Feeling lost, more than ever~

I know what to do, and yet I can't bring myself to do it....

Stop looking forward to things, or expect miracles to happen..
No one will help care or help...
No one~

"Forget being nice to all those around you,
For they are but a wind just blowing past through,
You invested some trust and yet somehow you knew,
You'll be taken for granted and they'll find something new"
- Fai fai No-Reason