~Chronicles of FantasiZer~

Irritation~

2012-01-16T14:51:00.000+08:00

Yesh... Me ish irritated to the core~

Everything around me has been a major irritation lately and I don't really have an explanation for it.
Keeping a good face around such constant exposure to such degree of irritation is getting the best of me.
How else can I cope except ranting it somewhere?
Its common sense to use your COMMON SENSE to figure out things that irritate people as it is commonly done in our society...
After all as I constantly mention to the people who would listen to me that common sense triumphs experience in many categories, the most blatantly obvious one is that it takes a previous experience in order for experience to work, while common sense is a solution arrived based on a series of LOGICAL thinking.

"What type of person are you?
The type that observes others touching an electric fence?
The type that throws things (friends etc XD) at an electric fence and seeing what happens?
The type that pees on an electric fence just to see what happens?
Or just simply the type of person who would sit, think, and conclude that reading the manual of the electric fence would be sufficient to conclude the effects of messing around with an electric fence >.< "

Talking loudly over the phone
Being left aside (not that I mind, but changes done when I'm involved? tsk tsk, big NO NO)
People disturbing at odd hours
People taking you for granted (just because you don't say anything, they tend to push their limits)
People neglecting their duties
etc etc...

Need to take a nap, which I think is almost impossible with all the irritation I'm getting at my own house and room...
IRRITATION level at 80% saturation~
Piece~

2012-01-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

"Friends are like bananas ready to peel,
They taste good and your tummy they fill,
but their intentions remain hidden behind honed skill,
Be wary of their aims which they pursue with zeal"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Hey people its 2012!!!

O..m..g.....

Okay, maybe its not that depressing, who knows?
Let's change the pic here shall we?

There, mucho better no?
Sry for the late wishes and not to mention the totally lack of update, but hey, I'm updating now right?
Just came back to campus after a blissful week of eating and sleeping at home ^^
Ok ok, I didn't JUST eat and sleep I admit...
My hands were getting itchy since I was not doing anything so I started back on my piano a little bit (I was extremely rusty T.T) and did odd jobs around the house.. (wash the cars, clean the compound, cut the coconut tree... wait, is that normal? O.o)
New year resolution this year?

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Having NO NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS~!
WOOOOHOOO~!
This calls for a celebration~!

Muahaha, trying to adjust myself back to my campus surroundings, did some jogging and threw discs as usual wif sum juniors.
What? Its Monday, the frisbee day XD

Will be blur as hell tomorrow at the hospital.
Will require 1 week to recover from post-home-awesomeness exposure >.<

Piece~

Lost with reason

2011-12-18T18:18:00.001+08:00

"Some are friends in name,
Others just think its a game,
A few just want the fame,
Until one realizes they're all the same"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Hey guyZ... The question in my post today is, do people know the actual meaning of friendship?
Is it a simple situation where you stick up for a person, be with the person most of the time, a same line of though, or just simply being there when the person needs company the most?
I have to admit here that to me friends are just people.
People who I seem to know by name and by daily reaction.
There are some people who claim to be my friend and yet seem the be the most IRRITATING, THOUGHTLESS PEOPLE that I have ever met.
Worst still when it seem obvious that they are the insincere from a simple greeting, to a small care not to step on your toes.

AGITATION leads to UNCERTAINTY
How can a person who agitates you almost everytime you come into contact ACTUALLY be your friend?
I mean, I don't expect you to know my favourite food~
Heck, I don't expect you to know even by BIRTHDAY or what COLOUR I like!
All I ask is that you don't agitate me by doing all the small things I don't like, like how one would be careful on the first day of meeting someone.
Trying to set a good impression maybe?
Doesn't do good if you turn into rubbish 3 years later~
This happens when you TAKE FOR GRANTED that when a person doesn't say anything, means he doesn't complain.
Ok I admit that if you DO ask the person if everything is ok and he/she says YES and grumble later, then that person needs some alone time to sort out his/her thoughts.

UNCERTAINTY leads to DISCOMFORT
How can someone tolerate something in a long term and not be uncomfortable about it?
For example, if I am CERTAIN that my friend talked on the phone loudly because he got excited and not on PURPOSE to irritate me, I would say "hey, let bygones be bygones, its not like you MEANT to disturb me studying while you made the racket"
I would have just shrugged it off without every thinking on it~
But if I was UNCERTAIN about the motive of my friend when such actions are CONTINUALLY done after I let him of the hook for the first time, then that will DEFINITELY cause deep DISCOMFORT!

DISCOMFORT leads to AGITATION
And of course, how can anyone deny that?

If you are UNCOMFORTABLE with a person, no matter what he/she does, it WILL without fail, AGITATE you for NO REASON.
You will be irritated with him/her even if the person did no wrong in the eyes of others.
Even the mere sight of him/her just tapping away on the hand phone would be IRRITATING, although I would justify my irritation by saying he/she switched on the key tone (you know? the mode where the phone makes a noise for EVERY BUTTON you press) which is not sensible especially when someone in the vicinity is studying/sleeping.
But hey, if its a stranger in an external setting, I doubt I can be AGITATED to such a degree as I would be CERTAIN that the stranger did it UNINTENTIONALLY.

So they say that EXPERIENCE matter over LOGIC
Would you experiment putting your hand onto a high voltage fencing, OR reason with yourself LOGICALLY that it is not safe to do so...
Same thing applies in everyday life.
Would you piss off a specialist in the hospital JUST to see what will happen, OR reason with yourself LOGICALLY that doing that may just very well get yourself kicked out of the ward...

Thus do things logically~
Remember that every action you take has their own repercussions..
and NEVER take things for granted~
Its really that simple, is it too MUCH to ask in a so called "friendship" ??

Piece~

Human beings called "friends"

2011-12-04T16:19:00.001+08:00

"Do what you will; ignore what you're told,
Do what it takes to relinquish their hold,
but when you're self centered; remember this,
Trust and friendship you will sorely miss"
-Fai fai No-Reason

What can I say people?
What does it stand for?

F.R.I.E.N.D.
F - Faithful
R - Ready to help
I - Intelligent; able to anticipate
E - Endearing
N - Nostalgic
D - Disposition

OR

F - For granted
R - Revengeful
I - Ingrained jealousy
E - Endless spite
N - Negativity
D - Detrimental

Taking things for granted is the main collapse of friendship and trust.
True friends should accept you for who you are, that doesn't mean they will tolerate it.
Always treat a friend the way you treated them on the first day you met.
Forgetting the main reason why you got along in the first place would already place the friendship in danger~

How about it people?

Which is it?

Piece~

Honesty interpreted wrongly...

2011-11-13T14:04:00.001+08:00

"Thinking that you are honest,
Acting for what is best,
Strive for what you believe,
Regardless what others detest"

Sometimes being honest in all isn't such a good idea.
There are times where people would say," Hey, are you okay with this? I want to know your opinions, truthfully"..
Or
"Are you sure you want this? I mean, I'm okay with anything you know?"
and yet when you speak your mind, give your side of the story and your ideas to change things, people view you differently and start judging you.
Hey, and here I thought that I am free to think and give my opinions freely in this country?
Heck, I should be free to think and give my opinions freely to the WORLD, regardless of wherever I am, or what the topic is...
BUT~!
When one gives an opinion, no matter how false it is in reality and it seems to make the other party happy, it is accepted immediately without a problem at all.
How is that so?
How is it that giving truthful, honest opinions became a crime while giving opinions that are justified became a justified and morally accepted by the society?

True enough~!
But do you see the problem here?
Once you "declare" yourself indirectly or imply anything close to what another wants to hear, trust me when I say when THAT IS ALL THEY CHOOSE TO HEAR in a conversation..
One can be honest enough, but twisted to become what the other party WANTS to hear..
FOR example~

Boy A: Hey are you free this afternoon? Can I ask you a question frankly?
Boy B: Sure, what's up?
Boy A: You know when we go out later, do you mind if I bring a friend along?
Boy B: Well, I don't mind.. but remember we only have 3 tickets for the movie and that we have to meet up with the gurls after that..

(what Boy A hears): Well I don't mind.... = YES... blah~ blah~ blah~
Boy A: (cuts off Boy B) Aite thnx, cya later~!

When Boy A brings along 2 friends along, and Boy B had to give his own ticket to Boy A to be a good friend which makes the entire outing a disaster.
Boy B confronts Boy A later on.

Boy B: Dude~! Wth? I said that we only had 3 tickets!!
Boy A: BUT YOUUUUUUUU said it was find and that you DIDN'T MIND!!
Boy B: Yea, but if you and me were going, we only had 1 ticket to spare~!
Boy A: Whatever man, if you were not cool with it, you should have been HONEST~!
Boy B: I'm trying to BE honest here!!

Well, most of the time, honesty does NOT speak for itself.
To make things worst, to prove that you were HONEST to begin with, you have to logic out and reason to the other person that there were no ill intentions to begins with, and that you really meant what you said without a spite in the world.
AAAAAAND!
Failing to justify otherwise would only prove the HONEST one..

Yesh.. guilty of NOT being HONEST...
When in actuality, the person means well and says his opinion whole heartedly..

Stating anything other than the charged accusation would make the person guilty of being NOT honest in the 1st place for "changing" his/her statement, and thus STILL GUILTY!!

Any attempt to do something without the others knowing would also brand you being NOT honest without any justification.
It's funny isn't it?
If you fail to justify your choices, you are being NOT HONEST!
If you are not following what you said earlier, you are being NOT HONEST!
If you do not make yourself clear in any way, you are being NOT HONEST!

Seriously... even honesty is being questioned these days..

Piece~

Pondering reactions~

2011-10-25T01:03:00.000+08:00

"Being fair is to just,
Being faithful is to trust,
Being trustworthy is a must,
Losing either turns all to dust"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Hey, been awhile ^^
So far hospital postings have not been kind...
Waking up at 6 am and driving off campus at 7am in the morning, only to drive back by 12pm, rush for lunch, have a quick break and attend another 3 hour of class from 2-5pm (which you would try to stay awake and hope to learn something new and useful)

*sigh*

What can I say?
Sleep is such a luxury that most university students can't afford O.o

I'm typing this post randomly thinking of people reactions..
What do I mean by that?
Let me shed some light on the subject which seems very scanty and brief in unobservant eyes...
Like the 1st picture which I happened to post up for this post (a very good example I might add), "people reactions" are something that are pretty much predictable in an individual and if one actually observes or looks hard enough, one is able to tell that there is a very distinguishable pattern of behavior for a particular person.
True one may ague that one is able to change their attitude or personality with sufficient will power and determination to change...
"Leopards don't change their spots"...
That saying familiar enough?
What I mean to say, is that to a certain degree, one would be able to "change"...
BUT!! the core personality of a person remains in a person from day ONE of birth.
Don't agree?
A baby may generally be described as whining, noisy and demanding, BUT mothers especially would be able to pick out specifics that can be described as "special" or "characteristic" to the child..
For example.. a baby that can be more whining and irritable when the baby is being woken up at any time may very well indicate a similar pattern of behavior when they are older... thus, expected "reaction"

Irritating your mother for the sake of it, may very well incite a harsh reaction.
Such as?
Oh well... the usual... being grounded, being banned from the computer and having no access to the television as well as the internet. (the harshest punishment that can ever be given out for the children of the "modern" generation)
Gone are the days where misbehavior and mischief would cause harsher "reactions" such as complete ban from going out of the house until they reflect on themselves, together with caning (traditional XD)
For me, poking my brother would result with him hitting me somehow... (even though I'm the eldest)
The younger brother would be powerless, but his whining to my parents are equally as effective as hitting me...
Surprisingly, nothing much gets me jumping in anger (at least I'd life to think so...)
The few things that I cannot close one eye to would be cleanliness, tidiness, discipline (on time for appointments etc) and backstabbing.
Mind, I can stand people bad mouthing, its a basic reaction when other people don't like you, but hey, its their opinion.
When it comes to BUSINESS however, nothing personal, get the job done...

Getting back to the topic at hand, oh yeah, people reactions..
If they respond to something in a particular way, its most likely that they would behave accordingly to that "something" in the future.
Ignoring the mess and trash when its right there..
Ignoring people's opinion and doing their own ideas..
Ignoring what is expected of them and doing whatever they want..
Ignoring other people COMPLETELY and doing their stuff..
Ignorant of the consequences of their actions and pissing off other people..
and list goes on and on....

#Fun fact...
Did you know that?

Owh well, *YaWn* in dire need of rest...
Been eating non-stop since I got home a few days back, so a shout out to anyone reading this blog to go catch a whiff of fresh air and sweat it out when possible.
Note that I mention "when possible" as its raining like no one's business these days...

Will sign off here for now, will type as soon as possible ^^
Piece out~

ps there are so many wierd people spamming my cbox.. I have to moderate the messages just to make sure they are actual posts O.o

Expectations; in everything?

2011-09-30T13:14:00.001+08:00

"Some things happen beyond our expectation,
Thus its better not to expect anything at all,
but there are things that are not an exception,
So brace yourself when you expect a fall"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Hey all... Sorry that my blog has become somewhat my place to rant out what I have been thinking in silence these days.
But then again, that's what blogs are for no?
I mean, the way I type in my posts these days have come a looong way since when I posted my first post on this blog, which was back in 2006 if I remember correctly.
Wow, it has been a long time...

Back to the title of my post today... expectations...
Some say its impossible to not keep your hopes up when things start to "look up".
Some say it doesn't hurt to expect something but not get disappointed by the outcome, as its the possibility that drives us..
Some say that if ones doesn't expect, one doesn't get disappointed.
Some say that hoping for something and not getting it, no matter how remote the expectation, is considered a disappointment..

I would have to say that expectations are something part of our daily life, and no matter how much one tires not to "expect" anything, one does expect things throughout his/her daily life.
For example... when I turn the tap on, I EXPECT water to come out so I can brush my teeth.
When I switch on the switch, I EXPECT the lights and fan to turn on.
When I eat weird tasting food at the university cafe, I EXPECT to feel funny and the possibility of falling sick.
When I turn the key to start the car, I EXPECT the car to start running so I can go out of AIMST to go eat Mcdonalds or go to the hospital
and many more...
You see? Expectation is ingrained into each and every one of us, even though we say that we don't really expect things in our daily life.
Believe me, its hard to do so and keep a straight face when such disappointments happen.

Sometimes its just the degree of disappointment I think.
There are times when the disappointment doesn't bother you at the slightest.
There are times when the disappointment leaves bitter sour taste in your mouth for it may be related to betrayal, or something along those lines.
There are times when the disappointment just ruins your day and you prefer to be alone and reevaluate your so called "expectation" out of others and yourself.
Such disappointments at times, leave a lasting impression and might even teach a person about values in life.

Friends are there to bring us up, to help us grow to our fullest potential.
But I have to say, the one of the many sources of disappointments ARE friends, in many ways, if not directly.
No matter how close or "buddy buddy" you are with another individual, there will be small things that you are unhappy with, but push it aside for friendship sake.
That "ship" is a strong one, but even like the great titanic, an "iceberg" may pop out of no where and end up sinking it.
Being professional is something that I am proud of, meaning I don't really mix my personal feelings when it comes to work.
I make dislike a person, but I feel that even if I had to work with him/her to get something done, I promise you, it WILL be done.
Then we'll just part ways like nothing even happened.
Of course, being "courteous" throughout the ordeal is a must if such a thing to be possible.

I will leave this post as such for my fellow bloggers and loyal readers to ponder about THEIR expectations in their daily life.
Just step back and note what you expect out of it, and you'll be amazed..

Piece~

Food for thought

2011-09-25T22:00:00.001+08:00

I will not make any excuses for the excessively random and totally unpredictable postings, but hey, here I am now so let's leave it at that XD
Things are find as usual today...
Well, fine as much as I would like to hope it would be.
There are things that I would like to have changed today if I was given a chance, but today has happened and that's that, no going back to change things.
Enjoy and focus on things that are happening in "the now" rather than thinking excessively on "the past" and "the might have been".... not to forget, "the should have been" and "the ideal future".
There is no such thing.
Things happens, so like the saying goes,"When life give you lemons, you make lemonades"
More often than naught, we take the lemons and yell our heads off with dissatisfaction and take out our anger/rage/remorse on the poor innocent soul around the corner (which most likely doesn't know what is even going on) by picking up the lemons life put in your path and throwing at the innocent souls around us.

The question is why should we?

Must we?

Why me?

Instead of crying over the spilled milk that has happened, why not pull our heads together and think about what CAN be done about the milk that has been spilled.
Be it cleaning up the mess, replacing the milk with a new carton of milk, or even licking up the milk from the floor (not advisable btw XD this is for example purposes only ^^) a problem can be solved and its a matter of just striving for the solution that everyone is happy.
Sure its difficult to make EVERYONE happy, but at least we try to compromise on everyone's part, I fail to see the reason why it shouldn't work?

I have often told many people, if there is something that you don't like about me, I would rather hear it said to me than hear it said BEHIND me.
and should you open your mouth and say something about others, its only fair that you know that there is a chance that such facts will be heard by the other person sooner or later.
It's just a matter of time, and believe me, sometimes it doesn't take long >.<

Now now, don't get ahead of yourselves thinking that I must have heard something said about me, and that's why I'm actually typing out such a post XD
Nothing of that sort really, so don't flatter yourselves ^^
Even if I do come across such stories about myself, I choose to better myself rather than sinking down to a definite lower state by retaliating (which includes retaliatory defamation and cursing)
But I do wonder what do people get by stereotyping people and holding grudges?

Satisfaction perhaps?
Well, I hope that satisfaction is worth it as I for one fail to see the benefits one gains from doing so.
I'm not telling everyone to refrain completely, that would be impossible XD
After all, we are only humans.
But I will make one final statement before signing off for now...

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Just because everyone does something wrong and it is accepted widely, it doesn't justify an action as a right one.

So think about it? and let me know what you think at the comments or the cbox on the side XD
Do make sure your comments haf dates of the post that you are referring to ^^

Signing off, piece~

1 month into third year

2011-09-18T15:45:00.002+08:00

I know I haven't been updating as much as I would like to, but with the things that I have been made to go around doing...
Let's just say that I can barely have an evening nap anymore XD

Will update when I am able to of course ^^

Piece~

The time has come...

2011-08-08T12:18:00.003+08:00

I have to say that compared to the time I was sitting for my finals, I don't feel that burdened for the coming week..

The last 3 weeks back at home has allowed me to reflect on many things and even though its time to go back to campus, I have to say its time to go and put it to the test..

(and its also a fact that I AM coming back home within 2 weeks for Hari raya aidilfitri lol)

A happy thought goes a loooong way in motivating an individual, and now I understand, experiencing something first hand really puts something into perspective.

Can't type much here, have to continue reading and revising.

Hopefully in the next week, everything will be turned back upside down and I will be normal again, and appreciate things even more dearly (hopefully)

Just for laughs, I remembered this out of the blue...

*sighs* seriously, it's not that easy XD

Believe me, I tried O.o

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast today:

With the rain slowing down, I continue to take cautious steps along the path back to my friends.

Hopeful that I am able to rejoin them.

With such hopes I continue walking down the slightly slippery path forwards...

Piece~

Moving on

2011-08-03T14:07:00.008+08:00

Finding myself at crossroads, and I wondered myself a few years ago why people had to dramatize all the decision choices in life?

I mean, find the path you like and enjoy, which you would be willing to do for the rest of your life and stick to it!!

Apparently it isn't as easy as it seems O.o

I have to stop finding the faults that I might have done in the past and just accept it.

Instead of wasting the time I have reminiscing on what and how I could have made this all different, I should be DOING something NOW to make things different in the present..

STRIVE TO CHANGE

That is what life is all about no?

It doesn't matter how long you take, or how many people look down on you.

All it matters is you make it in life and be happy.

One can be rich and famous, and yet not know what happiness is all about..

Sure it is important to look back and reflect, but how much more time do I need?

Enough is enough!! yes? XD

I have to let go of what has happened, and that has been a struggle for the past 2 weeks.

Striving to move forward, only to be reminded the reason for doing so.

When thinking of such matters, it seems only natural that I fall into despair and doubt that I am unable to continue things as it is.

I remind my friends when they are down that,

"This isn't all there is to life, there is so much more!"

"Don't cry for the milk spilled, but rather what can you do about it? Buy a new one? Mop the floor?"

But if I don't let go, how in the world can I possibly move on?

Nevertheless slowly but surely, I am willing myself to move on.

Staring at the wall the other day I wondered what is to be of my life?

What am I supposed to do?

but then again, that is one of life's greatest question and adventure for each one of us no?

I may not be perfect not be a perfect person, but I don't believe in offending anyone else either.

So, I leave this post with a goal in mind, and I take the first step now in an effort of moving on...

lol alrite then, kicking things back into gear, here's to Fai fai No-Reason signing off ^^

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:

The weather itself is unpredictable as ever and I worry about what may happen.

