Happiness a finite thing?

Things will work out... definitely~

Still trying to hold on to that simple statement to make things appear better.
It's not that easy apparently, never said it was, but trying is better than the alternative of punishing myself~
Don't really know what to post up lately, things have been... tough lately~
Maybe I'll relate to the topic of this post for help.

Happiness~
Defined by wikipedia as "a mental or emotional state of well-being characterized by positive or pleasant emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy"

Well I can't say that's wrong, it's very true in fact.
but what can be defined as happiness as a source?
Every person has his/her own source of happiness yes? They can be happy for a multitude of reasons~
-Happy for losing weight
-Happy having that special someone by them
-Happy they passed their exams
-Happy that a person you despise got what he/she deserved
-Happy for another person will no ill feelings, maybe a tinge of jealousy (hey, it's normal)

For myself, I tend to believe that happiness is a somewhat finite thing...
If you're too happy now, you'll eventually exhaust that source of happiness and you'd have to move on to a more reliable source.
In that sense, I guess we are ALL somewhat ADDICTED to happiness.
I mean, who doesn't want happiness?
One can always bring hell and misery to those that have wronged us as self satisfaction do things that makes us feel exactly so~
but then again, there is a sense where we believe that maybe we don't DESERVE that happiness.

We are only human, and in that statement alone we show that we have no right to judge oneself or another if we "deserve" anything or otherwise?
Instead, KNOW that everyone does deserve it, and it is a matter of time of finding that one thing that makes us happy.
When you do, cherish and appreciate it, for such things are hard to come by~

Don't go chasing pebbles when you have a diamond by your side.

Will post up another one when I have the time~
A pic of yours truly with a faithful indoor bicycle (to the left) that has kept depression and fatness away during his holidays at home, where outside sports is restricted due to lack of proper footwear and bad weather...

>.<
Its been awhile since I posted any pics of the real world, and so, here it is XD

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast:

The morning has started with a light drizzle and cloudy skies as the sun rises up, lighting up the day, yet hidden away from view~
Although I'm grateful for the light the sun is providing, I am yet to "see" this provider of light..
I'm tired... very tired indeed....

Pondering on happiness~
Piece~

I want to be happy.... I want to.... can't I?

"Things will work out.... definitely"

Here I was thinking that it is something to hold on to...
But here I am thinking too much on being happy, that it becomes hurtful when I don't be happy.

I guess I should accept things as they are and not try too hard to change for the best, I don't know...
Trying to be strong but things are not helping at the moment...
Will need to go sports soon, all this thinking is getting to me pretty badly.
I'll have to lessen my thoughts about OTHER people and concentrate more on making me happy more often, cuz lately it has been mostly the other way round...

Sad depressing post comparatively to a more intellectual post that I had in mind, but it'll have to do for now...

Piece~