Thinking thoughts..

Nice? never knew that the pond in front of the admin building had carps in it O.o

"Everything has a balance,
Every small thing has its place,
If something deviates a little,
Doesn't mean it has fallen from grace:
-Fai fai No-Reason

(I'm thinking of starting my posts each time wif my own quotes XD)

Hey all ^^ things are going slow here as usual at aimst, but the drama here is unbelievable XD I can barely remember the days when i used to be so blissfully vague about what is going on around me. Keeping to myself and doing stuff myself isn't really healthy i admit >.< but at least it kept my mind untainted and not worrying about what people think, thought or talk about me..

I'm trying to change all that, since being a social outcast isn't that all great. BUT i feel its getting kinda tough to discern and prioritize what i really think now.

DO i really care only about myself?

DO i NOT care of what other people say about me?

DO i do my own stuff without a care of others?

and etc XD

I feel like there is a wind of change blowing about, but for the best or worse, i do not know. I at least hang on to lingering hope that i am true to what i say, and i still speak my mind, for the better or worse. True others can condemn me for the way i think, but hey, no one is perfect, point me in the right direction then ^^

Dont's
- Think that i do anything for no apparent reason (i can vouch for my actions)

- Assume that what i do is out of spite and for petty stuff like revenge (I'm better than that ^^)

- If i say NO, means i mean NO (pleading doesn't really work)

- Lash out your outright self courageous anger upon me, talking works fine so dun try to "show" it. (i'm actually quite civilised ^^)

- Think i am angry unless i say otherwise. (although if my actions betray my words, you can tell XD)

So much more to ramble, so little time >.<
My small bro is currently in the hospital. Shtupid doctor prescribed penicillin when he/she knows that my mom and me are allergic to that stuff. Didn't really occur to him that the allergy may be passed on via genetic factor.

Will ramble on summore when time allows ^^

Piece out~