Looking back at my the friends that stand ready with big umbrellas, and myself already soak in the rain, I have to make myself take the first step and move myself forwards in order to reach them.

Piece~

Things don't seem right...

2011-08-01T21:36:00.003+08:00

This may sound like I'm quitting... but I don't feel like reading anymore...

No matter what I read, nothing tends to stay in my head long enough for me to absorb it.

What happened to the good old days where everything is standardized and all you have to do is understand and apply it when the question turns out in the exam?

Trying to take new things in at the moment, but I think somehow my illness during my youth which I seemingly escaped without any side effect may very well have left something after all.

My memory seems superficial when compared to others.

I can't memorize things as easily as other students.

Maybe this is just not for me...

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:

Looking at my friends in the rain waiting patiently under big umbrellas, I feel guilt and shame.

For who am I to join them when I don't belong to anywhere?

I close my eyes for now and walk in the rain, with the hope that it will take me to somewhere I can spend my life without regrets.

Piece~

Taking baby steps...

2011-07-29T11:07:00.006+08:00

"There are times where you try,

While watching everyone else passes you by,

Trying to keep up with the crowd,

Few turn to look when you scream out loud"

It was raining this morning, the temperature drop alone made me snuggle up in bed for a few more hours.

The rain slowed tapered off to a light drizzle, before coming to a stop an hour ago I guess.

Haven't bothered to peek out the window after breakfast earlier..

Coincidentally, the storm that I'm facing psychologically seemed to get worst as I face it...

Still, my umbrella which tried valiantly to keep me dry in such a dreadful weather is about to meet its match, and end up all broken...

and there is nothing that I can do about it, but cry over the fact that I lost a "friend" in the midst of keeping myself selfishly dry during the heavy rain.

Now, I can only pick up the remnants and pray that there is still time to fix it when this incoming storm is over.

In the distance, I see friends attempting to fight against this surge of fate which blocks their path.

Yelling screaming in protest, they rush forward braving the storm, valiantly testing their will and testament against what seemed to unchangeable destiny set in stone.

What an ironic word... "destiny"

A word that may imply greatness that one is deemed to carry out in the time of need,

Or a word that may imply eternal damnation, an exemption of any salvation as one is doomed to such a fate for the rest of time.

For the fact that I am home at the moment seems to shelter me at the moment.

Making all the things that I experienced surreal and non-existing in my eyes.

Home, a place that will accept you no matter what you have done, or what you have experiences out there in the cruel, cruel world.

A shield from reality, a dome of protection, a buffer from all the hostility that lays beyond it,

which is ever reliable and there for you to return to should one be exhausted from their "worldly" experiences..

We are animals, that much is true and apparent in the so called "modern" society.

No matter how much you deny, there is a sense of domination, territory, self protection, self gain and sexual desires.

Thus we ARE animals, but we do have the chance to BETTER ourselves,

but the effort to do so seemed to be locked away in the furthest recesses of our minds.

True, trusting people my be an issue with me, that doesn't mean I try to interact with people as pleasantly as possible,

as I would like others to do so to me in return IF possible...

It doesn't hurt to smile to others, even if you don't know them.

For a smile warms another's heart subconsciously, and they will involuntarily smile back (most of the time XD)

With that, speaking lightly and smartly is the way to avoid any conflicts later on.

What you say now, may very well haunt you back many years later in your life.

Speak to other compassionately and they will understand that you mean well, instead of making empty statements for the sake of it.

Never say another person is wrong,

as every person has their entitlement to say what they think is right and to also the right to state their own opinions.

Instead, suggest that there is another way of doing things which may seem better instead

Not to say their way is wrong, but there IS a more efficient way of doing thing things, so..

SUGGEST it instead ^^

Wonders in life are hard to come by.

Never compare the love of parents to the love of for your "soul mate".

For each is different and it is virtually impossible to say one is more important to the other.

Its like comparing Perodua Kancil and a Mercedes Benz, two totally different classes.

Keeping myself dry at home, I'm reading away hoping to clear this trial which I face in roughly 2 weeks time.

With the hope that I am able to see brighter times, I begin to persevere starting today.

I believe I have had enough time moping around, trying to solve what is wrong with me...

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:

With the fear of the coming storm, I close my eyes shut and take refuge by an abandoned building.

I look back and see a few precious friends standing in a distance with big umbrellas in hand beckoning me to join them.

Hesitantly, I ponder if I even have the right to do so...

Piece~

Coping... barely....

2011-07-27T10:51:00.005+08:00

Its been awhile since I blocked off myself from facebook like I have been doing recently, lol...

So I guess, I'll be doing my quotes here instead..

"When things look bleak, As dark as it is at night,

Reach out for the things you seek, Keep it within your sight"

-Fai fai No-Reason

I look around now and think.. Am I here?

*sigh* Trying to cope with things at the moment..

Too much to take in, all the stress, the expectation, goals in life, what to DO for the rest of my life.. Thinking it over and over while trying my able best to study for supplementary papers.

What did I do wrong?

I mean, there are others who seem not to do very well during classes, and yet they are on their way...

Its ok, since I learn that instead of being jealous or point fingers, I should just pat them on the back and say "Job well done!" and be on my way..

Its fine, for I have been told maybe this is not my life's calling, and I am needed somewhere else..

Its acceptable, for I have been constantly reminded that failures are bad, as long as they make me a better person..

Its not over, as I have been lectured by many people that there is still a way to get by this crisis, hang in there..

What can I do?

These thoughts and uncertainty just pop out constantly riddling my mind with irrelevant thoughts even when I ought to be thinking and concentrating on other things at the moment.

I have often wondered in the past how people are so fragile, why do they need hope to constantly pull them down the path of life, to keep on going.

Why do people fall into despair and depression even though there is so much more things to do in life, so much more things to see, learn, feel and above all, experience?

It is because they have looked into the abyss of despair for far too many times, or "fallen" into it for the worst part.

Even now when I hang nervously at the cliffs of the abyss, I cannot help but glimpse down and see all the broken dreams, hopes and spirits that have been crushed prior to me.

Envying those who manage to stay strong and having faith even at the darkest times..

What can I say?

Depression? That's just a phase

Losing hope and faith in people just made us be cautious and STILL we mingle with other human beings.

Sometimes, I think humans just crave companionship of others subconsciously, thus driving them to be close to their family, making friends in a sea of strangers, staying close to a group of friends that "click" and of course, finding the "special" someone to share one's entire life of hardship with..

Coping with things now is harder than I imagined.

Friends will be forever friends, only so much you can tell or expect them to understand.

Only so much trust you can instill into the relationship, and expect the other to do the same..

To all those who have put more faith and trust into the friendship I have with you, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

For even though I could not do the same, I managed to get a glimpse of it and see for myself how it would have felt if I would have done the same. Thank you~

Currently hanging on the rope, dangling from the cliffs of the abyss of despair, I realized something.

Why didn't I realize I was slipping down the slope towards the cliff?

I am inclined to let go of everything, my dreams and pride that I carry dutifully on my back at the moment down the abyss, to make my self "lighter" and climb back up onto safer grounds...

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:

The storm is here and the wind stronger than ever.

My little umbrella which can barely withstand such winds kept safe by my side.

Letting myself being drenched by the rain, I look for shelter finding almost none in sight.

Piece~

Sadness and self disappointment

2011-07-25T17:44:00.004+08:00

What am I doing now?

I knew somehow that I have used up a lifetime's worth of happiness in this pass few months, getting to know people other than "myself"..

and now?

I have to start "paying" for it...

Should have paid more attention to myself after all...

If only it is possible...

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:

The dark clouds that were in the horizon has enveloped me, drenching me in a cold and heavy downpour.

If I stay on the path I chose, I am afraid that the rain would wash everything away, including myself.

With a small umbrella in my possession I face the incoming storm...

Piece~

Feeling life returning?

2011-07-12T19:58:00.006+08:00

"Friends are those who are there for you,
Not necessarily all the time,
but when you need them more than ever"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Aaaah, sunset at AIMST university with the medical faculty and the library building from the 5th floor apartment of the guyZ hostel..
Mesmerizing huh? lol... (so not XD)

AND SO!!

The final paper is at hand!!
With the ospe/osce paper close up (on the 14th July; my mom's burfday incidently XD) the smell of freedon has never been stronger, tempting us in a false pretense of freedom at this very moment, thus not really studying what we ought to be studying.. (this explains me blogging and not studying I guess, hehe)
With no idea whats coming out for the active station this Thursday (Me hoping for CPR or laryngoscopy XD) I shall blindly go through anatomy and clinical notes. Not to mention my pathology log book and my microbiology log book which I haven't so much as open the cover O.o
Oh, wait a minute..
I did open the microbio cover earlier on *thumbs up* A miracle I say so myself ^^
Been rolling around my room the entire day as if I reached independence from the world >.<

The notice that came up right after the last paper yesterday..
Apparently since my name starts with F, I have the honors of ending up in group A
Check out what time I'm supposed to be there O.o

Awesomeness, 8am...

Oh well, at least this is the last stretch.
Its been mentally tiring this last entire month...
No more studying non stop till I look like my friend here lol

Yeong Khey is so gonna kill me for this XD
Speaking of friends, recently I have been looking around and redefining what actually qualifies as friends in my dictionary.
I mean, I have always thought keeping people at bay is for the best.
Then again, I have also learned that you can't do everything by yourself.

o.O Contradictory ideas O.o

But let's leave that to be debated in another post shall we?
lol
I mean seriously ^^
On a lighter note, my "non-mobile" friend Sita made it to the cafeteria after the psycho paper the other day..
She was soooo happy with her soya drink and her packet of nasi lemak *thumbs up*

Although she had some difficulty opening the bottle tho XD
Not to fear!!
An expert was nearby to help!! lol Rome opened it up in a blink of an eye
*thumbs up*

Good for you eh Sita? ^^

I think I can't seem to remember the last time I typed out a post on my blog with such a carefree attitude.
My mind seems at peace for a moment (a miracle for all the things that I have been going through lately) and I'm kinda happy ^^
Hope it stays that way tho XD

Hmmm, I feel like trying something new in my blog.
Picked this from a Kdrama, and the concept seems really interesting.
Here it goes (dun laugh) >.<

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:
Even when the clouds seems gloomy and dark, and the heavy rain makes it all dull and gray,
I know that if I look hard enough, I will have friends that are huddling together braving the storm, and that a bright horizon is coming if I wait long enough.

Piece~
(it just occured to me that anyone who reads this blog undestands what i mean by the word 'piece'
Do leave a comment or a message on the cbox if you do know what I mean by 'piece'" XD

Exam last week, but I feel like crap

2011-07-10T22:27:00.005+08:00

"Stares at the notes..
I can't take this anymore... nothing is going in my head...
The exam has gone on to long.. T.T"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Tomorrow is the last theory paper and the coming thursday is the last day of the exam with my Osce/Ospe paper..
I'm close to tears at the moment, the stress is getting to me I guess..
Breaking down seem so easy these days.
I suck with exam...

period...

As usual, I disagree with the fact we have to memorize every single thing...
Why can't we have like an exam using mostly MCQ negative marking or sumthin with assignments to help us?
No wonder there are students who actually commit suicide to the stress of life expectations.
Its just... no escape from it..
Its like a weight, constantly on ur head.

There you have it XD (literally)

I told a friend lately when she mentioned that she hates growing up,
That she would always want to be her mom's little gurl..
I told her that its ok to not want to grow up.
We can all take baby steps in life,
Taking one step at a time, overcoming life's hurdles one at a time..
Although I have to admit, I'm currently barely crawling XD
Dragging myself to keep up with the people around me as they literally jog or run past me.

Am I on the right path? I'm stumbling blindly not knowing.

Here I pray and hope for the best for every one sincerely I admit,
Although I stumble and may not make it,
Hey, life goes on..

Piece~

Exam papers are thinning off, yippie...

2011-07-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

"When a 'friend' starts to hold a grudge,
When a 'friend' starts telling stuff about you to people,
Its high time you step back and realize,
Those who deserve the title 'friend' are a few"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Like the title implies, there's only 3 papers left I think O.o
Look at that idiot, smirking away...

And oh, i got a haircut XD

There's the psycho elective paper tomorrow, the LAST system paper on monday, Endocrine and reproductive system and OSPE/OSCE paper on the coming thursday...
Somehow I can still remember the times when I was typing the 1st blog post about the exam >.<

Depression state before the exam...

Notice the hair? it was longer back then XD

(Just got back to PNG from my last short 3 day stint back home)

What to do? I'm hoping to pass all my papers and go home ASAP, but with my performance, I am thinking that i will sit for at least 1 supplement paper soon.
So, can't be too happy if I don't see my name among the viva list...
I was finishing up my 4th core paper that day and without realizing it, I broke down..
Weird eh?
Maybe its the stress, I dunno...
I really feel that exams are a real pain for students.
Especially the fact that the student is required to mug up whatever they can with sleepless nights,
"Vomit" it out during the exam (not literally XD)
and then wiping the memory clean for space for the next paper O.o

I am missing the normal times..
What happen to the times where we can randomly call up a friend after class and say," Hey, lets go somewhere, eat great food, maybe catch a movie, and do some crazy stuff while we're at it?"

(found this picture which was taken a while back)

daym we had fun XD

Hope to finish off this exam peacefully,
only a few days more to go now.
FIGHTING!! (lol watching too much korean dramas)
ja, matta ne~
Piece out~

3 papers down... How many more?

2011-07-01T17:56:00.002+08:00

Well, there's the 3 system papers, Ospe/osce paper, and 2 elective papers O.o

I still dun understand so as to why elective papers are sitting right in the middle of our finals?

Once again, the exam division has proved itself yet again that is has nothing better to do, but making student's life miserable while kicking back and relaxing in their office doing NOTHIN that seems to be in their job description ==> PaThEtIc..

Just posting up here something for the sake of it I guess, so no pics XD

what else.. hmmm..

Oh yeah yea yea...

I got a haircut XD finally~
>.<
Piece out~

Exam blues..

2011-06-22T12:10:00.002+08:00

pLease sumone..
I need this exam over with..
Its driving me up the wall O.o
This pic was taken by rome the other day when we were driving across the penang bridge,
Pweeeeety no?

*slaps self*

I'm trying to occupy myself for 5-10 minutes by ranting stuffs on my blog, but I can't seem to think of anything non exam related at the moment..
I have to go to the admin building later to pick up my exam slip for this friday's paper..

*slaps self*

ish this is annoying...

As a side note, me showing my collection of mcd cups that i finished collecting a month back XD
Just to gloat here of course, they have no monetary value >.<
Just memories of friends going out almost every week without fail for 3 weeks to mcd to faithfully collect the cup for no apparent reason XD

till the 1st paper is over,
Piece peeps...

Exams drivin me up the wall

2011-06-13T22:56:00.004+08:00

"Don't bother pleasure other people,
Speak frankly and don't dwell on a fact,
For a hidden thought is like a ripple,
and such ripples don't leave your mind intact"
-Fai fai No-Reason

I lurv this pic when I was randomly googling pics to put up here lol

Yesh as the title implies, it really is happening XD
well, not literally, but you get the idea >.<
With such stress on me, I am still taking my time and doing things at my pace.
I mean, my health is still important no?
I will not read and abandon my health just so that i am able to TRY and read everything and memorize EVERYTHING before the exam
I say NO!

Examz are important yesh I admit, but when my lifestyle and health is concerned...

Oh yea, dats right XD

lol

and also I can't understand the exam system nowadays.
I feel that the anonymity of students who failed a paper is something that should be upheld
No one has to publicly announced that a particular person has failed and no longer eligible to sit for the final exam.
Be it facebook, or the class mail.. seriously, it sux.. big time...
Yes it is... O.o

I mean, this is when a Student portal comes in handy..
Every and i mean EVERY student has a user and self selected pw in the student portal where they are updated on EVERYTHING that is concerned about the student.
Be it about:
-fees
-days of absentees
-results of exams
-private feedback from lecturers
-assignments needed to be handed up
-last and not least, ELIGIBILITY TO SIT FOR EXAMZ!!!

Having to go all the way to the admin building just to find out how well you scored is shtupid..
Exam division and IT department people seriously have it easy, they do nothing all day long, and they get paid.. wow..

I mean, Aimst university has a long way to go in terms of managing students.
If only they took student suggestions seriously.
If this is impossible, at least look up to other universities that have been around long enough to manage their students effectively enough..

Lol well syuu, not much but I DID update no?
hehe, will update more often as time and situation allows, cheers ^^
piece out~

Finals for year 2 are on the waaaay~ So wat now?

2011-06-08T13:40:00.005+08:00

"Friends are like insects,
Some are beautiful like butterflies,
Yet there are those who sting like bees,
Worst still, are those who stink like stink bugs"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Lol had to post this up when i found it randomly over the net >.< Looks like I need to humor myself once in awhile by doing stupid stuff or just doing nothing for short XD
But somtimes, we haf to differentiate things that are real, and important from the things that dun really matter.
Such times are where you question urself and ask which one is more important? what should you prioritize?
I found myself making such a decision yesterday.
Of course for OBVIOUS reasons, nothing will come up here XD
Just wanted to point out that in every situation, there IS a choice.
One doesn't actually have to bend down to another's will just because there SEEM to be NO OTHER choices.
If you dun like the choices available to you, just make new ones and stick to it.
AND again if it doesn;t work, just rewind, take a breather, and repick a new decision..
How hard can it be?

Just had a sudden mind to blog. Will blog more later after sports i think ^^

L8r peeps ^^
Piece out~

Continous Assessment... AGAIN?!@#!

2011-05-31T01:52:00.002+08:00

Yesh people, again XD the 6th one this year i think >.<

That makes it an average exam every 2 months? and to top it off, once this CA is over, its the finals for year 2 around the corner O.o *gasps*
I am soooo not ready for it..
I mean come on, I still remember the time i was waltzing out of the medical faculty after the end of my year 1 paper >.<

Been watching korean dramas recently.
Boys over flower (did i get that right?)
and Dream High

So far both were amuuuzing in their own ways, but I think I kinda enjoyed Dream High more, as it was musical based XD
*starts surfing the net hunting for OSTs* XD
omg omg guilty guilty *slaps self* examz around the corner, how could you!! (points to self in the mirror)

for the record, I have been doing sumthin dumb as I am currently facing my exam and shudn't be doing it at such a time..
I...

have...

been...

skipping XD
yea, skipping.. Saw a character in Dream High that lost alot of weight by mainly changing her eating lifestyle and skipping as her main exercise.
It is possible?
Hmm *vaguely remembers the facts he read about skipping as an exercise*
Oh well, today was the 2nd time.. (started yesterday) and I thought it was pretty fine, seeing that I never skipped PROPERLY in my life XD
I mean come on, skipping while ur moving/walking/running/etc is not the skipping we're talking about when we do proper exercise..
Its those skipping on one foot or hopping with both feet on the ground, or sumthin like dat.
I couldn't even make it to 10 in the first 20 minutes.
By the end of the hour, i was able to skip around 30 without stopping.
Today I managed to go around 60 without stopping, but i shouldn't be pushing it.
Still going kinda slow tho XD (steady as I go >.<)
Managed to push to a record of 120 tho ^^ (hurray for me ^^ best private record for now)

Will end it here for today ^^ and sry peeps, no pics this time.

Nite nite ^^
Piece out~

Time with friends??

2011-05-18T01:53:00.007+08:00

hey peeps ^^Went for a trip last week on Satuday to Bukit Merah resort.. For those clueless about where that is.. Highlight the space below to find out where it is *thumbs up*

Kinda lazy, so here's what you do. Go to http://www.google.com, type it in the search box and press "enter" XD Good luck finding it ^^

Okay highlight the box above XDI'm not going to elaborate what I did there there because its my memory with my friends and I dun really have an obligation to share it with the whole wide world XD hehe..

For the record, maybe its because I'm just plain lazy >.< yesh, that may very well be the excuse for me not uploading the pics and narrating the entire trip here.
I mean, true in the past i used to upload a bunch of pics here and explaining the entire row of pictures one after another.
But then again I went through all my posts and thought about it...
Most of my stories and experiences are share with anyone who pass me or ask about what I have been up to lately.
I mean think about it.
True I use this blog as a place to rant out about stuff that I have been thinking away the whole day or random thoughts, that doesn't mean that I have to share every tiny little bit about my life experiences here do I?

Just recently I received an sms from a dear friend that asked me a question that circled around my thoughts long after I sent back a reply sms...

