WOW, always look on the bright side of life~

No comments XD just watch and tag on my cbox, hehe..



enjoy~

(ps, do rate the video at the cbox.. out of 10, how did you laugh XD) ty~

2 papers more to go before CA finishes..

Yea.. today was declared a half day holiday for AIMST.. and guess what? My exam was scheduled from 2-4pm, which was on the 2nd half of the day.. It was officially announced yesterday at the end of our sociology paper that Epidemiology paper today will be cancelled. Both Epi and physio will take place after our 1 week break.. wierd~ Some people happy, sum people irritated.. I guess i'm somewhere in the middle ^^ But hurray~ for holidays XD

Hmm.. After the paper yesterday, and the news of the paper being cancelled, I just had to sweat it out.. Had my normal 8 round jog at the track and went out for dinner.. Sadly, no pics as I was kinda tired to parade around with my 3 Megapixel E71 fon camera. Nah~ the effort was not worth it. Had dinner at "Bites" nearby Old town coffee area. Anyone reading this blog and studying at AIMST should go there at least once.. The food there is not half bad *thumbs up*

I just had to upload sumthin on my blog, as i felt its been awhile since i actually updated it.. (even though it was barely 1 week ago i think XD) No one in the room currently.. Eric is having his physiology paper (he's dentistry, dun mix up) and should be back in about 5 minutes or so.. Joey and his "passengers" have pushed off about an 1hour ago. They should have passed Butterworth by now XD and to the many people who are busy getting ready to go home or have ALREADY left campus, HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAPPY DEEPAVALI ^^ (though i dun really know the exact date *ponders* I should go check it out)

Alot has gone though my thoughts lately ^^ Too much to actually type it out here now.. I have exceptionally tollerable housemates and my roomies seem ok at the moment, even though we may have our small qualms and disagreements, it is an unspoken agreement that the room should be clean at all times and the volume should be turned down when anyone is studying or sleeping.. how great is that? haha.. yea nothing much.. Just wanted to type out the thing that is going though my mind right now.

Might be going for a movie l8r on.. Pandorum and Surrogate, both movies look good. Will be off home tomorrow at 9am. Flight time at PNG is 12pm, so i have to be there at least 1 hour before the flight time, 11pm. I will need at least 1 hour to drive from here to there, so i have to push off LATEST by 10pm.. BUT due to factors that cannot be predicted along the journey (since i'm no seer or anything XD) we should push off at least 30 minutes earlier than that!

THUS!!

The scheduled time for departure from AIMST has been decided to be around 9-9.30 am ^^ Awesomeness.. Eric is driving, and a few people will be tagging along *pauses to think* Hmm.. Not sure WHO, but i'm sure it'll be a wierd journey as not everyone noe each other. I'll have to charge up my Ipod and change the songs that i have in there. Come to think of it, my songs in the iPod are kinda obsolete as i haven't been fiddling around with my iTunes lately.. ^^ A must do tonight..

Might put up something later, if i have some deep thoughs on matters. I think i'll be blogging alot more often in the next 5 years. Due to personal and childhood experiences.. I think anyone would have problems relying and trusting others when you need something done. Just a person to talk and laugh about what ever comes to your mind. Typing it all here sometimes just gives me a equivalent feeling of a shout at the top of my lungs for no apparent reason. Ever got that feeling before?

Taking my leave here for now, piece~

Tough time~ CA 1 (continuous assessment) around the corner

Hie all ^^ Kumbawaaa~ just having a short break for myself to relieve my aching head *sob sob* reading so much and it seems like i still have so much more to mug up and remember T.T Oh well.. Just a quickie here to show everyone how my life at campus has been.. I have not been too busy so as not to snap an interesting pic when the time comes XD

Today it has been raining the whole morning and i have to say that it was a pleasant change from the one month of hot weather we had.. As per my usual custom on cold and rainy days, i promptly walked to the counter at the cafe after lunch and debated with myself should i buy a "Trophy" or a "Tropicana".. For those abit blur with my short story here, i'll say again that i eat cold ice cream during those nice and lazy, cold and rainy days ^^ WIERD? Oh well, dats my norm, sue me XD Mid autumn festical (moon cake, did i say it right?) It was nice the day before.. take a look~ Nice full moon.. No? On the actual day, it was drizzling thoughout the evening. No moon T.T So me and Eric quietly ate our mooncake and "tea" under the "moonlight".. haha.. No Mr Mah Chin Liang this year to make the room rowdy. Kinda miss u buddy ^^ Like last year when we actually went around parading with our "tanglungs" and burning other people's that were hung up on the tree (hey, they looked abandoned XD)

