FanZ is in a dilemna~

Its been awhile ya? Typing this to update on how things are goin on at campus XD Yea, campus life is kinda fun, and really makes you cherish the things you have back at home. BUT you have to say that life at campus IS interesting, and there are many wierd things that happen around one's daily experience.


Just this morning, Surrej took his own personal record to the test and ran 25 rounds around the track (400m one) he's esctatic, haha.. (did i spell that properly?) I was suppose to join him, but sadly, 2 days back i came down with a sore throat, and after that was cleared up, the usual flu kicked in.. (my sorethroat+flu+fever combo) but on the + side, the fever was VERY mild and i barely felt it after a good sweat when i was sleeping, haha.. Somehow i feel miserable at he moment tho AND i decided to pick up my guitar on my free time in the future, and if possible, maybe, just maybe, i might pick up piano again.. *sigh* Kinda miss the swift and cruel touch of the keys that torment me eveytime i play a song or make a mistake while reading a music score, nevertheless, i want to play again..Ok, back on campus? There are many kinds of people that i encounter and endure everyday.. Not to mention the roomies that i haf, but the "oh-so-many" classmates that i have, each aspiring to be a successful doctor and all my other friends whu hope to be a successful pharmacist or dentist.. However there are a few people that do get on your nerves, but for the sake of friendship, you hold in all in, smile and shrug off the feeling..

Sometimes i just feel stupid..

I used to be a loud mouth, easily shouting out my dissatisfaction and lashing out a person that has committed an act that i despised or that went against my belief.

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I used to be a person that didn't give a damn about what people said about me, and in return, i wudn't care less abt what other people say abt others.

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I used to be a hardheaded person, who insists that things are done my way, the way i see fit. Not to mention that what that is promised MUST be on time.

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I used to be a person that looks at others and think only of their faults, for if i recognise their faults, i would know what and how i would respond.

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I have to say that i have changed (very subtly, but yes i have changed). To admit such a thing would be horrific in the past.. Nowadays i try to look everything as possitively as possible. I have to say it is IMPOSSIBLE to look EVERYTHING in a good light all in the sudden, buy hey, give me some credit ya? I'm trying?

Someone not on time? It's not like i can run ahead with the plan, i still have to wait right?
The plan that was planned a week in advance has to be changed all because sumone doesn't feel like watching the movie we planned to watch on the day itself? Its ok, the important thing is to have fun..

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Sumone made a mistake? No point screaming at the person, the damaged has been done. The energy spent on shouting at the person and recalling all the faults he/she has ever done is not going to help, instead, spend the energy on how to rectify the fault at hand..
These are the small little things that i have picked up along the way after high school.


MANY of my old habits remain, and will most likely be part of whu i am, but i guess i will learn to tolerate others more. For throughtout the remaining many years ahead of my life, i will be facing many others, many new friends, and maybe even finding the right person to share the rest of my life with.

BUT for now? Smile, and enjoy~ (but dun force it, *sniggers*)Signing off~ Piece~
FanZ~