"Fai...have you ever been bombarded bout tiz racism in malay n religion n u being 'too good for ur own race' thingy? Sorry I dunno who to ask bout tiz hehe ^^"

How would you respond to this hmm?
Just the other day, I went to collect my lab report from the lab as I was under the impression that we were supposed to pick them up and submit a new report soon.
The 'uncle' that was the lab tech started apprehending me asking me what was I doing as the lab manuals weren't marked yet.
Explaining that I just arrived and that I too noticed that the books were not marked and clarified to him that I was about to leave the books alone and proceeded to explain why I was there in the first place.
He soften up a bit as I referred to him as 'sir' and said that most of my classmates just came barging in and taking the lab manuals without asking anything.
He continued to talk and ME being NICE and NOT HAVING THE HEART to stop him, just listened and added polite opinions here and there, nodding whenever appropriate..

THEN...

He proceeded to say that he couldn't take the next day leave as he is one of the only ones left on duty at the laboratories (the next day was a holiday people XD) as the other lab tech has been approved for a leave already, he is stuck behind to take care of the lab.
He then asked me if I have friends that are involved in lab technology to come over to AIMST and work at the lab, as its easier to have Malaysians working together.
As a side note, he added that just make sure its just not MALAY O.o
Nodding meekly (as the uncle is under the impression that i was chinese) I politely excused myself as I had a 'class' to attend to next.

NOW you tell me...
Should I blame myself for striving to be different to change the stereotypical views of others onto my race?
Should I be blamed if the people of my race does not strive to better themselves and choose to wallow in their deteriorating environment and depend totally on government aids and benefits??
AND believe me that its really not a choice to be a mix and be stuck in between two or multiple worlds..
Its not a choice if I CHOSE to be 'too good for my own race' as it was not my choice at all, but since I'm being labeled as one, what can I do?
Contrary to what I can say or choose to believe, public opinion does count in this sense.
So, should I choose to change,it will be a small start I guess..

A small change in a community that has yet to grow and look forward, instead of looking back and picking on the nit-bits that is seen along the way.

ps I still find it EXTREMELY rude to speak in a language that is not really understood in present company.
Do find it necessary to at least explain to those who are blur about the conversation that took place so they dun feel left out people.
They too are human beings and can't help but feel like they are not even worth being given attention to even when they are present in company..

Piece out~

Living the way I want to

2011-05-11T22:10:00.004+08:00

"No two people are the same,
As every individual is special,
People may think life's a game,
Such are arrogantly living in denial"
- Fai fai No-Reason

Yesh hey peeps. Am supposed to be doing my PBL hand up and my revision at the moment, but hey, I just dun feel like doing it..

Sue me, I just don't know why...

Sometimes I don't wanna hang out with friends. I feel like I fake too much in front of people. To keep up the "mask" that seem acceptable to the public's eye and make me seem like a goooood boy. Fai fai is not allowed to mess up and lash out at anyone in public. In fact, he is to be a good boy and diplomatically discuss a right course of action that would be deemed acceptable to all parties before he is able to draw a conclusion on what to do..

Sincerely? I am getting tired of it...

Friends all around come from almost anywhere. After all there goes the saying

"Strangers are just friends you haven't made yet"

I guess in a certain aspect, that is certainly true... and that I guess, would be the sole reason to why every person comes in different attitudes and principles. For me would be my poking addiction which i can't seem to curb, and upon seeing someone, without fail I would bound to find myself reaching out to the person to poke the person (At the person's annoyance) XD

BUT

I try my level best not to step on anyone's toes.

I try my level best not to pick a fight with anyone.

I try my level best to be pleasant to everyone.

I try my level best to do my own stuff without interrupting anyone else..

and what to I see and receive in return?

-being labeled by outside people

-being judged based on some discrimination from one of their 'hang-out-group' members

-for some reason, being assumed to be an extremely compliant person (I haf my own views and opinions although I don't mention then)

-being treated insincerely and (them being immature) go around spreading stuff and go so much as not even looking me in the eye when i address them normally.

Are people that spiteful? I used to think I am better than that and i should not sink to their level just for satisfaction.. No.. That will make me one of "them" as well...
Just that I think I will be extremely careful with what i say/interact with others, so as to ensure that I am a someone you can mock and get away Scot free..

*sigh* haf to do work now (hoping to do a little at least)
peace~

Thinking thoughts..

2011-05-09T20:15:00.004+08:00

Nice? never knew that the pond in front of the admin building had carps in it O.o

"Everything has a balance,
Every small thing has its place,
If something deviates a little,
Doesn't mean it has fallen from grace:
-Fai fai No-Reason

(I'm thinking of starting my posts each time wif my own quotes XD)

Hey all ^^ things are going slow here as usual at aimst, but the drama here is unbelievable XD I can barely remember the days when i used to be so blissfully vague about what is going on around me. Keeping to myself and doing stuff myself isn't really healthy i admit >.< but at least it kept my mind untainted and not worrying about what people think, thought or talk about me..

I'm trying to change all that, since being a social outcast isn't that all great. BUT i feel its getting kinda tough to discern and prioritize what i really think now.

DO i really care only about myself?

DO i NOT care of what other people say about me?

DO i do my own stuff without a care of others?

and etc XD

I feel like there is a wind of change blowing about, but for the best or worse, i do not know. I at least hang on to lingering hope that i am true to what i say, and i still speak my mind, for the better or worse. True others can condemn me for the way i think, but hey, no one is perfect, point me in the right direction then ^^

Dont's
- Think that i do anything for no apparent reason (i can vouch for my actions)

- Assume that what i do is out of spite and for petty stuff like revenge (I'm better than that ^^)

- If i say NO, means i mean NO (pleading doesn't really work)

- Lash out your outright self courageous anger upon me, talking works fine so dun try to "show" it. (i'm actually quite civilised ^^)

- Think i am angry unless i say otherwise. (although if my actions betray my words, you can tell XD)

So much more to ramble, so little time >.<
My small bro is currently in the hospital. Shtupid doctor prescribed penicillin when he/she knows that my mom and me are allergic to that stuff. Didn't really occur to him that the allergy may be passed on via genetic factor.

Will ramble on summore when time allows ^^

Piece out~

AIMST Hosteller's Night & HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

2011-05-08T04:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE!!
You are person that means the world to another, and this special day of appreciation is just a fraction of how we lurv and appreciate all the things you have done for us..

(dedicated to me mom on FB)
"To others you may be a person,
To daddy you may be his wife,
BUT to me YOU are the GREATEST PERSON EVA!!
To my dearest mummy Rohani Ibrahim,
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY ^^"
-Fai fai No-Reason

Yesh dats me.. For some odd reason, I was nominated for the Hosteler's Night Prince O.o The theme was "hip-hop" and me being the most blur-ish person you will ever find about theme and dressing up and what-not, ended up winning the title.. Feel bad to those who ACTUALLY took the time to dress up and get ready their attire in an attempt to actually WIN the event, only to loose the title to a nobody like *points to self* lol
My attempts to perk up the crowd when i was asked about what "hip hop" means to me..

Do not ask me how i responded to the question XD I think my housemate actually recorded me for some weird reason that is explainable later, and so if I am able to get my hands on the video, I will post it up here >.<

Then once it was decided, I was "crowned" by the last year's Hosteler's Night Prince O.o The ironic part wuz that the previous prince was a friend of mine and so.... passing down the title to me i guess? Me flaunting around even when I was being crowned... Being a little more serious, though smirking like mad lol

Credits go to RIG that are responsible for taking all the pics during the event with their big-ass cameras O.o (I always find them scary with their big flashy thingy and large lenses)
And to top off story, my house actually won the "Cleanest Apartment in the block" and we won a hamper ^^
Owh, i have a personal hamper too for being the prince XD though the room hamper is abit bigger and loaded with more yummy stuffs >.<
Growing sideways now, haf to make sure I run more often and eat proper stuff, AFTER I finish off my hamper of course, hehe

As for now, I will be attending a pickup session wif PMC at the Polo filed at PNG if i not mistaken, haf to confirm with the Frisbee Prez ^^

Tata for now, piece~

ERS exams around the corner

2011-04-26T12:48:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps ^^ decided that I had to put up something since it has been a while. Unfortunately, I dun really have all my Lon-un pics yet XD I kinda left all my pictures in my mom's lappie, so I am now stuck wif almost ZERO pics, hehe...

Just ate lunch here at the campus and decided to skip a physio IRS (dats interactive review session) and work on my SSM and read up on my psycho mid term exam which is today XD I only printed out the notes yesterday and canned through it this afternoon. Hope its good enough to answer all the MCQs that they are going to throw at us during the exam..

Yesh people, you read it right XD My psychology elective paper is having a mid term exam using MCQ questions ONLY O.o and to top it off, it will be done in the hall where the brilliant minds of the centry (dats us XD) will be able to hold a "conference" and convene to agree on the most probable answer for the questions at hand..

Aite will proceed with work now, will update soon as time allows ^^ *pinky promise*

Piece~

Me ish back from Lon-un

2011-03-30T22:14:00.004+08:00

Yesh, Lon-un, as they pronounce it LoN-Don, silent d?

KLIA 1700 hours, FantasiZer has made it back to malaysia and is missing the warm showers and awesome food...
(Ironically, the 747-400 that brought me back is named PENANG, where i will have to fly to this coming sunday on my journey back to campus T.T)

I am so not going to criticize AIMST jaya catering ever again after my recent food stint at London and also my hospital posting... XD

Haha, well not going to waste time, so let's get to it ^^

I have set my clock to malaysia's local time on take off to minimize the jetlag (experimenting XD) and so far so good.
In terms of malaysia time, i slept at 0500 local time (take off) and woke up at 1000 local time to stay awake until landing which happens to be around 1700 local time.
Touched down a few hours ago, didn't really had time to update anything cuz had to get a long needed and awaited WARM shower. God, you wouldn't believe how cool it was up there. Sure its the beginning of spring, and on the 1st day of arrival the pilot declared it was around 16-18 degrees Celsius. That i can handle i thought, i mean come on, i have gone skiing before and it was like snowing, so how hard can this be?

I was mistaken it seems, cuz the weather made skiing a more enjoyable thing, although the temperature is alot higher considerably.

Have pics from 3 separate cameras and 1 handycam, will try and upload a few on fb and here once i screen through all of them to determine which ones are usable, uploadable and redeemable XD

Will update soon as possible ^^ True my jetlag seems to me a minimal (thank god) but i still nid to bask around in malaysia's awesome weather for awhile to get back my sense of reality again >.<

Piece out~

Blog update [18/03/11] from E71

2011-03-20T15:19:00.003+08:00

First off, i would like to say that this was typed a few days ago on my beloved E71. Thus forgive the lateness of updating a few days later, in my defense, AIMST internet is going haywire again XD

Happy burfday to Indeh unwritten ^^
Hey all ^^ as I promised that I would update more often, it so happens today is a fren's burfday on the 18th of march.

HAPPY BURFDAY INDEH!

I still remember the day back in foundation when we found out our bday were barely a week apart. It was chaotic with cake where I chased you down to smear ur face wif choc cake XD will try and find the pics back and post here, hehe.. GoSH, hold on... i think i found them XD

Let's see if we can recall this properly... I got smeared 1st (willingly i might add XD) Then Indeh got chased down and smeared by me XD Then she went out to smear other people XD AwEsOmEnEsS

Also a happy burfday to Kirath!!

Who turned a year older on the 16th of March.

Also a happy burfday to Eric teoh!!

Who turned a year older on the 14th of March.

Also a happy burfday to Ravivarma Rao ^^

Who turned a year older on the 6th of March.

A SPECIAL HAPPY BURFDAY to carmen and me for turning a year older on the 12th of March XD (vanity meter on the rise)

March is a special month to me, and I am glad to share it with other March babies. Be glad everyone, for you have aged another year. And here I wish you a prosperous year ahead and may you age much more XD (long life?)

Welcome back to me ^^

2011-03-17T15:32:00.004+08:00

Hey all ^^ and like the title implies, welcome back to me XD its been awhile since i typed anything on this dusty blogs of mine

*blows off the thick dust that has settled on this poor blog*

Well, I'll start off by wishing myself HAPPY BURFDAY ^^ Me ish 22 years old now and it has been a quiet and wonderful burfday celebration on my part this year. Not the mass crowd that clambers on to shake my hand and wish be "happy burfday". Not the usual crowd that comes over and thumps me on the back and say, "Hey! heard is ur burfday today!! Have a great one!!"

Well it was inevitable I guess, but it was blatantly curious to as who would take the pain to remember my burfday which is a one year event, and so I removed my burfday date from me facebook account a few months back. Kinda childish I know, but hey, it was a break from the sudden influx of sms that would flood my food annually on this particular date.

Received a few presents, which was quite a surprise.. I almost NEVER receive anything from anyone, family not included of course XD. THIS year however, it was a pleasant surprise I guess. I received:
-A starbucks "Grande" cup
(yay, rm2 off my fav drinks at starbucks ^^)

-A happy burfday card
(a simple yet sincere way of wishing someone ^^)

-A leather wallet
(thoughtful and looks wonderful! my wallet was deteriorating and it could no longer hold coins XD)

-A novel entitled "Room" and a small stationary toy
(Something for me to fill my time and decorate my small hostel room with ^^)

-Last and not least, almost 3 separate meals outside of campus with close friends and some unexpected people..
(Thank you to everyone, but I have to say here that it was not the food that made the day, it was the company ^^)

Very touched with what I "received" this year, for it was more than most of years put together. With that I would to thank all my dear friends into making my burfday this year a special one ^^

*looks at the calender*

Omg, time really flies. I mean, I know that is hat been awhile since I typed on this blog, but what I didn't know, that the short time turned out to be 4 months O.o
And in the span of just 3-4 months, alot of things happened, which includes dramas, fights and misunderstandings, and a whole lot of self explanation for one's actions.
Will post up more frequently, but I don't think I will be putting up more pictures as before. It's a hassle and i STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN BACK THE-LOVE-OF-MY-LIFE yest T.T

Will update again real often *winks*

Piece~

Where are the days?

2010-11-10T11:26:00.003+08:00

Yea, where ARE the days that i enjoy myself making no commitments to do something cause no one else does the cleaning, the days where i dun haf to think twice before i say or mention something to a person, the days where i can freely do what i want without a care in the world... Now i think you people would say," Nah~ such a day can't really exist can it?" but I haf to make a strong statement that such a day does exist... WHEN YOU ARE AT HOME ^^

Yeah, you guessed right... Staying "kewl" is one of my latest hobbies XD

At the moment, I have a continuous war with the filth, dirt and mess on my house... No finger pointing, but how can a house turn so filthy with just 3-5 days of absent attention (frm urs truly) and it has turned in such a way that i would just tip toe through the hall into my room without so much as a look around as i fear that the mess would somehow trigger a Myocardial Infarction and somehow just displacing an object would cause dust to swirl up and trigger a bronchial asthma attack~! AHEMMM, sry too much studies at the moment XD

I am having my respiration system assessment tomorrow and the day after.. The plus side is dat its only one paper for theory and one lab course (yesh, we run around the lab to different "stations") for practical. I have no objections, accept for the mild fact that i am having the entire sore throat+flu+fever+cough combo running on me right now... *sniffles* you see~!

Aite, so sore throat is gone and the fever come and goes, giving me a chilly sensation throughout the day, but the flu is kept in check and the coughing is just a once in a while thing. I even wore a mask just to make sure that my coughing and my flu doesn't spread to other people in my house...
Awww, how thoughtful is dat?
Then u step into my hall to see OTHER people ALREADY coughing and Sneezing away THUS making my own attempts kinda futile in a way..
Ahha, my OWN roomie just sneezed without even batting an eye, looking away and/or closing his mouth. How awesome is dat?

Look at me, ranting on and on on my blog and no pics to show for it... Well, at the momenth i am using my mom's lappie at the moment.. "The-love-of-my-life" went back to seremban to be repaired AGAIN since the same problem is coming up... Lagging for no apparent reason (even just opening a file!!) Well, i hope she's fine, and that she will be ready to be picked up when i return to seremban day after tomorrow.. dats right people, i will be flying back for a mere 2 day break at home just to run away from my harsh hostel life for a brief pause... AND also to celebrate my small bros bday that falls on the 13th of Nov ^^

Omg... now dat i think back, he is already 15 years old.. and not that "small" already.. I mean, he almost my height and might just over take me *gasp* kids these days either grow too wide, or extremely tall O.o

Will update soon again, and i plead other bloggers to update as well ^^ its fun to note all the other things happening in an acquaintance's life and to take in the fact that there is more to life other than ur own problems..
THAT and also that i am running out of blogs to jump on XD

So til next time, piece out~

RS examination around the corner

2010-11-04T14:09:00.004+08:00

Ahha people... i actually had my CVS examination barely 4 weeks back and now i haf to sit for my next system exam.. Why so fast you say? Well, logically speaking , we haf a number of systems to cover within our 2nd year, and starting next year, we actually will start our "clinical" years so to speak.. meaning we will start visiting the hospital to start using what we haf actually learned for the first 2 years of our course.

After hearing a few people reminding me that my blog has been dead for some time from a few different people.. i think i kinda forgot my previous resolve to actually blog stuff i want the world to hear through this simple outlet of mine. I mean, where else can i do such simple and random things where passerby's can actually laugh along or relate to whatever i am going through at the moment.

At the moment, i am loaning my mom's lappie at the moment. Yesh, the "love-of-my-life" ish currently "sick" and i haf no idea wats wrong wif her.. So i haf decided to let my bros take it back and shoot the shop that does my lappie until she's all well and better again. I mean, there HAS to be something wrong right? She has been hanging on me like every 10 minute of usage, and even hangs on simple actions like opening a window or even executing a program e.g. google chrome or mozilla firefox. This has seriously affected my studies as i couldn't even review my powerpoints and stuff like dat.. How about printing you say?

Well, its kinda true that i do haf a laser jet printer on standby in my room to print any notes that i need, but i think that printing out 4 weeks worth of notes at such a short notice is kind of unfeasible. After all, i don't think that i will be reading all the notes i would be printing since that a majority of the notes ARE kinda repetitive. I once mentioned to a few people," If i would receive a dollar for every time i heard the word bronchial asthma through out our respiratory system lectures, i would be a millionaire by the time we sat for our continuous assessment" XD
I mean, it IS true right? The following words would be a natural thing to hear through out the last 4 weeks of my life:
-Emphysema
-Chronic Bronchitis
-Bronchial asthma
-Pleural effusion
-Pneumothorax
-Pleuritis
-ARDS (acute respiratory distress syndrome)
-Salbutemol
-Omalizumab
-Trimetoprim
-Vancomycin
-Accuinhaler
-Metered dose inhaler
-Dry powder inhaler
-Erythromycin
-etc etc and many more XD

I mean what can i say? The moment i decided to take this rough path as my life long journey, i have resigned to the fact that it will not be easy, and even if it turns rough, i still have my family and friends to keep me company and comfort me along the way..
Speaking of friends, as of late, i believed that there are friends that i got close to, some that distanced themselves from me, friends that i got to know better, and there are also friends that just do not get the hint that i am giving them, even after i have said it in their face... *sigh* i guess not everyone are gifted to detect sarcasm or tones of dislikes in an everyday conversation..

So, the one thing i would like to say here is that " I HAVE NOT CHANGED" and even if i did, it would be for the better of me or a course of action that i feel is best for me.. There will be some things of me that will not change, i will have to deal with that, but the small parts of me that do change along the way does not mean i completely change as an individual

Will stop here for now ^^ will continue more rantings in the future as i haf the time to take the pictures out of my fon ^^

Piece for now~

1st week back at aimst~!

2010-08-28T15:13:00.004+08:00

hey all ^^ yea, like the title implies, i haf stayed a week back in Aimst after my much long needed break of 6 weeks XD kinda lazy to upload any pics and update my blog anywayz, but since i am bored and there's nothing much to do other than study, i decided it was time i update this blog again ^^

Thankfully, this year the staffs recognize me from last year as the "guy who look like chinese bit CONFIRMED a malay" look when i take food from the special counter when i break fast everyday around 7.30 pm. None of them question me anymore when i come down to the cafe at 4.30am in the morning to eat and get ready my long day of fasting ahead. I mean, i have been on campus for the 3rd year this time fasting. If they still can't recall that i had fasted the year before and that i am a malay that requires to eat before fasting, then i vowed to custom a shirt for myself saying

"I am a Malay.. dun ask" XD

Fasting also has never been more crazier for me as well.. compare to other years, when i would fast, i would feel all delicate-like with no energy what soever even to complete the simplest of tasks..

This year however, i felt the need to change that,, thinking that "the purpose of fasting is for us to restrain and eat in moderation and carry on our lives as normal... Y act so sickly and fragile then?"

With that in mind, i make it a point to hit the field after classes almost everyday of the last week.

