This may sound like I'm quitting... but I don't feel like reading anymore...
No matter what I read, nothing tends to stay in my head long enough for me to absorb it.
What happened to the good old days where everything is standardized and all you have to do is understand and apply it when the question turns out in the exam?
Trying to take new things in at the moment, but I think somehow my illness during my youth which I seemingly escaped without any side effect may very well have left something after all.
My memory seems superficial when compared to others.
I can't memorize things as easily as other students.
Maybe this is just not for me...
Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:
Looking at my friends in the rain waiting patiently under big umbrellas, I feel guilt and shame.
For who am I to join them when I don't belong to anywhere?
I close my eyes for now and walk in the rain, with the hope that it will take me to somewhere I can spend my life without regrets.
Piece~
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