Moving on

Finding myself at crossroads, and I wondered myself a few years ago why people had to dramatize all the decision choices in life?

I mean, find the path you like and enjoy, which you would be willing to do for the rest of your life and stick to it!!

Apparently it isn't as easy as it seems O.o

I have to stop finding the faults that I might have done in the past and just accept it.

Instead of wasting the time I have reminiscing on what and how I could have made this all different, I should be DOING something NOW to make things different in the present..

STRIVE TO CHANGE

That is what life is all about no?

It doesn't matter how long you take, or how many people look down on you.

All it matters is you make it in life and be happy.

One can be rich and famous, and yet not know what happiness is all about..

Sure it is important to look back and reflect, but how much more time do I need?

Enough is enough!! yes? XD

I have to let go of what has happened, and that has been a struggle for the past 2 weeks.

Striving to move forward, only to be reminded the reason for doing so.

When thinking of such matters, it seems only natural that I fall into despair and doubt that I am unable to continue things as it is.

I remind my friends when they are down that,

"This isn't all there is to life, there is so much more!"

"Don't cry for the milk spilled, but rather what can you do about it? Buy a new one? Mop the floor?"

But if I don't let go, how in the world can I possibly move on?

Nevertheless slowly but surely, I am willing myself to move on.

Staring at the wall the other day I wondered what is to be of my life?

What am I supposed to do?

but then again, that is one of life's greatest question and adventure for each one of us no?

I may not be perfect not be a perfect person, but I don't believe in offending anyone else either.

So, I leave this post with a goal in mind, and I take the first step now in an effort of moving on...

lol alrite then, kicking things back into gear, here's to Fai fai No-Reason signing off ^^

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:

The weather itself is unpredictable as ever and I worry about what may happen.

Looking back at my the friends that stand ready with big umbrellas, and myself already soak in the rain, I have to make myself take the first step and move myself forwards in order to reach them.

Piece~