You must think i'm crazy XD well, in a way i think i am too ^^

Mind, i don't run like i used to do.. 10 rounds consecutively is abit too much for my food-deprived state ya? So i play frisbee and dash around instead of keeping a steady pace of running all around. Kinda improved on my stamina and my throwing if i might say so myself, as i dun really feel tired at all after "dashing" all around after the flying discs that we throw around ^^

Managed to grab the attention of a few new people to Ultimate frisbee, and who noes, they might just join us playing in the weeks to come. playing wif more new people makes the game more interesting as we sweat and figure out how to play a more challenging game than the last one played.

The anime club might just get established soon after much debate and dilemma. Getting the support it needed and the go ahead frm supporters, the would-be-president decided to take down names and request the student affairs to acknowledge us and form a club comprising fully of anime fan and lovers... As for the activities, no idea yet. BUT it'll be interesting won't it?

Coming tuesday would be our Independance day and with that said, we will haf the day off XD However, on Monday night, there will be a bazaar ramadhan done within aimst in conjunction with the celebration of merdeka where the many clubs of aimst will be participating and setting up stalls of food and games for a few hours. The frisbee club will be selling light food (sausages and jelly) and we hope it'll get a good response frm the students ^^

Brain abit blanked out for now, will update again real soon aite?

buaiZ ppl, piece~

Random posting... Anime??

2010-08-17T14:42:00.011+08:00

Hey all ^^ it been too long since i haven't updated this dear blog of mine XD Let's see.. Hmm... The last time i updated was my mom's bday.. *shock* |Dats like almost a MONTH ago~! *Breaks down in shock* Oh well, I'm currently at my mom's office at the moment and i suddenly had the "inspiration"... (yea i think dats the word XD) to update my blog ^^ SO, in order to make this post work, i have taken the liberty to surf online for random pics that i will be able to relate to along this post XD

Let's see... so HOW exactly haf i spent my holiday? This pic roughly sums it up XD and \DUN LIE to urself, admid it, you were pretty much doing this too~! Loading Faacebook early in the morning and refreshing desperately for any new comments or photos u are able to get ur hands on!!

AND when you DO get something, u go all high and endeavour to continue commenting on the photo/status until it reaches a ridiculous amount of comments in shortest amount of time possible.. Erm, people? There is such thing called ONLINE CHATTING ya know? XD
There you go... WEEEEEE~! At home as usual, "resources" are limited.. We would haf to argue on who gets to use the tv, who gets to eat the last pack of twisties, who gets to the house chores (the least argued for) and last and not least, who's turn is it to play on the Playstation/computer.
The internet back home is pretty decent, but nevertheless, if anyone starts direct downloading, prepare for a major meltdown on the speed as the download starts "eating" up the bandwidth.. *sigh* so, more often than not... BUT of course, i have started fasting now ^^ *yay, jumps wif joy* and i dun haf to eat or drink the whole day, and concentrate all my efforts onto sumthin dat i am really absorbed into. But before i know it, later on the day, the same question pops up in my mind regardless of fasting or not... AM I RIGHT? COme on, i'm sure you guyZ are repeating the cycle as well..
EAT --> PLAY --> BATH --> SLEEP (a whole lot!!)
and the cycle continues...

To top it off, you sleep so "early" in the morning and wake up much later to find that you miss breakfast AND lunch. To make things worst off, u are still in ur semi-blur state for another few hours.. Once ur wide awake, you can't resist doing anything dumb that tickles ur fancy in any way... *sigh* and although we are aware of our actions and their consequences, we still proceed with them with only one thing in mind... Curiosity if our "intended" consequence actually happens. O.o wierd huh?

The time has come again, the dreaded time of departure from our homes back into the "harsh" environment of AIMST university XD well. can't really say i dread going back there, but life has to go on no? btw, no matter how much we say things about our campus life, admit it, deep down in there sumwhere, you kinda miss the times u haf at campus . Eating wif friends, doing stupid stuff, hanging out wif no particular plans, spending stuff on food and stuff that u "think" you nid.. Aaaah... the times..

BUT~! there are times where you have to say NO~! (kip that in mind!!) Been catching up with my anime downloads. Bleach, Naruto, Yumeiro Pattissier, Fairy Tale. Hakuoki ended at 12 epsds and Full metal Alchemist Brotherhood ended at 64 epsds. Currently, i dl most of my animes in HD, meaning 720p. TO make it simpler to see how great it is, imagine watching ur beloved anime series FOR FREE in the CLEAREST resolution u'll be able to get ur hands on (yes, those dvd sellers actually download and sell them to you for steep prices, so do urself a favour and stop buying frm them~!)
BUT it comes wif a price tho XD Each 25 minute episode has a files size of roughly 320MB... Planning to get another 1 TB if my external runs out of space...

Back to anime, i am going all out random frm here now on aite? hehe..

BLEACH
I can't imagine anime being real. For one thing, Kuchiki Byakuya doing something like this.. Even though its common knowledge that his powers derives from his blade becoming small pieces, reflecting the light and appear as if they are sakura petals.
In REAL life tho... Its just not possible XD

Have you noticed the blank background they use in mangas? We tend to focus so much on the characters and on the storyline that we fail to notice such simple things XD

NARUTO
Again, only in animes do you find things happening outside of the norm.. Such as Itachi's wierd sense of having purple coloured fingernail polish.
Stumbled on this online, and i think its really an accurate interpretation if naruto had a slight tinge of reality to it.. BUT you have to see the funny part of all this changes in the world of Naruto. Such as seen here. Neji Hyuuga here has eyes that are able to see 360 degees within his sight of vision.
See the hilarious part yet? XD

Well, i'll stop here for now. Satisfied people? Especially to those whoe were pestering me for updates.. Sharon, Thurini, and many others (sry only these 2 name popped out at the moment) thnx for the pestering that FINALLY managed to motivate me enought to update my blog XD even though its filled wif online pics as i'm away from my lappie ^^

Piece out~

Happy burfday to mom-meeee ^^

2010-07-14T20:50:00.004+08:00

Happy burfday to mommy XD Yes yes before u ask any questions, she's my mom, and yes this photo was edited and taken a year back or so.. but i think she still looks pweety no matter how old she gets. My 1st and last lurv ^^ Oh well, its been week + since i came back from sp.. and it has been dat long as well since i last saw this building.. Missing the constant sports, mainly my jogging and frisbee.. As well as the assortment of people that we come into contact everyday that do the little things for us to laugh at time to time. Thurini, i had to post this up when i took it out of my fon ^^Owh, before i forget, i llooked through my previous post and i mentioned that the kittehs are getting big around campus.. SO! i manged to snap a pic or two of them before i left ^^ Aren't they adorable? and being in close proximity to people since small, they are like so NOT shy around people.. O.o Three of them.. and a solo shot of one "acting cute" XD Gone are the days where we haf to crack out head over the pile of notes and worry about what possible questions might just come out during the exams... A short break never the less, but we haf to learn how to appreciate such small things ^^ Right Eric Chay? XD Things have been fine around my house, but not to my liking XD grass all over, rubbish here and there, garden unkept, coconut tree branches out of order O.o ok ok i noe, why should i bother with those things? well... anyone who noes me well enuf would noe that i'm kinda of a neat and clean freak, so such things dun get pass me easily >.<
I'll haf to say i'm doing abit of progress, still lots more to do especially at the front of the house, took today off since my hand started to blister yesterday XD *ouch*
Making plans for next week, lots of people demanding my attention >.< so i'll haf to figure them out by day after tomorrow or my head will go round in circles.

RaNdOm PiCs
When ur reaching for something in life, go all the way and put in all ur efforts to reach the goal.. You'll never know how it'll end and at least u'll go down wif no regrets... like this duckling here ^^ go ducky go!! I laughed when i saw this pic..
Remember when people look nice and treat you nice (like this bird) they might just be full of shyt and give u a face full of it XD (no mercy) Aite keeping today's post short since i updated yesterday as well ^^
Was on FB today and found this pic as a profile pic of one of my fwens.. Cudn't help it but saved it on my lappie to post it up here ^^ Can't imagine anyone in real life pulling off sumthin like this XD Cartoons these days are really expressive dun u agree? Aite signin of here peeps, piece out~

Hols along the way.. 1 week in ^^

2010-07-13T13:31:00.005+08:00

First off, i would like to wish Happy burfday to a dear fren who's currently back home at BTU (bintulu) haha.. I repeat again, you have aged another year.. and may you age much more ^^ Have a blast and many happy returns >.< Yesterday ends the last match of the FIFA world cup and the next time we get to see it would be when i am a 5th year med student on the verge of graduation O.o
Spain wins Holland iwf a near 1-0 victory scored in the 2nd half of extra time. Managed to stay awake throughout the 1st 90 minutes, but after 110 minutes into the game, my eyes were playing wierd games on me XD Yellow cards flying all around i must add, lots of pressure on the dutch to win this year, but alas to no avail, the unexpected spain kicks in the winning goal wif beautiful passing and positioning in the last minutes of the game.. Well done Spain.. Hold on to that cup till 2014 aite?

Ok.. So what has been happening wif me hmmm? Well its the end year hols and i unofficially found out that i'll be entering 2nd year wif no probs, yay congrats to myself XD ty ty... *confetti flies around* owh ur too kind ^^ Had my heart pounding away when they announce the VIVA list last monday (a list of those who marginally failed and haf a chance to redeem by a short Q&A session wif the lecturer) They shouted out "two.. six.. five.. six..." wats the last digit? omg omg omg... "seven..." *slumps into the chair* omg... that was like uber close to my number.. Whats my number tho? u'll haf to figure out XDAnd so we went out for dinner that night and i went back home again the next day O.o The shirt is a total give away to how i was feeling at that moment O.o Got myself a Fender 15w amp the other day ^^ Went shopping wif mom and dad at Bentley music at The Curve and also Yamaha across the street... The 1st thing we kept our eyes open for the drums.. *drools* omg~ awesomeness.. Dad taking a pic of the amp, and i'm taking his pic from the side XD At Bentley music, the guitar selection there is unbelievable... all kinds of acoustic and electric guitars available for every level of playing. Of course bass guitars are also available, but i was so mesmerized i forgot to snap a pic ^^
Me and me mom wondering aimlessly in that big shop O.o The main purpose? Shopping for a guitar amp and also a drum set *jumps in excitement* After a excruciating 4-5 hour comparing different amps and outweighing the pro and cons with prices of Marshall and other stuff... This microcube being one of them (being a mere 3w amp, we deemed it too light but really portable!)we decided this one's portable enough and decent enough to play around with.. Thnx daddy ^^ Sounds awesome XD but i dun really play electric guitar (just got back my old one frm my uncle) so i'm currently plugging in my dad's "silent" acoustic guitar into the amp O.o it works tho, so whu cares? My dad plucking away.. My electric 2nd hand guitar and my brand new amp ^^ On the other hand, i bough back my red disc to practice playing frisbee back at home.. and guess what? it cracked! #$%## wth? after all it has gone through at campus, if HAD to crack now eh? daym.. take a look on how badly it cracked... Luckily enuf tho, i managed to get hold of Kelvian at inti nilai and booked myself 2 discrafts and picked it up today... aren't they a beauty? Scratched the white one when i accidently threw it into a tree this afternoon XD will test run it wif Jason at the field later this evening ^^Went for Dim Sum day before yesterday at Allson Kelana Resort (at seremban) it was a buffet all you can eat dim sum... yummy *salivates* ahhh, my keyboard XD i'll let the pics do the talking here ^^
The centerpiece of the buffet... Jelly... Wierd stuffs on spoons.. Assortment of dishes.. Pudding and the flower.. this looks nice XD Purple pudding O.o Siu mai up top, prawn scallop in the center, surrounded by prawn dumpling.. i alone had like 5 of those O.o (each one has 4 dumpling..) then i added the shark fin soup all over the thing.. looks yummy XDComplimentary shark fin soup wif seafood.. Complimentary shark fin soup wif dumpling o.o The simple chandelier lighting up the place Small bro smirking at the camera wif a full stomach.. Daddy enjoying the food ^^ Mom and grandma recommending me to eat what they're holding out lol.. turned out to be prawn fried wif potato ringlets around it.. dunno wats it called O.o Snapped my mom and bro before they snapped me ^^ Grandma full, and she's... playing air guitar? O.o A painting that caught my eye as we exited the resort.. All in all, it was a satisfying meal XD It tops off Tao cuisine restaurant in terms of pricing tho ^^ But then again i have yet to eat Tao either at Damansara / Butterworth...

This post is more dedicated to pics to make all my explanation easier XD Like they say,

"A picture is worth a thousand words" and so, i think i have written quite alot for the post this time ^^

Exam is getting to me..

2010-06-16T23:16:00.006+08:00

Opening this post would be a beautiful snapshot i took as the sun went down... Pweeety huh?

Hie peeps ^^ yea its that time again, the examZ... Only this time its the FinalZ, the exam that will determine if u make it to the 2nd year, and if not you haf to site for supplementary, and if not u haf to resit the year, and if not!!!!! *GASP* i can't think that far ahead yet... do forgive me XD

Tomorro i'll be having my 2nd paper for this exam, HBM 2 which consists primarily of biostatistics and epidemiology. How cool is dat? 2 subjects in 1 paper, making the total length of this paper 3 hour *gawks wif open mouth and disbelief expression* yea u heard that right, 3 hours... I though that was ALOOOOT of time!!

BUT!!

I was proven wrong in my last paper on Monday where we sat for HBM 1 (Ethics and Sociology) at the Great Hall from 9 - 12 pm.. I fipped through the paper and answered the 1st half only to notice that an hour and 40 minutes hadf flown by.. *facepalm* had to speed up my writing and thinking capabilities then... *BRAIN MODE OVERDRIVE!!*

regretted that later as i had a major headache after lunch and was forced to sleep it off XD

but hey, 1 paper down.. 5 more to go!!! *jumps in joy* to my estimation and precise calculation, 16.7% of the exam is over, nothing big to celebrate about *sigh in depression* but hey, its the 1st step no?

Last week during my studies, took a break to go to mcd and collected my 3rd FIFA mcd cup XD will haf to get sumone to buy me again this week to get the 4th cup, hehe.. i'm such a sucker for these kind of things XDBEHOLD!! the 3 cups that i now haf stashed in my room now ^^ me and Eric went out to study... apparently studying outside also makes alot of difference ya know? as long as its once in awhile, i dun mind XD A special shoutout here to Joey (my roomie)

and Sharon, who have finally reached the big twoo owh.. Sharon happily walking to the cake to blow it out Closing up since i can't type much, since i haf to go to sleep to make sure that i'm awake for tomorrow's paper... will type out more stuff if i ever get the chance to.
Signing off, piece~

RaNdOm pics!
This cat gave birth sumwhere on campus already.. will try and get the pics of the kittens ^^

Releasing stress?

2010-05-30T22:07:00.004+08:00

It has been a hot week, with almost no rain for the last 2-3 weeks. Surprisingly this afternoon, a cool breeze cam in through the window and the skies were looking a little gloomy then. Down came the rain, drizzling a mere amount of water *drip drip drip* well, something is better than nothing no?
Went jogging again yesterday, this time with a friend (Lee Theam Hao, did i spell that right?) Anyways, we went off quite early as compared to my usual time of 6.20pm, instead we started off from the guys hostel at 5.30pm. Walked there and started my usual 6 rounds, making sure it is well below 20 minutes. Got it under 15minutes this time (estimation, since my fon only managed to play barely 4 tracks) Theam Hao was gasping, but managed to clear off the 6 rounds with me leading by 1.5 rounds. Well done!! The next time we'll do 10 rounds aite? I might haf attempted the 10 round feat, but i had to stay active enough to read after dinner..
On the way back, another spectacular shot right above the sports complex.. And after dinner Isaaz invited me over to help him finish off the last seal for Assasin creed 2. Finished that off (after much cursing and swearing in between) and showed him a few things i knew about the game, one of which is a minor skill that me and my bros discovered while playing this particular game on PS3, which is running tackle (which incidently can be done on ANYONE, even innocent bystanders XD)
One of them was a NPC girl which happened to walk our way.. *Runs, tackles gurl to the ground* (Isaac and me stared a moment and started laughing our heads off here) HAHAHAHA... dun see the funny part yet?

Oh well, look closer?

A little zoom in perhaps? *shakes head* This looks like a ..... a...... XD Anyways, we managed to take a screenshot of it (what? it was such a laughable moment yes?) and we wanted to show and point out that no matter how great a game's graphics capabilities are, you will still have minor stuff that we are able to catch and laugh about, with this being one of them ^^ Studies? Well, its going along slowly, but i have to say that at least making slow progress is better than making NO progress at all ^^ wow, being proud of the fact i'm studying slow is not a good thing

*goes to a corner and feels gloomy*

No other interesting things to talk about at the moment, everyone is starting to pick up the exam stress and inspiration to study, AND SO! i shall make a proclamation here that i will study too!!

*screams in excitement, rolls on the floor, jumps up and down on the bed, pulls on hair, attempting to run up the wall and failing by dropping down flat on the floor*

Ouch... ok dat hurts XD and that's it for now
piece~

RaNdOm thoughts..

2010-05-29T00:48:00.006+08:00

Me back to rant again on me bloggie ^^ hey, its my blog right, so i can do anything i want with it, hehe.. Feeling abit lost these days, wandering without direction, even though everyone is pointing out the right direction to go, but still, i "wander" aimlessly. Then an old friend's brother posted sumthin on facebook that reminded me again why i wanted to do this course that will take 5 years of my life and turn the remaining years of my life into a workaholic. 3 years ago, if you would have mentioned the word "osteosarcoma" i would have looked at you in a wierd way and ask if that was an english word.. Now, i know that such a word is not to be taken lightly.. Sharon Lee Shu Wen, you'll forever be in our memories..

Jogging yesterday and saw an amazing thing on the way to the track. It somewhat reminded me of the beach, you know, when the water is gone and its the low tide? The beach would look all wierd and have this wavy shapes ya? Someone is carrying out an open burning experimen behind campus today.. *sigh*

Went out today to watch Prince of persia today.. As expected, the graphics and stunts were awesome, aided by a wide array of superb CGI effects. The story is sumwhat acceptable, but with the bad uncle gone, they have made it almost impossible for them to continue to make other sequels of the Prince of Persia, such as Prince of Persia: The two thrones. *sigh* but i enjoyed the movie nevertheless..
Vowing to go all out until the day finals are over starting from tomorrow.
Will update of course, but can't promise much photos tho *winks*
ja, till next time ^^
piece~

It's been a looog week last week XD

2010-05-25T22:20:00.010+08:00

Hey all ^^ Yea, its been awhile, on the plus side continuous assessment 4 is finished (a cause to jump with joy) but then again, on the negative side finals exam is coming soon in 3 weeks (sumthin that can make anyone drop to the floor with shock) Well, will have to look on the bright side no? If i am able to get pass the finals, i will have a month of free time all to MYSELF!! MUAHAHA...
But then again, if i am not able to clear my papers properly, i would have to resit for supplementary papers and even worst off, repeat the year *gasp* i cannot picture myself repeating, and so i feel that if i ever have to repeat the year and cannot move on to 2nd year, i will consider withdrawing myself from MBBS and persue a different course all together..
Studying and waking up in the familiar surrounding, with 2 other people in my 3 per room hostel apartment and also to find the 2 toilet with heaters being occupied, leaving the 3rd shower (w/o heater) for my use at any time.. Ahhh, hostel life.. How great can it be?

My second home. The side of the room that belongs to me and only me ^^ Had a haircut right after the test finished, and had went shopping for a few snacks for me to kill time for the next 3 weeks, and as a deterrent for me to go out and study more. Tadaa!! Went of a hair cut with Eric Teoh and Joey and Jit kin.. (boy, he's glaring at me.. he had to wait for 3 of us to cut hair before we went for shopping.. he must have been bored.) it took quite awhile ya know?Apparently the short outing made us loose our heads abit. You need proof?
Oh well, hard to believe that a mere haircut may very well allow us to go haywire.. BUT thrue enough, when we got back, we started cam whoring, which is not sumthin guys would do randomly out of the blue.. For example...

Joey and his fighting stick in the name of self defence!!! (Sequel to Ip Man 2???) Eric and his attempts to beat Harry Potter by getting on a Lightning Bolt broomstick!! (harry's was a Firebolt if u can recall XD)And after all that hard work!! One has to eat up and rest don't you think? Daym, that looks good *stomach grumbles, salivates* omg omg... this is making me hungry. I shouldn't be eating now, i mean, come on.. its 10.40pm already and if i eat now, anything that i eat will be directly absorbed into my system.