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Back to class.. Joey busy smsing again in class.. We all know y right? Snapped this during PBL in that ever-so-small-room that they somehow managed to fit 25 of us.. "Queen" Shyahlini and "Prime Minister" Yaminie huddling together and brainstorming.. hoho~ Got bored at class today, started drawing.. still a work in progress.. FantasiZer~ My current background wallpaper for my laptop.. Just wanted something simple ^^ Ok people, i'll leave it at here for now.. CA is coming and i can't waste much time trying to post up more pics. Take care yea people? I might just update just before the CA over the weekend to lighten up my stress ^^

Did i mention i'm getting a medium Domino's pizza this coming Saturday? Rotaract club was having a 2 day pizza order again like last year.. Don't mind a pizza in the midst of studies tho ^^ Oh yea, its the same day as the 2nd graduation ceremony of AIMST. Congratulations to all my seniors that i'll never know XD All the best, nevertheless..

Signing off here peeps, piece~ sayonara ^^

Long week, just had to update

Its been awhile people ^^ Wow, I dun even have time to upload stuff? Well, the blames on my phone wire which has pretty much put my phone out of action frm delivering all the pics that i took so far XD That includes my raya pics T.T will try to get it out as soon as possible ^^ I just had to write something up to avoid all the dust from accumulating all around my precious blog

*RawR*

Yea dats me ^^ Was out at Pizza Hut today in the afternoon for a short visit to the mall to get my friend's printer an ink upgrade. The 1st place we went to was the place where we bought the printer from.. The guy gave us the price.. Rm150.

We argued that our roommate actually got the same upgrade at the very same shop for the price of rm100!!

he just shrugged and said that it was due to the fact that he upgrade at the same time he bought the printer. We on the other hand bought the printer and came back a week l8r to upgrade.. We looked around *stared at the bugger* and left

The next shop we went gave us the price of rm140.. Pissed off with the other shop, we decided to give this shop the business. Totally regretted it, for to our dismay, the next shop that we visited said that they were able to do it at the price of rm120 *GaspS* You heard that right people~

Special thanks here to Mr Ooi Cheng Lee (joey) for taking the time to make this short trip to the mall wif me and surrej, even though he was very tempted to stay back at the room and take a nap. Well, maybe it was due to the fact that we tempted him with the offer of Pizza hut, on us XD I mean, its fair right? He drives (fuel money and effort) and we have to do sumthin right? You can never go wrong with money / food ^^ Thanks again joey ^^

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Today i will introduce one of my new roommates, His name is.. ummm.. forget about the full name ^^ I just call him Gopi (It was Gobinathan i think) sry dude XD will get ur name right in time ^^
the return of my old star, mr robbie ^^ Found him at the study area where it was really cold and i was freezing my @#$Q off ^^ Next is sumthin i just couldn't leave out, a rather interesting picture of my other roommate and a foundation friend, mr surrej.. Put ur act together man! Stomach in, chest out~ MaChO~Class emblem? a rather odd thing to work on, but hey~ i was bored XD A particular design that caught my attention Not to mention my OLD emblem that was made for myself a loooog time ago~ Surprised i actually remembered ow it looks like XD take a look That's it for now people.. I actually took the pain to bluetooth these pics out one by one for the sake of uploading them on me precious bloggie

*stand up proudly*

Soooo happy ^^

*stares at the pile of notes waiting at the corner*

sigh~ oh well. off to wurk.. will update soon by tomorrow i think ^^ Just happy that i have my blog to tel all my worldly thoughts!

Oh, i just put a new song onto my blog playlist ^^ entitled "good luck" by Mi~Ko (2nd ending of Sumomo mo momomo) Find it kinda nice and soothing.. A simple music sometimes works wonders, dun u agree?

Tc all, piece~