Owh, and i had a movie marathon day before yesterday on sunday. Was kinda skeptical if i could actually pull it off since i had a microbio log book to complete which is due the next day. Suprisingly, i managed to pull it off just after lunch and i called a cab over to Village Mall to catch the earliest movie i can get my hands on. Surrej tagged along to eat at Taj Mahal and do some shoping at Tesco.
AND SO, once we reached there, i managed to get a ticket for Shrek 4 at 2.45pm and Robin Hood at 4.30pm.. I had a massive headache once i got out of that cinema.. A bunch of people came out to have dinner and movie outing, so i joined them for a 8.30pm show for Nightmare on Elm street.. The dinner at Old Town Coffee was great! I think company matters sometimes no?

There, i guess dat pretty sums up most of my interesting happenings for the past 1 week since my last post ^^
Oh and i almost forgot, we had a friendly game with Nilai Inti university in Ultimate frisbee. They came all the way from Nilai, that's like a 6 hour drive O.o and even after that long and tiring journey, they still whopped our asses when we played, so kudos! and a special shoutout here to them for spending the time to come up and showing us how ultimate is really played ^^

Wrapping up, RaNdOm PiCs!!
This one was taken when Joey and me were driving on the way to the sports complex... I was taken back by the size of the monitor lizard, but i was more amazed at Joey's inapt ability in spotting it at the side of the whole while he is driving.. Way to go for observance skills Joey, thumbs up ^^
Took the next 2 pics earlier this evening cause i tot the lighting was awesome..
This one makes it look like there is a nuclear blast in the distance, while the surroundings around me seem to be unaffected O.o This one caught my eye as i was looking up to see the moon up so clearly!! The cloud formation equally caught my attention, so i felt like i had to take a shot ^^ That's about it for now.. A special thanx to Rey-chan for reminding me to update my blog, since she too has been blog hopping recently and no one seems to be updating..
EVERYONE, UPDATE!! we nid more smiles in our lives ^^
Ja, signing off here today ^^
Piece~

CA4 is upon me

2010-05-16T10:26:00.003+08:00

*deep breathes here* in less than 24 hours, the horror and terror will be unleashed upon the inhabitants of LT1, who call themselves MBBS batch15... The sky turn dark, the earth tremble, the wind screaming in agony and the heavens rain down upon the earth, as if weeping for the poor souls that cannot escape their cruel fate.. Oh, fate is cruel...

daym, if i haf the time to update my blog, sumthin must be seriously wrong XD

well, just to say i'll be laying my hands off my blog until... friday? hehe... ja, till then ^^

piece

Back again?!?

2010-05-10T13:37:00.006+08:00

Hey and yea, i'm back again for another post ^^ i actually haf to leave in about 10 minutes, so i guess this will be a fast post. Just had to post up sumthin since all the pics from my fon has FINALLY been synced into my baby ^^ AND lately i have been using this cool add on on firefox called "Cooliris" and its like so awesome.. It uses the firefox as a 3D wall to view any pictures u observe over the internet in a certain page.. You know what? if i explain it here, it'll easily take another 20 minutes, so do urself a favour and google up the word "cooliris" and if ur too lazy to do it, knowing u lazy bloggers out there (hey i'm one) i have linked the word ^^

Exam stress getting to me.. U know what? daym, i'm late for my anatomy ADH session on the ear, brb ^^

(2 hours 20 minutes later, laptop pops open again)

Phew, ADH was not dat bad! did abit of revision (ok i admit, ALOT XD) on the ear and how it actually works.. not to mention the nerves, arteries and veins involved in each section of the ear (divided into external, middle and internal, fyi)

Today is kinda the last day of classes until CA4 and finals end, so... yea, enjoyed i guess. stayed awake throughout the 2 hours of class that we had today, and yes i also admit here that i might haf nodded a few times, but i was attentive throughout the lectures today ^^ not so guilty today

*jumps wif joy*

Not to mention, a few days back i went sports again and i somehow ended up in front of the swimming pool... and so, it just hit me at that time that i have not shown where and how i actually bump my head a few weeks back. Thus i went back to the "scene of the crime" and snapped a few shots that i tot was relevant to the story.

First up, the "crime scene", where the whole thing started, the turning point of my life, the excruciating pain!!, the volumes of blood swirling around me, the intense horror and the adrenaline that made my head turn in circles and my eyes barely able to focus in front of me...
ok ok, this is getting abit over dramatic XD I present to you, the AIMST university sport complex swimming pool!! AND the diving platform that was responsible for this whole incident, the one that changed my life.. the one that made my heard quiver at the very sight of it!! THE ONE THAT... *inhales deeply and breathes out* calming down, i present u THE "diving platform"!! You should be quick to notice that how could a harmless looking stationary object cause a head injury to a guy to ensure that he had 4 stitches on his head?
Well, remember the part where i mentioned about jumping out to grab my keys?
My head hit the corner of that lethal looking thing..

OBSERVE!! note the glisten of the sun on those sharp edges, ready and ever willing to devour the very next unwary passerby that happens to pass by its way...

Nah i kid, but seriously, don't you feel that murderous intent?

Scary huh? Bet you didn't know that? Barney can be pretty scary....

Aite, flash back to reality please!! *snaps fingers*

It was a nice weather that day, and i spotted this very unique cloud formation in the distance as i passed the medical faculty..
Take a look!!
Pweeeeety~ Then i remembered that i was wif sumone who couldn't pass an opportunity to take the spot light...
Enter, the great surrej! he just had to make an appearance..

Well, at least he was patient enough to ensure that i had a clean shot without him, but then he demanded me to take another shot wif him in it... oh well, who am i to deny him the simple pleasures of life?

Will sign off here for now, if there are any interesting stuff to put up, i will not hesitate.
Oh and fellow bloggers? do update, i blog hop when i'm bored and it seems that not many people are updating T.T
Please, please.. dun take away MY simple pleasures in life...
and may others do not deprive u of urs...
piece~~

CA4 stress!@!

2010-05-08T18:35:00.004+08:00

*Gak* haha, hie all ^^ CA 4 (continuous assessment) is coming around the corner (7 days to be exact O.o) and the finals are just behind that (2-3 weeks after CA, OMG) Yea yea, i seem to remember that fai once mentioned that the examz are just organized printed pieces of paper that we should not be afraid of... *Looks around guiltily* So, errmmm... is it to late to take that back? XD

Btw here is a personal shoutout to all my foundation friends that have most likely received their results by now..
CONGRATULATIONS are in order if you have received the minimum requirment for ur respective chosen courses..
but if u did not make it, don't despair... Try again. and if you don't think that this is the thing for you, you can always opt for a different course. No pressure, but being a doctor/dentist/pharmacist is not everything you know? ther are many ways one can achieve great things along in life... Maybe this just isn;t ur path to take, and the one ur destined for will be one that u'll cherish and enjoy throughout ur life..

my baby, the-lurv-of-my-life (i seriously haf to giv her a name XD) is back from acer and it seems that she was diagnosed wif a RAM error O.o so they replaced one of her 2gigDDR3 RAM and she's as good as new ^^ In case anyone is still blur about what i'm taking about,

http://fantasizerx.blogspot.com/2009/06/waiting-for-day.html

(open this link and u'll know XD)

Would have continued on my last post about my head, but it seems that my fon hasn't been synced to my baby in quite awhile, so i'm storing everything into my baby as i type this post. Most likely by my next post, i'll be able to post up more pics on FB and to lighten up this dull bloggie of mine ^^ *Ahemm* back to me XD My head? oh sure its fine, thnx for asking.. Wait, you dun really wanna noe?

Seriously?

>.< I'll just tell anywayZ ^^ Its fine, the 4 stitches were removed from my head for over a week now and i feel great! In fact, i feel like i haf never hit my head on a diving platform at the side of a pool at AIMST university ever in my LIFE!! *catches breath* getting abit too excited there but *heheh* i'm good i'm good *inhales deeply*
I know this post is kinda wordy, but hey, ITS MY BLOG, and its my personal place to rant out stuff where i can take pride that there are fellow blog readers that will read my post and share my pain, anguish and agony of things that i go through everyday of my life at campus (ish, berdrama betul XD)

Nah, its not bad, but seriously, i think of blogging more often, and i'll do it on my fon if i am not able to go online and type it at my own leisure. Will type it out and post it on the go with the help of the unguarded WIFI wireless that i am able to pick up randomly everywhere XD

Today's thought:
If you think that there are many scumbags out there, you may very well be right! THEREFORE, do the world a favor and dun become one!! You dun haf to sink down to their level...

Dats about it for now peeps ^^ piece~

Bump on the head... (literally!!)

2010-04-24T16:26:00.006+08:00

Hie all ^^ been neglecting my blog for quite some time.. Hey, dun blame me! there wasn't anything remotely interesting that would prompt me to switch on my com to log on to blogspot to crap on it.. and YES, with that said, i'll haf to admit that something has happened to me as of late that has made this post even possible to be posted up ^^

yearpZ dats me.. (story further down of this post) Exams are around the corner now, roughly about 3 weeks? maybe shorter, s tudies are now on at full tilt.. *Vroom, Vrooom, ful throttle!!* Anyways, back to case on point, the purpose of this post..

As the title of this post implies, i bumped my head... Oh, alright, it wasn't really a minor bump which we can just put ice and hope that the swelling would be gone in the next day or two.. No, it isn't that easy this time.. It all started on a simple nice tuesday when a friend (Romee, if ur reading this thnx so much again ^^) and i went for a swim at 5pm at the Aimst pool. Dropping into the pool, i noticed that my locker key dropped off sumwhere to the bottom of the pool.

Looking for it, i found it at the side of the pool (end side of the pool) and tried to fix te rubber band that acted as its holder.. The rubberband snapped and it flung the key out of the pool. Now get this.. With my goggles on, i propelled myself out of the pool to get the key, only to be knocked back into the pool wif a sharp shearing pain radiating from my head.. Tasting blood in the water, i opened my eyes which happen to close shut in response wif m y effort to blot out the pain.

Do you know those documentaries where u see cuttlefish squirt out ink when they try to escape from danger? This time, i see blood instead O.o

Lost you? Here's what happened, i propelled myself out without noticing that i was right beside a diving platform (yea, the ones where people dive from) and my head knocked on it.. hard.. (ouch~) Romee came over asking me if i was okay.. Apparently saying that ur fine while waving ur hand covered with blood (i was holding my head before that) does not convince others that u are fine.. AND SO, we hobbled all the way to the hosteller's warden office and it was arranged that i would be sent to Pantai hospital. How bad was it? take a look.. I was attended to by Doctor Taiwan Teoh, the general surgeon on duty at the time. He said i would need stiches (around 4-5) and i would hafto spend the night over for observation.. AND SO, i snapped away ^^ Thank god Romee was there as he tagged along with the Aimst van to make sure i was ok...

Eric, Audrey, Steph and Siew Voon came after dinner to see how i was doing. By the, i haf uploaded all the pics above onto facebook via the wireless i happened to detect at the ward, and i updated my status to ensure everyone knew what happened to me (attention seeking at work, courtesy of Gordon's influence XD) There were many people that called and smsed, thank you for ur concern..

But then again.. *nod nod* so true no?

Head's fine for now, will return back to the hospital next wednesday to remove the stitches. Apparently its fine for me to wash my hair, but i just haf to make sure that i dry the head properly ^^
With my head in its current condition and exams looming upon us... STRESS!!! This made me rofl.. Too bad we can't take the paper out of the exam hall, or i might just be tempted to do what the pic said XD
I end this post wif Random pics!!

RaNdOm PiCs~!
This is classic.. i remember posting it up on my previous posts A similar scenario when ever i try to use skype wif sumone using my old lappie (which i am currently using)
Oh and the-lurv-of-my-life is still at the workshop, no idea how she is, i better go and make a few calls to find out O.o haha take care peeps, piece~

Happenings around me..

2010-04-03T10:56:00.005+08:00

Lately there are things that happen around me that seem to be out of my control.. Come on know, you know what i mean? For example, when u want to go watch a movie and you bought the tickets already, only to struggle to find a car park and end up maybe 5 minutes late for the movie.. Inevitable stuff you know? As for me, it was the 2 days (monday and yesterday to be exact) that i ran all the way to the stadium, only to be unable to swim due to rain / absence of lifeguard!! KYAAA!!! If things go on like this, i am going to start swimming training properly and go for the lifeguard examination so i can swim at any given time i want XD

My house is in a mess.. well, technically speaking, the hall is in a mess... There are books, papers, trash not taken out, dirty clothes, unwashed water filter and shoes all over the place.. Apparently the only + side is the unwashed dishes occasionally in the sink which is the only house skill that somehow (unknowingly) retained from their home lives. Why can't they treat the house like their own home? Why can't they make the place clean and just do it without the mind set that "Ah, someone else will do it sooner or later" and that someone happens to be me... *sigh* What can i do? Can't help myself, i'm a clean freak.. Can't stand watching sumthing messy and dirty..

SO! in the end, i throw out the rubbish and by doing so i fulfil my self pride in keeping the house clean, only to have it soiled by another when i reach home after class or after dinner...

*sigh*

Oh well, and to top it off, today i went to the PC fair at Village mall back at town. Its a new place and its only the 2nd time a pc fair is being held at this new venue (it used to be the main mall of sungai petani, but village mall emerged the winner as a new cinema has just been constructed at village mall) and guess what? i helped 2 friends buy some stuff, no biggie... and i bought for myself a screen protector and a game controller for my lappie, and get this!! The stuff i bought for my friends were ok and they were happy with the stuff i bought for them. BUT i was definitely not happy with the stuff i bought for myself.. WHY?

REASON 1
I bought a new 15.3" screen protector for my lappie ^^ so happy only to find out that the screen of my lappie is actually 15.6".. WTF!! Either i go back tomorrow and hope they help me change, or i wasted RM15 on this thing, which i haf the option of cutting it into smaller pieces to fit smaller laptops at home...

REASON 2
I bought a RM28 game controller together with a gaming friend (Jit kin, FIFA ALL THE WAY MAN!!) only to find out that the 2 controllers are linked by a cord!! that means we can't seperate them!! OMG.. zzzz will go back there to hope that they will alow us to change the controllers into seperate ones...

REASON 3
I wanted to shop for myself a new aluminium cooler for my lappie, but it turns out that all the coolers on sale now are all single fan coolers. The only double aluminium cooler was way over my budget.. RM53 O.o overkill...

AND there you have it! OMG i nid to study.. way behind my schedule... will update when time permits ^^

21st burfday on the 12th of march 2010..

2010-03-12T15:04:00.003+08:00

Hie all ^^ First off i would like to thank the countless people who haf wished me privately, via sms, and via FB. It is very touching.. and i noe i noe...

Happy bufday to me.. Happy burfday to me... Happy burfday to faisal.. Happy burfday to me...

*claps and blows off imaginary candles*Aww, cute pic XD I used this pic last year on my burfday post and i couldn't resist putting it up again.. (dun believe me? go search up last years post, dated on this day XD) Its another year and i have legally turned into an adult, hurray for me?? Well, technically you can grow old, but growing up is optional! AND THUS! i'm still a kid at 21 ^^ go around poking everyone in class just for entertainment sake..

And guess what? today (on my birthday) there was supposed to be a paper on Ethics from 9-10.30am, but it seems the hall was taken up by another exam and the exam cannot possibly be recheduled to a later time as most of the students have already made arrangements to go back home by noon.. SO? They postponed the exam till after the hols, till further notice XD Totally the best burfday i hav yet in my life~!

Oh and did i mention? Yc's gf (Carmen)'s burfday was ALSO on the 12th of march, how kewl is dat? Its the first time i have ment wif sumone who has the same burfday with me! But she says i'm the 2nd person she has met wif the same date O.o looks like there are alot more people with the same burfday as me out there! *ponders at how big the world is*

11.55pm 11th march 2010, i was cutting pamalo at the living room (yes people, i cut my fruits and put them in the fridge.. is there sumthing wrong wif that?) which took me like almost for the past 20 minutes, i was cleaning the knife when i heard the door open. On instict, i turned around and held the knife aloft to see who was at the door.. To my surprise, ther were peopleS (many people XD) trying to come in and they started wishing me happy bday while attempting to grab me to the cafe.

Me + knife + sleepy + not-in-mood... not too good combo. They sang a burfday song, but made no attempts to come near me.. (they were eyeing the knife in my hand for some reason...) I said thnx and rushed to my room and attempted to close the door before they could lay their hands on me.. I failed XD

I put the knife away and accompanied by a charade of people, i was ushered down the stairs to the cafe where there were cake distributed around (Carmen's cake) They wished me as well and i was given a slice.. Barely able to open my eyes (sleepy then) i nibbled the cake down and thanked everyone for the sleepy ordeal.. XDThe "entourage" that made sure i came down to the cafe for a brief celebration... People were already there celebrating Carmen's burday Yc and Carmen on the right.. Should haf taken a pic wif her but oh well, next time? Random photos!!

With the heat and ano rain and stuff, the clouds and the lightings then to go haywire from time to time, but in a nice way too! I managed te get a whole bunch of beautiful pics since my last post (which was kinda empty and dreary due to my mood at that time) and ya, take a look~

This one was when I was walking wif Gordo back to the cafe for dinner after our run at the track... Ther's a small rainbow there actually, but it seems my fon wasn't able to really get the pic XD Nice try tho..
This was taken right outside the hostel at dusk as i was wondering the uni gounds in search of FOOD! (i ended up at the cafe XD) i was kinda hoping it would rain that night ^^ AND!! THE BEST! This was taken YESTERDAY *nods nods* when i was playing frisbee wif young and joey at the field.. I turned around and notice the streak across the sky and i HAD to take the pic ^^ Nice shot (clear defined pic i mite add, quite rare) Again i would like to thank all those that wished me for my burfday, and to those who haven't.. hmmm... You can still send be belated wishes, i wun get angry XD Well, better late than neva right? and i dun really expect EVERYONE to know my burfday (you can check on FB tho ^^)

TILL MY NEXT POST, i bid everyone adieu, piece~

The will.. To do nothing?

2010-03-07T20:24:00.003+08:00

Examz are around the corner..(tomrorow actually) *sigh* what can we do? Even tho we haven't finished reading EVERYTHING we're supposed to and my reading is slowly slowing down to a crawl. I need a motivation to read i guess. We are ALL governed by the will to WANT something, no? Come on, dun deny it!?! Each individual strives and each action is derived on a single simple emotion of "obtaining" something.
When you like a person and feel like getting closer to be noticed by that someone, you go all out to be "noticed"...

When you are hungry and in an attempt to quell the uneasy feeling clawing at your stomach, you run down to the cafeteria to gulp down Jaya catering's food which you detest and yet have learned to tolerate under the circumstance of necessity...

Proven that the will to "want"something is quite a force to reckon with as anyone would do anything to fullfil that wishful thinking of obtaining one's wishes. BUT i have to point out here that altho i stand in awe in the face of this phenomenon, i have to equally point out that i do not approve of all the emotions that seem to fuel this wondrous and yet apalling act of "wanting".

Everything in this world can be seen 2 ways. In a good, positive outlook, or the gloomy negative prospect of an event. This applies as well to the emotions governs the effort to obtain something of one's desire.
For example, all i want in when living in a hostel is a clean environment, a comfy one if it is possible.. To achieve this, i have gone to great lengths to bring in a fridge (bought off frm a lecturer) a water filter and a rubbish bin for everyone's convenience. The wish to be more comfortable made me go to great lengths to achieve them, and yet it has been sullied and threatened by others..

There are people who can be inconsiderate at times, and what can you do but politely wait until the person/s notices that u r unnaturally quiet and asks if they are bothering you.. Sometimes they dun even bother and just continue what they are doing with a smile on their face..

"If you dun like something done towards you, dun do it at all around others.."

Friends are friends, just another person interacting with you in ur daily life..

piece~

Longing for the rain...

2010-02-27T20:49:00.004+08:00

Like the title of this post implies, I WAAAANT RAIN!! *rawr* Global warming must really be hitting an all high now since there is barely a day of rain every week...Aaaah.. the soft glow of sunset... *scratches head* but where is the rain?

*blows the dust off the main page* XD Looks like its been awhile since i posted anything up here.. Owh, and happy belated CNY? hehe...

To kick start this post, a random pic of flowers from a tree infront of the guy's hostel.

Today has been a quiet day as both my roomies are sumwhere at the moment, and they'll only be back here tomorrow. Another silent night alone i guess, not that it was noisy in the 1st place ^^

Exams are around the corner, CA3 and i am barely confident that i'll make the mark this time... There is just so much to read, and when i think about it, if i walk up to any random doctor now and ask him any questions in my powerpoint notes i can bet that they wun be able to even answer half of them (they fail?!? XD)
Point in case here is that in clinical, most of the cases will be different but then again, WE HAVE TO KNOW THE BASICS!! (so they say.. sigh~)

Went jogging yesterday with the the 2.5kg ankle weights that i managed to get pass the airport security.. Speaking of which, this is one story i just HAVE to tell XD

*Faisal arrives at the x-ray machine to scan hand carried objects and puts his personal belongings onto the belt.
As he walks pass the scanner nothing happens and he happily picks up his stuff, but notices the officer frowning as he looks at the monitor..

OFFICER: Ini bag kamu ke? (Is this your bag?)

FAISAL: Ya.... (bewildered at the moment)

OFFICER: Boleh tolong buka? (Can you please open it?)

*Shrugging, Faisal opens up the bag..

FAISAL: Ada masalah ke? (Is there a problem?)

OFFICER: (without looking into the bag) Tadi masa scanning, ada apa-apa benda segiempat tak? (During the scan, was there any square object in ur bag?)

FAISAL: Oh, you mean this? (pulls out the pair of ankle weights from the bottom of the bag)

OFFICER: Kamu ini sekarang buat ape? (What are you doing now?)

FAISAL: Harh? tak faham... (harh?? dun understand)

OFFICER: Kerja ke? Travelling ke? (Work? Travelling?)

FAISAL: OWH! Saya ni pelajar bang.. kat Kedah, hari ini last day holiday, so i kene balik campus *shows student ID* (I'm a student at Kedah. Today's the last day of the holiday so i have to go back to campus)

*The officer stares at the suspicious bundle

OFFICER: Tunggu kejap i scan sekali lagi...

FAISAL: *on the verge of laughing* ok..

*After the scan revealed that there were no explosives and whatever which may possibly be dangerous, he gave Faisal the "ok" to move on... Lol.. below are the weights in question... Looks like explosives no? XD

Wierd experience no? Haha.. well i have weirder ones which i will post whenever a related incident happens again ^^

Lab sessions are more concentrated on microbiology and abit on biochem... So we get to do cultures and stuff at the lab..

Speaking of my class, it turns out there are many "pro" peopl in sleeping in class. You can see all kinds of "styles" haha... here's one that really caught my eye..Haha when you want to sleep in class, you really have to learn from the best XD

Moving on, to a random pic that i took at my window one early morning during a weekend a while back.. Couldn't resist the close up pic ^^

Piece for now ^^ will update often as there is nothing to do other than reading and preparing for CA T.T

Did you ever think like this?

2010-02-10T17:04:00.004+08:00

Just missing family at the moment, and mom just sent me dis sweet msg... It's sumthin to be shared with i feel ^^ here it goes..

DO you know??

a human body can only bear up to 45 Del (units) of pain...

BUT at the time of giving birth, a woman feels up to 75 Del of pain!!

This is similar to 20 bones getting fractured at the same time~!

LOVE your mom.. God couldn't be everywhere, and therefore he made mothers...

The most beautiful person on Earth,

Our best CRITIC,

and yet our strongest SUPPORTER...

"MOTHERS"

This post is dedicated to me mom~

Love you mom ^^ mucho XD

Piece

Ultimate frisbee at AIMST

2010-01-28T22:00:00.004+08:00

Yea it was fun XD A friend (young) and me passed the word around that a clinic for frisbee will be held at AIMST university field on the 28th jan from 5-7pm..

That was 2 days ago.. We expected a small group to turn up.. ok, maybe around 20 tops. Turns out word really got around, and we were looking at a group of over 50 people turning up to play frisbee!! Wow, so many discs flying around XD Unfortunately i didn't snap any pics at the field, but i haf a friend that snapped on his camera, so i will upload when i get the pics later on ^^

So, needless to say, the event was a success and anyone interested to join or see the updates related to frisbee at AIMST can go to this link
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3896330&id=725971950#/group.php?gid=244966967548&ref=ts
Soon we'll be formalised (hopefully) and be a club for real in AIMST ^^
We'll be playing frisbee every wednesday (since there are no evening classes then) and many people can join in ^^

Take a look at my 2 new discs!! yellow and red XD striking and awesome.. competition size and weight.. the best part? *turns the disc around and reads* "Made in Malaysia".. awesome...

Just wanted to put up a simple post this time ^^
Will update more when i get the pics XD
Anyone in AIMST wanna play frisbee, i am up for it anytime~!
Piece~

Awaiting the unevitable~

2010-01-26T15:08:00.003+08:00

Yo~ Its been awhile XD sry my dear blog, for i have abandoned you in your time of greatest need~ *sob sob* wth am i saying?, back to my blog post XD

I have to say that i am very much backdated with my revision lately.. (make it 1 week backdated and we can say it might just go on) I mean, the results that we all have been waiting for for so long (2 weeks is a long time ok?) has not been announced and we have no idea when and where the results will be posted..

SO, what have i been doing lately? Hmmm, let's see...
I have started playing fisbee for real now, i mean SERIOUSLY playing frisbee you know? not just randomly throwing the disc all around, but actually playing a sport.. Ultimate frisbee, heard of it? It actually kinda fun, and considering that i have been randomly throwing frisbee all my life, its actually kinda challenging to pass the frisbee to a running person while avoiding the other people who are on the ugly opposing team XD
Its fun~! ^^

It seems there will be a workshop on playing ULTIMATE frisbee this coming thursday, where an outside person will be coming to aimst for a little demo on how to play the sport properly.. (might just get a proper frisbee this time *winks*) but there will be english class from 5-7pm that day *sigh* let's just hope that the english class does not drag on too long and finishes as soon as possible ^^

Speaking of running around, badminton for 2 hours after almost 1.5 years of absence is a VERY bad choice XD learned it the hard way today.. Got up all ready for class, only to discover (to my horror) that i was unable to stay awake for class in the 1st 2 periods.. *sob sob* and to add salt to the wound, the ppt notes that i downloaded from the class desktop was incomplete.. meaning i left one of the ppt and i dun have it, so dat means i can't read back what i missed today T.T
Oh well, lesson learned, dun do anything that ur not used to over the weekdays XD
REMEMBER THAT~!

I'm kinda lazy to upload any pics ath the moment as anyone whu follows my blog will know that the internet here on campus is really kinda unpredictable... Sometimes the speed is blistering fast! BUT sometimes, *sigh* even a snail can reach the north pole by the time the home page for Facebook is loaded up on my screen.. I mean come on, why does it take forever for the internet to be reliable?

Omg, my headache is getting pretty bad.. looks like i'll catch some rest before attending English today from 5-6pm.. The language that we have been using since primary school is now being tested to see if we can actually use it for academical purposes. Looks like i'll have to bring a book or something later on so i won't die of boredom later..

Piece~!

Updating from Le Boss ^^

2010-01-11T19:59:00.004+08:00

hie all ^^ *stomach grumbles* just placed my order of grill dori fish fillet and teh tarik XXL jumbo! *salivates* Owh-MAH-Gawd.. Just trying to update my blog over the fon, and what do you know? It works ^^ i haf 2 say, typing on the QWERTY keypad is kinda fast, but its like totally different from typing on a keyboard no?

Ok, back to the story at hand.. Now we are all at le boss with a total of 3 cars filled to the brim with people!!

sry, but since my fon is abit cacat, i cannot see what i'm typing now XD will try to figure out how to solve this.. hey, give me credit, 1st time using fon to update ^^ tc all

Life's troubles..

2010-01-03T14:49:00.002+08:00

Here i am again, worrying about what is coming to me for the next 5 days at AIMST, CA2 (short for continuous accessment 2) We had a 2 week "holiday" which was meant for studying instead of enjoying ourselves, and that made my journey back to campus so much harder.. Why couldn't they just let us finish off what we supposed to do and allow us some peace of mind? I feel like walking in the rain again..

Oh no, for that would be wrong.. It woudn't be the right way AIMST manages its academic criteria. They had to make everyone's life difficult and wallow in the mud for their convenience... What can i say? AIMST management has never been good, be it managing students in the "student affairs" department, or making them suffer by stuffing a student's head to the brim with facts that don't even make sense to us..

I once heard that Asian students are different from their western counterparts..
They are more matured and they actually understand what a questions asks before they start answering a question..
We Asians however take pride in our great "memory data space" that we somehow inherit from our ancestors and have retained the built up memory space that has developed in each generation... Remembering all the information and when the time comes, we simply "vomit" back all the facts that we were able to retain, and then we are graded based on one's ability to "vomit" out sheer quantity of information and the specificity one is able to "vomit" based on criterias we know as "questions" in an exam...

I don't really have anything great to type on this post, but i just felt i needed an outlet for the time being, since that i am unable to go out for sports or any other activity that i fancy.

I don't really care if i pass or fail this time round .. (to be honest, maybe i'll care abit) but for now, i just wish this test would end, for my only light that i am able to see seems so distant and far away..
Tears are just a way of letting my mind float free, unscathed by worldly matters..
but is all comes back in the end, where everyone has a role to play in the great sea of humanity..
My journey now continues with the one question that i still struggle to answer..

"What should i do?"

Piece~

2010

2010-01-01T16:20:00.002+08:00

*peeks outside the window*
Fai sees a grp of people walking towards the cafe..
He looks a the clock and noted the time it showed with a comprehensive look on his face (the clock showed the time 11.58)
Shortly after (exactly 2 minutes l8r) fai hears a short roar of the crowd, letting him know that it is 12am sharp and the year is 2010.
Dismayed, he switches off his laptop and lies flat on the bed with the lights off.
In the dark, he turns to his side and reaches out for his fon on the table beside his bed and starts typing out this post on his hand fon...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 everyone ^^
its a new year so i'll le bygones be bygones..
But my attitude and perception of others i will keep, for it has safeguarded me frm people many times before..
Have a cheery day ^^

piece out~

Studying? Relaxing? Confused~

2009-12-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hie all ^^ I decided it was time i gave my blog a new post since i was taking a break from studies.. biochem? read it but now sure i can really recall WHAT i read, and currently half way though my physiology work. Thank god i managed to get a printer over the weekend, and i managed to start printing my work and get started on my long delayed revision..

I should start changing my style of studying and my focus no? I mean, i think i'm abit too carefree at the moment... As if i dun really care what other people say or think about me, i just march on with my daily life, oblivious of such things.
Change eh? how can i start? Let's start with work?

I'm going all out now! *burns up with fiery passion to study*

Oss!! BENKYOOO!! (study in jap? XD)

but i think it is best that i start properly tomorrow XD hehe, well what do u expect? its almost 11pm now and i usually sleep around 11.30pm onwards. SO, if you wanna reach me for sumthin, you better do it before this time for i usually switch the fon off to family mode so no one can reach me when i'm sleeping XD (of course my family can reach me, as the name of the MODE implies ^^)

Revision today made me realised understanding and memorising for an exam is totally different. And with the oh-so-little time left, i don't think i can really perform this CA round.. again, i am not expecting much from myself.. *RaWr* What do u expect fai? Entering MBBS with such a carefree attitude isn't going to get you very far.

*sigh* i nid new motivation.. Anyone able to point me in the right direction? I better do sumthin soon or when i get my results, everyone will be shocked with the results i getOh well, i will try my best ^^ As i mentioned earlier, i managed to get myself a printer and oh boy, does it help alot!! now i dun haf to turn on the laptop for "revision" purposes,,

Doing so will only cause me to get side tracked frm studies and start listening to music or go surfing the internet in search of new games and anime..
ANIME!@!@ shhh... XDthe pic says alot no? Hahaha..

I end my post with my thoughts regarding friends..
Friends are really wierd things to have.
Thanks to a childhood experience, and although i dun seem like it, i am VERY scared to get my self close with anyone.
Sure you may be a close and dear friend, but to me, the term BEST friends does not apply.
Even close friends are a bother, expecting you to do something just because they are close to you, expecting your support or ur presence in almost anything they do.
There are alot of times where friends do something that i do not approve of, but in an effort to retain that friendship, i am ashamed that i have to keep myself quiet and my personal opinions to myself..

Sometimes i wonder if i can actually find a person that can more or less figure my complicated self out?
*turns around slowly* Piece and niteZ everyone ^^

Passing the days

2009-12-10T22:12:00.005+08:00

THE NEW AND LATEST ME!?!Awesome right? Decided promptly at my quick stay at home during Hari raya haji that i needed a hair cut.. a REALLY short and THOROUGH hair cut. So my bro and me went to the barber and ahouted "BOSS! Size 3 potong!" The uncle just smiled and took out his manic tools of hair cutting to begin the fightful process.. (for all those lost here, i'm referring to the hair shaver XD)

Hi hi people ^^ decided it was time i paid my poor blog a visit XD I noe that in 3 weeks time i will haf my 2nd continuous assessment, but my poor brain can't take the 3-4 hour beating and bullying when i force it to wurk straight during revision.. What can i say? i have a VERY weak attention span when it comes to revision. Sometime i just say "let's finish off biochem today!!" (these self made proclaims are usually seen on facebook) and i would just spend the whole day sleeping, resting and surfing the net..

dats bad.. ya?

omg, can sumone please point me in the right direction..

Sometimes i just feel like just relaxing and taking the day off. Sure its not like i do it often, but these days, its just getting abit out of hand and i have been relaxing abit too much XD Jogging once in awhile, swimming as well.. no one play badminton tho.

*sighs* Sitting around campus and bumming away is kinda my favourite thing these days.Stamina is still about the same, but i'm happy i lost all the weight i gained during the 8 months i stayed home while waiting for my entry to uni.. Don't bother trying to find someone to play a sport with you at campus. If you do dat, you'll wait for all eternity and gain weight that would be almost impossible to lose by the time you find an exercise partner.

I kinda lacked exercise for the past month and i decided the day before that it was time that i took matters back into my own hands.. *sigh* my legs are still sore from that 3.6km that i ran (that is 9 rounds around the 400m track) And whenever i think of this, i am sure to go Good day ppl ^^ will update whenever i feel the need to ^^

FanZ is in a dilemna~

2009-12-05T21:35:00.006+08:00

Its been awhile ya? Typing this to update on how things are goin on at campus XD Yea, campus life is kinda fun, and really makes you cherish the things you have back at home. BUT you have to say that life at campus IS interesting, and there are many wierd things that happen around one's daily experience.

Just this morning, Surrej took his own personal record to the test and ran 25 rounds around the track (400m one) he's esctatic, haha.. (did i spell that properly?) I was suppose to join him, but sadly, 2 days back i came down with a sore throat, and after that was cleared up, the usual flu kicked in.. (my sorethroat+flu+fever combo) but on the + side, the fever was VERY mild and i barely felt it after a good sweat when i was sleeping, haha.. Somehow i feel miserable at he moment tho AND i decided to pick up my guitar on my free time in the future, and if possible, maybe, just maybe, i might pick up piano again.. *sigh* Kinda miss the swift and cruel touch of the keys that torment me eveytime i play a song or make a mistake while reading a music score, nevertheless, i want to play again..Ok, back on campus? There are many kinds of people that i encounter and endure everyday.. Not to mention the roomies that i haf, but the "oh-so-many" classmates that i have, each aspiring to be a successful doctor and all my other friends whu hope to be a successful pharmacist or dentist.. However there are a few people that do get on your nerves, but for the sake of friendship, you hold in all in, smile and shrug off the feeling..

Sometimes i just feel stupid..

I used to be a loud mouth, easily shouting out my dissatisfaction and lashing out a person that has committed an act that i despised or that went against my belief.

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I used to be a person that didn't give a damn about what people said about me, and in return, i wudn't care less abt what other people say abt others.

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I used to be a hardheaded person, who insists that things are done my way, the way i see fit. Not to mention that what that is promised MUST be on time.

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I used to be a person that looks at others and think only of their faults, for if i recognise their faults, i would know what and how i would respond.

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I have to say that i have changed (very subtly, but yes i have changed). To admit such a thing would be horrific in the past.. Nowadays i try to look everything as possitively as possible. I have to say it is IMPOSSIBLE to look EVERYTHING in a good light all in the sudden, buy hey, give me some credit ya? I'm trying?

Someone not on time? It's not like i can run ahead with the plan, i still have to wait right?
The plan that was planned a week in advance has to be changed all because sumone doesn't feel like watching the movie we planned to watch on the day itself? Its ok, the important thing is to have fun..

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Sumone made a mistake? No point screaming at the person, the damaged has been done. The energy spent on shouting at the person and recalling all the faults he/she has ever done is not going to help, instead, spend the energy on how to rectify the fault at hand..
These are the small little things that i have picked up along the way after high school.

MANY of my old habits remain, and will most likely be part of whu i am, but i guess i will learn to tolerate others more. For throughtout the remaining many years ahead of my life, i will be facing many others, many new friends, and maybe even finding the right person to share the rest of my life with.

BUT for now? Smile, and enjoy~ (but dun force it, *sniggers*)Signing off~ Piece~
FanZ~

Forgive for the unfrequent updates XD

2009-11-19T00:11:00.005+08:00

SO!
How are things? As u can see, i'm perfectly fine XD (feeling too awesome at the moment for my own good.. >.<)

Not too long ago, i'm sure when, but i think i have blogged about my CA (continuous assessment) just before my 2 week term break..

AND

I have to say that i have "almost" dreaded walking into this particular venue last year when we entered it for our foundation finals XD BUT we faced it for the CA and will be eventually face it for our future CA s so, better get used to it XD Where is this venue i am talking about? take a look~ The best part, its located UNDER the great hall (its underground, awesomeness~) and even if you DO manage to smuggle a fon in there, it will be useless as the lines there are practically no existant.. (been there, done that XD)

Results? Well, i'll just say here that i managed to pass all my papers *jumps with joy* and hopefully i'll be able to push up the marks in the next CA which is on the 4th of Jan 2010...

On a lighter note, i have been snapping my fon away at the lab for a change, and i just have to upload the pics that i managed to "obtain" without getting caught and told off by the lab assistant, hehe..

Yi Cheng spotting me in the distatnt trying to focus my fon on him, managed to smile.. Goooood boy XD Thurini was so excited when she spotted a leukocyte on the microscope XD haha~ Grace blur blur~ Pay attention ppl!! DLC is short of Differential Leukocyte Count.. Sharon!! Asiya!! Since ur discussing away, is there something you would like to share with the class? XDCindy and Inderpreet having a fun time at the lab XD Smile away inder, hehe~ You too cindy!!Teng huan managing her microscope very well..What do we actually see in the lab? (Complements from Joey, a pic focused from his nokia 5800)

"Too often, we lose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown..
BUT
It takes only 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch slap that Son of a Gun upside the head!"

Technically, after learning Anatomy of the upper limb, depending on the movement of the arm, different muscles may take part in the particular action, and depending on the intensity of the action potential and the number of motor units involved in the action....

To make things short, i cudn't agree more XD *smiles wickedly*

RaNdOm pics

Myself just snapping away.. so happen surrej was beside me.. lucky you~ XD

have a great week ahead ^^

An update after quite awhile XD

2009-11-09T17:55:00.006+08:00

OUCH!! Yes, what you are looking at is a capsule of my blood suspended in saline solution.. Tested my blood type in class AGAIN, and guess what? i'm still B+ !! haha, as if my blood type can change randomly, XD

hehe, had the chance to update this blog so i will not let this time go to waste XD If you are wondering what i am talking about, i'll have to say that my hostel is currently undergoing some internet maintenance to ensure "better" performance in the future *shrugs* and the best part is that this "maintenance" will put the internet out of action for about a month!!! !@#$@#$

Dats bad no? AND guess what? Out of the blue, i suddenly managed to get on the internet XD so i just haf to update this poor bloggie of mine ^^ Better hurry before the internet gets cut off again T.T

What have i been up to? well, for starters, last week of October myself and 2 good friends (ok we're hsemates XD) spent the weekend over at Penang. Spent the night at Eric's place and the main plan was to catch up on the movies and go karaoke at Red box at Gurney plaza.. Not to mention it was the 31st on the saturday, so a visit to Baskin Robbins was a definite YES! haha..

So starting wif the pics we took at red box? Still debating what time and package we should be taking.. Having fun posing ^^ Just had to prove that we were at RED box XD Apparently red box was all set in Halloween mood on that saturday. Well, can't blame them, it IS Halloween~ Scary props~ Not to mention the ghost and ghouls haunting the area~ *shivers* Eric was really spooked out XD Then of course BASKIN ROBBINS! 31% off the pint normal price!! Mine was a mix pint of "cookies and chips" and "cotton candy", notice the white purply thingy swirling around? would have gone for "love potion", but apparently they have a season or sumthin for it.. Oh well, will have to make do~!Gentlemen, hold your spoons!! On you mark!! Get set!! GO~! *whistles* FUUUUU~ Dat was filling and enjoyable (dreads the amount of calories that was consumed that day) and dat was our lunch? haha.. so full, couldn't eat anything else XD Fai was the winner for dat day XD Eric came in second, Surrej surprisingly took his time, but finished it never the less.. Ooops have to go for dinner~ Hopefully the internet will still be around after dinner so i can do some work on the internet (uploading notes ok? not FB all the time, hehe)

Ok ppl, stay sharp and kip in touch everyone.. Oh yea, starting my guitar up seriously this time since i'm dead bored at campus and i nid to develop my "left side of the brain".. or was it the right? XD dun care, as long as i develop my sense of music.

Piece~

Time flies without you knowing

2009-10-28T10:03:00.002+08:00

Hie all ^^ its been awhile since I updated my very lonely blog XD Wanted up update as soon as I got back from holidays at campus, but as usual, the line was acting up and didn't allow me to access virtually anything except the fleeting glance of my usual web sites. *sigh* how depressing is that?

FINALLY when I managed to get the line for a short time, i glimpsed on a short MV at rey-chan's bloggie, and i was captivated by that short mv.. Amazing art work and simple music, which happened to be the anime's original soundtrack. Immediately jumped on my fon when i found out that i could actually get the video from BETAserver. Took the pain to connect to the server the next day and download the movie, which was in HD and was around 2.2Gb.. Omg right? But the wait worthit, fell in lurv with the art and the simple theme behind the whole animation.. What can i say? i'm a sucker for great graphics ^^

The title? "5 centimeters per second", literally referring to the speed at which a sakura petal would fall to the ground.. A profound meaning in the name i think. Not a kinda of title you would see in your everyday anime.

Typically, one would say this is a romance genre anime, can't agree more.. There was a good atmosphere injected into the atmosphere of the animation, making me feel like i actually emphatize with the characters..

Good byes are always hard yes? Oh well, never had friends that are close enough for to experience such feelings, so i guess they are kinda hard from what i heard~ But it is more of a one sided naration from different points of view as the story switches from one character to another

Take a look~ I fell in love with the sky background (currently set as the background of my handphone) The artwork seems so... *speechless*Being alone~ Is not really a bad thing. Rather have myself withdrawn rather then getting myself involved in things that seem so petty and important in my eyes.. The ending song "One more time, One more chance" by Yamazaki masoyoshi was amazing. It felt like the song actually captured the very essence of the movie itself. No other songs needed..

In the blues at the moment, feeling like the shade in which i am in will slowly envelope me in a light shower of rain.. God how i miss walking in the rain, as there is NO rain at campus for quite awhile now. Its the end of the yea, what happened to the rainy season? Oh yea, global warming, kinda forgot, the world is changing rapidly. Hope i can catch up~

Piece~

WOW, always look on the bright side of life~

2009-10-16T00:51:00.002+08:00

No comments XD just watch and tag on my cbox, hehe..

enjoy~

(ps, do rate the video at the cbox.. out of 10, how did you laugh XD) ty~

2 papers more to go before CA finishes..

2009-10-15T12:21:00.005+08:00

Yea.. today was declared a half day holiday for AIMST.. and guess what? My exam was scheduled from 2-4pm, which was on the 2nd half of the day.. It was officially announced yesterday at the end of our sociology paper that Epidemiology paper today will be cancelled. Both Epi and physio will take place after our 1 week break.. wierd~ Some people happy, sum people irritated.. I guess i'm somewhere in the middle ^^ But hurray~ for holidays XD

Hmm.. After the paper yesterday, and the news of the paper being cancelled, I just had to sweat it out.. Had my normal 8 round jog at the track and went out for dinner.. Sadly, no pics as I was kinda tired to parade around with my 3 Megapixel E71 fon camera. Nah~ the effort was not worth it. Had dinner at "Bites" nearby Old town coffee area. Anyone reading this blog and studying at AIMST should go there at least once.. The food there is not half bad *thumbs up*

I just had to upload sumthin on my blog, as i felt its been awhile since i actually updated it.. (even though it was barely 1 week ago i think XD) No one in the room currently.. Eric is having his physiology paper (he's dentistry, dun mix up) and should be back in about 5 minutes or so.. Joey and his "passengers" have pushed off about an 1hour ago. They should have passed Butterworth by now XD and to the many people who are busy getting ready to go home or have ALREADY left campus, HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND HAPPY DEEPAVALI ^^ (though i dun really know the exact date *ponders* I should go check it out)

Alot has gone though my thoughts lately ^^ Too much to actually type it out here now.. I have exceptionally tollerable housemates and my roomies seem ok at the moment, even though we may have our small qualms and disagreements, it is an unspoken agreement that the room should be clean at all times and the volume should be turned down when anyone is studying or sleeping.. how great is that? haha.. yea nothing much.. Just wanted to type out the thing that is going though my mind right now.

Might be going for a movie l8r on.. Pandorum and Surrogate, both movies look good. Will be off home tomorrow at 9am. Flight time at PNG is 12pm, so i have to be there at least 1 hour before the flight time, 11pm. I will need at least 1 hour to drive from here to there, so i have to push off LATEST by 10pm.. BUT due to factors that cannot be predicted along the journey (since i'm no seer or anything XD) we should push off at least 30 minutes earlier than that!

THUS!!

The scheduled time for departure from AIMST has been decided to be around 9-9.30 am ^^ Awesomeness.. Eric is driving, and a few people will be tagging along *pauses to think* Hmm.. Not sure WHO, but i'm sure it'll be a wierd journey as not everyone noe each other. I'll have to charge up my Ipod and change the songs that i have in there. Come to think of it, my songs in the iPod are kinda obsolete as i haven't been fiddling around with my iTunes lately.. ^^ A must do tonight..

Might put up something later, if i have some deep thoughs on matters. I think i'll be blogging alot more often in the next 5 years. Due to personal and childhood experiences.. I think anyone would have problems relying and trusting others when you need something done. Just a person to talk and laugh about what ever comes to your mind. Typing it all here sometimes just gives me a equivalent feeling of a shout at the top of my lungs for no apparent reason. Ever got that feeling before?

Taking my leave here for now, piece~

Tough time~ CA 1 (continuous assessment) around the corner

2009-10-06T20:30:00.005+08:00

Hie all ^^ Kumbawaaa~ just having a short break for myself to relieve my aching head *sob sob* reading so much and it seems like i still have so much more to mug up and remember T.T Oh well.. Just a quickie here to show everyone how my life at campus has been.. I have not been too busy so as not to snap an interesting pic when the time comes XD

Today it has been raining the whole morning and i have to say that it was a pleasant change from the one month of hot weather we had.. As per my usual custom on cold and rainy days, i promptly walked to the counter at the cafe after lunch and debated with myself should i buy a "Trophy" or a "Tropicana".. For those abit blur with my short story here, i'll say again that i eat cold ice cream during those nice and lazy, cold and rainy days ^^ WIERD? Oh well, dats my norm, sue me XD Mid autumn festical (moon cake, did i say it right?) It was nice the day before.. take a look~ Nice full moon.. No? On the actual day, it was drizzling thoughout the evening. No moon T.T So me and Eric quietly ate our mooncake and "tea" under the "moonlight".. haha.. No Mr Mah Chin Liang this year to make the room rowdy. Kinda miss u buddy ^^ Like last year when we actually went around parading with our "tanglungs" and burning other people's that were hung up on the tree (hey, they looked abandoned XD)

RaNdOm PiCs

Back to class.. Joey busy smsing again in class.. We all know y right? Snapped this during PBL in that ever-so-small-room that they somehow managed to fit 25 of us.. "Queen" Shyahlini and "Prime Minister" Yaminie huddling together and brainstorming.. hoho~ Got bored at class today, started drawing.. still a work in progress.. FantasiZer~ My current background wallpaper for my laptop.. Just wanted something simple ^^ Ok people, i'll leave it at here for now.. CA is coming and i can't waste much time trying to post up more pics. Take care yea people? I might just update just before the CA over the weekend to lighten up my stress ^^

Did i mention i'm getting a medium Domino's pizza this coming Saturday? Rotaract club was having a 2 day pizza order again like last year.. Don't mind a pizza in the midst of studies tho ^^ Oh yea, its the same day as the 2nd graduation ceremony of AIMST. Congratulations to all my seniors that i'll never know XD All the best, nevertheless..

Signing off here peeps, piece~ sayonara ^^

Long week, just had to update

2009-10-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

Its been awhile people ^^ Wow, I dun even have time to upload stuff? Well, the blames on my phone wire which has pretty much put my phone out of action frm delivering all the pics that i took so far XD That includes my raya pics T.T will try to get it out as soon as possible ^^ I just had to write something up to avoid all the dust from accumulating all around my precious blog

*RawR*

Yea dats me ^^ Was out at Pizza Hut today in the afternoon for a short visit to the mall to get my friend's printer an ink upgrade. The 1st place we went to was the place where we bought the printer from.. The guy gave us the price.. Rm150.

We argued that our roommate actually got the same upgrade at the very same shop for the price of rm100!!

he just shrugged and said that it was due to the fact that he upgrade at the same time he bought the printer. We on the other hand bought the printer and came back a week l8r to upgrade.. We looked around *stared at the bugger* and left

The next shop we went gave us the price of rm140.. Pissed off with the other shop, we decided to give this shop the business. Totally regretted it, for to our dismay, the next shop that we visited said that they were able to do it at the price of rm120 *GaspS* You heard that right people~

Special thanks here to Mr Ooi Cheng Lee (joey) for taking the time to make this short trip to the mall wif me and surrej, even though he was very tempted to stay back at the room and take a nap. Well, maybe it was due to the fact that we tempted him with the offer of Pizza hut, on us XD I mean, its fair right? He drives (fuel money and effort) and we have to do sumthin right? You can never go wrong with money / food ^^ Thanks again joey ^^

RaNdOm PiCs time

Today i will introduce one of my new roommates, His name is.. ummm.. forget about the full name ^^ I just call him Gopi (It was Gobinathan i think) sry dude XD will get ur name right in time ^^
the return of my old star, mr robbie ^^ Found him at the study area where it was really cold and i was freezing my @#$Q off ^^ Next is sumthin i just couldn't leave out, a rather interesting picture of my other roommate and a foundation friend, mr surrej.. Put ur act together man! Stomach in, chest out~ MaChO~Class emblem? a rather odd thing to work on, but hey~ i was bored XD A particular design that caught my attention Not to mention my OLD emblem that was made for myself a loooog time ago~ Surprised i actually remembered ow it looks like XD take a look That's it for now people.. I actually took the pain to bluetooth these pics out one by one for the sake of uploading them on me precious bloggie

*stand up proudly*

Soooo happy ^^

*stares at the pile of notes waiting at the corner*

sigh~ oh well. off to wurk.. will update soon by tomorrow i think ^^ Just happy that i have my blog to tel all my worldly thoughts!

Oh, i just put a new song onto my blog playlist ^^ entitled "good luck" by Mi~Ko (2nd ending of Sumomo mo momomo) Find it kinda nice and soothing.. A simple music sometimes works wonders, dun u agree?

Tc all, piece~

Entrepreneurship project

2009-09-15T14:01:00.006+08:00

Oh well dun we all haf projects? Mine recently was a ten group strong team that was designated to interview a successful entrepreneur (dats a fancy word for business man/woman) XD AND SO! 3 weeks ago we left the campus for dinner and for out appointed time for our interview with Mr Feisal Hilmi..at our beloved local restaurant, Le Boss restaurant
AND we are proud to day that we are now 95% complete! and 1 week before the deadline to boot! wow.. Lookie at the menu!
*stomach gurgles hungrily and fai starts salivatingall over the laptop* omg oMG!! my lappie! T.T oh well, fasting drive one to the brink of appreciation of food.. I'll eat like normal from now on, dat means once in awhile, and CONTROLLED snacking, + exercise, jogging and swimming on a daily basis

oh ok, maybe once every 2 days XD

Oh ok, i admit, i'm just updating this time for the sake of updating.. Just can't wait to get back home and eat NORMALLY again, after a month of fasting.. + the movies that i am looking forward to in the coming month or so.. one of them?Haha, haf to say i was kinda expecting disny to come up with something like this.. I mean, think about it? 1st it was about bugs (A bug's lie), then it was about dogs with supernatural powers (Bolt), so what is stopping them to start wif super spy guinea pigs? haha

Ok enough of me crapping around abit.. What has been happening to me lately? Hmm, lets start with the fact that i missed to sahur, or some people, the term is "tutup puasa" for 2 days in the last week XD haha, i noe i noe, some people haf gone like "WHAT? u mean u ate only once in the last 24 hours? no water? how can u go through such a thing man?" Oh well, i'm not all hyper all the time right? Can't afford to, well, at least for now *glares around with manic eyes* hehehe~

Hungry... *RawR*~

I have to admit that i am anxious to go home, since i am very attention deprived and not to mention nutritionally malnourished as well.. God, when was the last time i at a bowl of maggi? Hmmm *thinks for a moment* I guess it was during the MBBS orientation week, after our "ice breaking"session with our batch 13 seniors. I gotta tell u man, they really know how to "break the ice"!! By getting u wet, dirty, hungry and tired.. Combo altogether and what do you get?

AwAkEnEd! Fai-fai zombi!! MUAHAHA *awakens from the depths of AIMST's male hostel*

uuhhh, ok i think that is what might happen, and if u ever see me in any of the 3 TABOO states above, RUN, for fai fai will be after your blood if u are caught running around the Fai monster! MUAHAHA.. *laugh fades in the distance*

Oh yea, due to my rather anime deprived condition and totally out of stamina fitness state, i will be putting in more anime words into my posts as i will be rewatching any anime i happen to get my hands on.. be it even Doraemon *nods sadly* yes, dats how low fai fai has gotten to...

RaNdOm PiCs time!!

You know what? i guess i can say that Joey has become my next blog SUPERSTAR!! *distant clapping* shh shhh, the pic is not up yet XD

This time its Joey moping cuz his fon is out of order and he is unable to make a "certain" phonecall to KL.. Dun worry joey, we feel ur pain too bro.. sharing is caring, ne?

I guess i will stop here today. Most likely i'll try to update before the big Friday, where i will be making my way to PNG airport to catch my 7.30pm flight back to KLIA..

Ja, matta ne~ *winks*

Fasting is tiring abit, don't you agree?

2009-09-08T14:08:00.008+08:00

Hie all ^^ and with regards to the title of this post, I would like to confirm that it is NOT the main reason why I haven't been updating my blog recently..

*Sigh*

Its just that my phone has been acting up again, by saying that the USB phone parent drive cannot be installed, thus no connection to my laptop, and the options that are left includes bluetooth all my photos into my laptop (troublesome) AND SO! i was left with the last and final option..

Taking out the mini memory card from the phone and use the card reader i bought at the pc fair to copy all th photos out.. (this is possible because i set the phone to save all photos taken into the memory card ^^ smart ya?)

Back to my title, and NO it is not tiring because i dun eat/drink throughout the day. The main reason why I'm tired is because I have to get up at 4.30am to eat (hoho, the main reason why i can go for a day without food! the secret is out!! *sniggers*) And here I am, still half asleep, dragging my feet and making my way towards the "oh so far away" cafeteria, which for ur info is like less than 50m away from my room XD OK, enough with my depressing thoughts.. What have i done over the past week?

Lets start with the fact that my Entrepreneurship electif subject has asked us to do a small project on "successful entrepreneuship" and the main highlight is that we have to interview the person on his background, the challenges he faced and his MANY MANY successes? haha.. AND we decided to interview a local restaurant that we thought as a successful restaurant as most of Aimst students have either heard or dined there at least once before.. "Le boss"

Yea, i think i may have posted up a few pics taken from Le Boss last year. Yi Cheng"s bday, ring any bells? So a 4 man team was dispatched by the group (10 people btw) to interview our entrepreneur on the night of Thursday. Little that we know, a big bunch of friends were there too! Celebrating another friend's birthday!! yay, happy bday Bo Bo XD But we were there on "official" business T.T so we couldnt join them for long..

After a grueling 2 hours of interview, we finally finished!! Snapped a shot wif the store owner/manager ^^ Added him on FB and tagged him the pics.. Once again, thnx Abang Feisal..Over the weekend? Eric watched Final Destination 4 on Friday at Seberang Perai!! Was really tempted to go with him, but with fasting and all, i dun think that i'm up to the challenge XD BUT, NO DESPAIR! The show is also showing at Central Square, SP. Sumthin to look forward to i guess XD

Caught the 2.20pm show for Final Destination 4 and the 6.45pm show for UP. Final Destination 4 was grueling, and a hair raising thriller. In short? Amazing i guess? hehe.. UP was ok surprisingly! not too bad.. Maybe abit quiet in the beginning as most of it was abit musical and less talking. Most of the information needed to be delivered to the audience was done so subtlely, I understood how the movie was progressing without asking too many questions..

Went to CS with 3 people on that day.. You remember the "great" Surrej? Eric Teoh and Pala (aka botak) tagged along as well ^^ Do forgive me as i'm quite lazy to day to do a wordy post.. so i'll just post up the picture and say what is going on yea? haha

We left he campus around 11.30am to catch the bus at around 12pm. Sadly tho, the bus never turned up at the bus stop and we ended up taking the cab to CS. Caught the 2.20pm show for Final Destination 4, and decided to get the UP tickets for 6.45pm. In between,i just accompanied the guys for lunch (not like i can eat anyways XD) and snapped some shots..

Eric and Surrej watered and fed ^^ big smiles ppl Then we "merayau-rayau" all over the place until it was almost time. We went to Mcd to get some fries for me to break fast with in the theater. Snapped more pics there.. Me and surrej snapped Pala when he wasn't looking.. Coincidently i saw this sign and i swear it is not edited ^^ Pala had his own branded items? *gasps* I had no idea he was such a successfull ENTREPRENEUR! we should have interviewed him at the room instead of coming all the way out to town to interview Le Boss XDOh, did i mention we bought some cheap shirts that had hilarious gestures on them..

Surrej looking "macho".. Shirts that i bought for myself.. AND that more or less wraps up my post for this time!

You understand the 2nd pic? hehe..

RaNdOm PiCs time!!

We contact and interact with many people right? And we do feel happy when we actually keep in touch with someone we cherish..

Joey down here sms-ing with someone he cherishes and he smiling. Aaawww~Dats abt it peeps. ^^ Hopefully i'll be able to update again before i fly off back home for Raya break *jumps with joy* can't wait ^^ hehe

Piece~

Fon wire making probs again rawr

2009-09-01T14:50:00.002+08:00

Yea u read the title right!! *rawr* how can dat happen? Just when i tot i solved the freaking fon driver problem.. *sob sob* oh well.. Back to updating XD

Went back last Friday and cam back to Aimst on our Independance day.. Stuffed myself up with food, and as cousinz came to visit, my will to do revision and read on future lectures was simply dashed away XD What to do? *sigh* oh well, went to catch a movie sincei was back at thome.. Aliens in the attic Not a bad movie if u dun really have other movies in mind to watch.. Other movies on my list include I love you Beth cooper, and District 9.. Not to forget, the highlight of this week, releasing on the 3rd of September 2009, Rest in pieces: Final Destination!! MUAHAHA!! Haf to catch that dis weekend XD

Missing home already.. Well, not really, so let me rephrase that *aheem aheem* Missing the FOOD at home already XD haha..

Oh well, Aimst has kinda become my 2nd home already since we have stayed here like a year for now, and hopefully many years more to come. I mean hw many places can u catch a person like dis!?! HAHAHA, sorry boss, just had to put it up due to self interest, and requests frm certain individuals XD

Since fon is acting up again, looks like i haf to look into it again tonight AFTER i do sum light revision *nods nods* till next time!! (very soon i think)

Piece~

Going home tomorrow, yippie for me ^^

2009-08-27T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hie all ^^ Its been almost 1 week since i started fasting, wow! time just flew by! Only 3 weeks more to go! YES! *drops to the floor* As if time will fly by me that fast, haha..

Anything new? WEll, not really.. Just wanted a place to rant out my feelings of rage due to Aimst's injustice towards hostelers by having their internet connection down throughout the day today.. *rawr* how can they do that? So much for "world class university"!

Dun they noe that internet is IMPORTANT in our learning process?

No joke, we use it literally to obtain our lecturer notes and ppt slides to read up and revise on what was taught earlier on in the day. AND, the internet (which became so unreliable these past few days) is interupting my quest to learn! How @#$% is dat?

On a lighter note, i'll be running off back to home for the weekend and b back at Aimst on Monday *holiday due to national holiday* so people dun miss me XD Will try to snap lots of pics so there will be sumthin for me to update on when i get back to Aimst.

Feel better after i typed sumthin on my blog.. Maybe it has been bugging me that i haven't updated my blog within 3 days XD haha, wierd aint it?

Wrapping it up is the pic of my roomie eric wearing an L size lab coat wif long sleeves. *Considers the pic* Actually, the lab coat looks ok on him dun u think? Sure its a little baggy on the arms, but its not too bad~ Ok people, will update when i have a chance, or when the internet at Aimst does not fail me *rawr* till next time peeps, piece~

Finally get to update!

2009-08-24T15:23:00.008+08:00

Yo all! About time i updated eh? I'm sry for the delay.. My fon has been acting up by saying that the USB drive failed to be loaded. So I sat down today for about 1 hour and tried to figure out how to solve it. After a grueling intense hour, i finally got the fon to connect to the lappie, yay ^^

Orientation? Well the week was pretty much fine. The seniors batch 13 (my batch is batch 15) made us do the normal ice breaking obstacle course and devided us to 8 groups.. my batch is the biggest intake so far, with almost 200 people in one go. The seniors made the ice breaking run all the way from 6pm to 9.30pm, and by that time, i was hungry. AND when I am HUNGRY, i am GROUCHY and ready to lash out at anyone.. I only had enough energy to take a group shot of my group 5 PENTAGON before I stomped off to my room to eat maggi with a dark thunderstorm in my wake.. *scary~*

Well, how am I u say? Well, my new housemates are ok, and they are willing to cooperate to make everyone comfortable, and that is good I guess XD No one's perfect right? We just haf to learn how to co-exist.. Mr smart-@ss surrej as my housemate~ Who wouldn't want such a great housemate? XD My home for the next 5 years? Well, maybe not full time 5 years, it depends where am I posted for clinical studies in the 3rd year onwards.On the night after Medicine, Pharmacy and Dentistry registration was over, we had a small get together consisting of the old Jan08 badge. That's alot of people rite? Well, we had 3 cars to use, so 3 cars worth of people is ALOT! From the left; Cindy, Sharon, Lily, Audrey and InderFrom the left; Steph and Siew voon.. Cindy trying to cover but i got her earlier XD Surrej and Joey totally ignoring me as I snapped away. Hungry ppl are very dangerous, haha~Surrej got attacked by the kid by being bombarded with baloons while he ate his dinner.. He was kewl wif it, I think~ On the 1st weekend, we made our way to Seberang Perai JUSCO. Snapped this picture on the way and thought of Ravin, aka Kambing.. MEEEEK MEEEEK!!

Audrey bought alot of stuff, saying it was for her rommies.. And Eric had his black jelly. Gu ling gao? dunno how to say it XD Apparently it wasn't so bitter since he went frm this..

to this...

Dats alot of pics no?

Haha, well i feel much better now as I am able to blog about sumthin. It has been bugging me lately since i rarely go so long without actually blogging about sumthin.

To add more sugar to the candy, I have finally been exempted from MQA. For those who don't know what MQA is, its old name is LAN, which comprises of Malaysian studies, Islamic studies / Moral studies and Bahasa Malaysia. You will be automaticall be exempted from BM if u get a credit at BM at SPM level. HOWEVER i have sat for LAN back at Taylors University when i was doing A lvls! It took them a week and they still couldn't confirm if u was exempted. I called up the MQA head and established that the difference of the subject code is just to differentiate diploma and degree but the syllabus is EXACTLY THE SAME!!

*sigh* gives a moment to breathe in and exhale*

may I repeat that?

EXACTLY THE SAME!!!

@#$%@#$% and they took more than a week and they STILL couldn't say yes or no! After using this trump card on the staff at SGFS, they confirmed that i have been exempted and i dun haf to attend the classes *jumps with joy* and what about this Essay that i put in around 3-4 hours of work cuz i couldn't confirm if i was exempted? *crumples the papers and throws it away* hehehe~

Wrapping it up, RaNdOm pics time!!

This time is about the saying that goes "Monkey see, monkey do"

Keep in mind that the 2 pics that i am about to show are taken about a YEAR apart, let me emphasize on that.. A YEAR apart!!

The 2 people used to be roommates last year and they stay in the same house..

Now i will let u see the pics and compare for urself..

YOU SEE!! MONKEY SEE, MONKEY DO! hahaha.. proven *thumbs up, laughing hysterically*

Ok its here for now, will update soon i hope..

Piece out~

Back at Aimst

2009-08-12T10:19:00.002+08:00

hoho, hie all..

Just updating to say that i am back at Aimst and is planning to lose all the weight he put on back at home by exercising vigorously..

Oh and today is my grandma's bday, so i dedicate this post to her XD

HAPPY BDAY GRADMA! She is now 81 years old and still does cooking and drives around in her Myvi *gasps* stay put and rest leh~ haha

will update soon if tghe internet line holds out until tonight~

Piece

Feeling abit in the blues

2009-08-04T11:01:00.009+08:00

Hie all ^^ my boredom led me to update my blog so soon XD hmm y am i bored? As usual there's nothing much to do while ur waiting for sunday to come and the long awaited journey north where u will spend the majority of ur next 5 years of ur life up north of Malaysia..

Since i have my new lappie, it doesn't really matter if i don't concentrate too much of my current time on playing PS, since i can play some of the PC games at campus.. (it not healthy to stare at the screen u noe?)

(haha even Saber frm Fate/Stay night is addicted to ps XD)

What have i been up to lately? haha well i just finished a 26 epsd comedy anime School Rumble.. I think there's a 2nd season? Btw, special thanks to Kuroi Ringo (aka rey) for loaning me the dvd which kinda motivated me to exercise at home (i kinda restricted myself to watch School Rumble everytime i hop on the indoor bike, so i increase my exercise time whenever i want to continue to watch this series XD GO FOR IT TENMA-CHAN~ (Always found her hair funny~ XD)

Wierd, yet realistic with a splash of comedy and a dash of romance.. not too bad. Truth be told, i'm hoping to get back to Aimst so that i am able to further EXPAND my collection of anime XD I can only watch so much at home as i am out of the hse most of the time. Not only dat, i can control my timing and plans much more efficiently at campus, and not turn into a lump of blob like what happened to me at home for the last 6 months.

SO after a long time of NOT drawing, i started again, this time frm basics. Truth be told i dun really have any talent in drawing. Its sumthing that pracstice makes perfect ya noe? So haf to practice like dis(soo not mine XD this was taken off the net)

I really envy those with natural artistic talent (*gasp* now u noe!!) Yea, big news eh? The self contented fai fai is jealous of those that can draw naturally, even though he claims that everyon is "special" and "different" in many ways.. *sob sob* haha~ Do excuse my sudden change in typing.. *ahemm*

Random pics~

This is sumthin eric made over the holidays, not bad~ You have to teach me when we get back to Aimst.. Hopefully be roomies again XD AND to wrap things up, i found this nice and kinda wierd looking pic when i was searching for pics to put up.. *goggles at the cat* Not a bad touch to the cat.. looks anime-ish, haha Reminds me of Tenma from School Rumble..

Well, till here is my update for now. Currently stuck at a library of New Era College situated at Kajang, since my mom has sumthin to do here.. Thank god they have Wifi at the internet, but as most unis, they blocked out my access to the messenger but allowed me to access YouTube? *hits table in frustration* wth? Oh well, will be home soon enough *stomach grumbles* haven't ate anything since morning.. T.T

Will sign off and leave the library in search of sumthin edible *stomach grumbles again* uuuurrrgh, can't take it but malas wanna kip all my stuff in my backpack again XD

Tata, piece~

Last week and present

2009-08-02T20:06:00.007+08:00

Yo people! Sry for the REALLY long absence frm my blog.. So, starting off with my last trip out wif my aimsters at Sunway laggon before ending up back at aimst campus, for the next 5 years i think XD AND SO! without further ado, we shall move on to the few pics that we were able to take on that memorable day..

It started wif the plan to meet up at Mcd at piramid at 9am. Due to my business at the MAS ticketing office, i was unable to make it there at 9am, therefore i called the "organiser" Ravin aka kambing, to notify the group that i will be at least 30 minutes to 1 hour late, so move on without me and i'll catchup.. It was to my dismay that when i reached Mcd piramid at 10 am, NO ONE WAS THERE! Surrej and joey were "trapped" at the Subang jaya KTm station, kambing and Yi Cheng were on their way from Shah Alam.. Pala was missing sumwhere at Kl sentral, HAHAHA~

Anyways, everyone managed to get to piramid by 10.45am and we had brunch (dats breakfast and lunch in one go), grabbed a shorts for Joey, and we made our way to the lagoon by 11.30am. And guess what? it seems that Sunway Lagoon is giving cheaper entries if u brought along ur MyKad (dats ur ic for those who are blur) and you get a discount on ur tickets!

KEWL huh? But that kewlness was disfigured with the need for us to deposit and xtra RM10 for the "ticket wrist band" which is like colour coded to show which part of the lagoon you are entitled to visit. Take a look~ AND SO, before we changed and hit the waters, we took a few pics.. Most of the pics are centred on Ravin, as he is leaving us for Manipal in the coming month. Keep in touch dude! we will meet one day again as doctors!Yc with Ravin Ravin and yours truly ~Joey snapping me while i snap him XD i win! (i think, hehe)Everyone walking towards the water park AND the last pics for that day.. A group shot taken by a stranger that happened to walk pass our way.. From the left, Joey, Faisal, Surrej, Yi Cheng, Pala and RavinThat may very well be a last time we see the kambing for quite some time, so all the best dude! KIP IN TOUCH and do online on msn more frequently ya?

The following is what happened to me YESTERDAY ^^

Meant to update my blog earlier, but i just found my fon wire ystd when i was repacking my bags for my trip back to aimst. AND today i went off to the PIKOM pc fair at klcc convention centre. i made my way to the train stationn only to find the oncoming train late 15 minutes and full to the brim with people... i was like wtf? *stares at the train* dude! Its like a mobile tin of sardines in there! Only thing is they replaced the sardines wif real live people.

I dun get it.. *looks around* y are people looking at me like there's sumthin wrong wif me? Oh yea, *rolls eyes* i'm wearing a mask throughout this ordeal so dun be surprised when all the pics i post up haf me wearing a mask.. Like dis one below here..

I'm typing this on my fon to kill time while waiting for the next train which is already 5 minutes late.

Haha amused? I originally planned to type everything on my fon and then bluetooth the entire thing into the compute and move to this post vie drag and drop.. HOWEVER i decided to update on the Sunway lagoon outing since i managed to get my fon wire out from the depths of my bags XD

For this trip, my mom ahd to attend a wedding at Shah Alam. So she dropped me at the Subang station. The plan was to meet up wif Surrej at the pc fair at 1pm. Joey, Pala and Zi hui was supposed to come too.. BUT: Joey was goin on sunday wif another old fren, Pala had to attend temple and Zi hui's mom was afraid of the ISA demonstration that might happen later on in the day.

IN THE END! Surrej couldn't make it cuz of the jam and the closure of the roads around KL (seremban-kl highway included, the sg besi toll area) and so i spent a full 3 hours shopping for my gadgets.. I made a VERY good haul this visit, and therefore i present them to you~

A pack of 100 CD sleeves for RM6, daym~ USB extension at RM10 eachFREE notebook at the PC guru for simply answering 2 questions (just press YES option twice XD) Bought 2 4Gb Kingston pendrives at Rm29 each Laptop keyboard protector at rm5 each.. Not bad, but i got once at the penang fair for rm2 each. (Yi Cheng, one of that is urs XD)One of the MAIN highlights of my visit this time, the RAZER "Salmosa" 1800dpi wif 3g infrared sensor which is a very good buy, considering it was on sale for Rm148 BEFORE the pc fair and at the pc fair, i bought it at Rm119! i saved like almost RM30 on this mouse alone *thumbs up* good job fai! waited 2-3 weeks for this XD The next hightlight? 320 gb External HD frm western digital, 2.5" with casing at Rm219 No nid power supply ^^ but i heard frm a friend that it is now possible for a 500gb External to operate WITHOUT power supply *SHOCKS* so sry fizzy (my bro) i didn't know~ but u got sumthin right? XD Fizz also needed a change in mouse, since he was stuck with a 800dpi optical mouse for god-knows-how-long, I got him a 1600dpi LASER mouse at only Rm35!! SUPER CHEAP! the next best buy of this visit to the pc fair ^^ Bought these 2 rubber fishes at Rm 5 each meant to roll ur earphone wires around.. Very practical and cute, so i took 2.. Gave my small bro, Cryball one XDLast and not least, a 2.0 USB hub for my mom and a USB power adapter for my iPod (which isn't working for sum reason T.T) OK thats abt it for this post.. kinda long i think so XD the next post will most likely be my post on my trip back to Aimst.

I started packing, and currently around 65% complete.. Have to go get sum stuff tomorrow i think and i'll be done ^^

Will update as soon as possible, or if sumthin interesting pops up ya?

piece~

2 weeks more to AIMST

2009-07-25T14:29:00.004+08:00

Been awhile ppl, YoZ~

Well nothing much happening in my life lately, besides building back my stamina and killing time at my mom's office.. I decided it was finally the time for me to catch the movie that i deemed is one of the WORST movies released this year so far~ Not only that, comparing to its earlier counterparts, this particular movie is getting worst by each sequel being released..

What movie am i talking about?

I am talking about this movie! Which i watched yesterday at TGV seremban at 9.30pm at cinema hall 5~

Ok i now that the cast and characters are all hitting their "teens", therefore, based on its counterpart (the book: Harry Potter The Half-Blood Prince by JK Rowling) most of the characters are starting to have feelings for each other and start pairing off~ Having said that, i was expecting all the snogging and holding parts as part of the movie.. But i was not expecting more effort put into the love scenes instead of trying to make the plot and character presentation a little more impressive. Ok, that's find and dandy with me. HOWEVER! The plot and storyline of the story itself was adjusted, cut and some scenes were ADDED into the movie plot!

Once again i understand such actions.. It will be difficult to actually follow the book per se~ If they actually pull off a movie based on a book solely, with no add-ons what so ever, i'll pull my hat off to you! KUDOS! But in actual fact, there are barely a handful of movies that were able to pull off such a feat without any minor adjustments to enable the film to acomodate the film show time. So just to make it clear, i was expecting some adjustments to the film, as they cut out quite alot in the last movie.

AND, character presentation? As usual, the casts seemed to be struggling to give the appropriate expression and motions of the characters they were portraying, but NOTHING beats the character that i has always found amusing and abit out of place, our Albus Dumbledore (old bloke.. didn't occur to me how old Albus Dumbledore really is)

As for the movie overall? It runs for an amazing 2.5 hours, and i was amazed that i didnt sleep along the show! Maybe i was busy comparing the movie to the book content and i can gauge more or less what they added and what they chaged. Mind you, i have read the book at least 3-4 times! I pity those that hadn't read the book and just waltzed their way into the cinema. Those who did that have a 70% chance of NOT understanding the movie at all.

Therefore, this movie is NOT recommended to those who have not read the book at all... Ranking? out of 10? i'll give a 5 out of 10 for mere effort in graphic effects..

THERE! updated ^^ just something i randomly posted up since i watched it yesterday and i was itching to update on SOMETHING, haha.. There are more previous posts that i will update soon, but i have to find my daym fon wire *rawr* before i am able to put up relevant pics!

Can't have a post without pics can we? *grins* owh dat reminds me, i have to start collecting my worldly-posessions scattered around the house and start packing my stuff XD

Ok then, till my next post, piece~

HAPPY BDAY MOM ^^

2009-07-14T15:54:00.002+08:00

YearpZ, like the title says, its my mommy's bday today XD She's aged a year older now, and may she age many more, hehe... A sarcastic way of wishing may she have a long and prosperous life. Pretty desyo? This pic was taken by Estee Lauder people at Subang Parade. For a "small fee" you are able to obtain Estee Lauder cosmetics and even get ur picture snapped with their "expertise" in facial makeup powdered all over you, haha.. jk jk. I have to say they did a good job.

SECRET: (highlight below to see)

The picture was edited by them so that it looks nice.. Meaning no blemishes, pimples, pigmentation OR shadow effects.. Scary eh? Makes you wonder if a picture is real the next time u see a picture XD

My mom and her 3 muskateers... You have to admit the guy on the left is the most handsome? haha~
*faifai's nose expands like pinocchio*

I'm currently at my mom's office (again) so i'm taking this opportunity to post this up. The line here at the office is totally strict, blocking any sites that buffer media or even RELATED to games..

I'm like wtf now.. *nod nod* yea, and u dun like me when i'm like wtf~ haha.. (sound familiar? sue me XD)

Oh well, nothing else to blog about so far.. Will put up more pics when i sync my fon with my new lappie.. Still didn't bother to plug in the fon since the day i installed the nokia PC SUITE dat day.

Dats it for now i guess... Piece

ps: i'm missing Aimst ^^

Nothing to do~

2009-07-12T13:38:00.003+08:00

Well, countdown? 29 days more to seeing Aimst for a total of 5 years..

Feeling hungry at the moment, waiting for lunch ^^ Grandma's special lala dish, yummy ^^

What can i say? It was nice meeting up with friends on thursday at Sunway Piramid. Robson, Serenne, Zi hui, Yi cheng, Vincent, Zhan Huai... glad to see u guyZ, now i have blisters all over my feet for ice skating with u guyZ for a total of how long? 3 hours? hehe.. Not to mention the aching on my left shoulder for letting loose 50 arrows at the archery, haha..

Well, it was fun anyways, thnx again for letting me in on the fun. I was dieing to get sumone to go ice skating with me, its no fun to skate alone ya noe? XD

Sorry for the totally out of style post this time, just not feeling up to typing my usual style XD haha.. Its Sunday, what do you expect? Its not called Lazy sundays for nothing rite, desyo (right)?

Looks like i will have time to continue watching House again, since a close family friend loaned me 2 seasons of House the other day.. Season 1 and 2.. Watched season 1 before, so better get started on the 2nd season ^^

This post is totally out, nothing to actually type about. Harry Potter and Gi joe coming out, and mom's bday is on the 14th ^^ dats so close! I'll have to figure out how to make mom happy on that day XD

That's about it.. Faifai is going to spend the rest of the day resting and cycling l8r.
Ooops, lunch is ready, till next time ^^

35 days more.. and counting!!

2009-07-06T10:47:00.004+08:00

Yearps, as the title indicates, it'll be exactly 35 days before i see the familiar scenery of Sungai Petani and the grounds of Aimst university before my eyes.. Happy and sad in a way? but i'm moving on in life, a step forward this time. SO! Regardless of my feelings, i think it calls for a celebration ^^ haha..

Well, what has been happening wif me? hmmm. I finally started my long awaited exercise at home, and its a MUST DO for me everyday. I found out that i actually look forward to the evenings when i either jog on my mom's threadmill, or cycle on the indoor bicycle while watching anime with my new lappie infront of me. Hey, its a simple life, and i'm not asking for much. Just the simple joy of sweating it out and do something that lets the time pass by abit faster.

I'm randomly putting up this post since i think it was a while since i updated my blog. XD

SO! Watched ICE AGE 3 yesterday at 11.30am with my small bro. It was before 12, so we had the "early bird" ticket pricing, which came with a rm6 price tag for each ticket. My small bro is actually 14 this year, BUT, with his small size and not-so-innocent look (dun they all look like dat ? hehe) i managed to convince them he was under the CHILD category! and so! i saved a further rm1 on his ticket to rm5.. TOTAL??

RM6 + RM5 = RM11 (WOW my maths still not rusty XD)

The movie was not too bad, pleasant, and a hint of humour at virtually anything that the characters were able to pull off.

Again, ice age centres on Sid the sloth, and the whole "herd" goes off on a wild goose chase to get back their beloved sloth, while our mammoth friend finally meet the dinasaurs and claims that he finally feels... "puny".

On the other hand, the acorn-addict sabre squirrel, finally gets over his addiction and settles for a gurl friend..HOWEVER just for the record, at the end he ditched the gurl for his acorn, which he lost... AGAIN!?! haha~

AND for those whu actaull don't really know how a REAL acorn looks like, i googled it and it more or less looks like this.. There are many variations actually, depending on the tree and season, it may change in colour, shape and texture~

Oh well, that was about the only interesting thing that happened lately ^^ will post up if anythin else happens in fai fai's life XD

ta ta for now, piece~

Feeling abit in the blues?

2009-06-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

Hmm, sorry all but i guess this will be an all-words post this time XD No pics available, and even if there there are a few in my handfon, i'm just plain lazy to take the wire and hook up the fon to the computer.. Hey, even i have my lazy moments, so? Sue me~ haha..

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Today? Hmm, started off my day wif a 2.8km jog on my mom's threadmill. That's like only 7 rounds around a 400m track that i usually jog around back at campus. And i usually do around 4km back ther! That's like total of 10 rounds, dat means my stamina has dropped noticeably! well, looks like i have something to work on when i get back to cmapus.. My stamina, *sigh* tho the good news is that there is still 1 month more before i get my butt back at Aimst. *Stares around* wait a minute!! Is that a good thing? Or a bad thing? *shakes head* Fai fai is confused O.o

On the plus side, after much checking and reinstalling of programmes, i can finally declare my laptop campus-ready!! haha, its hard work ok? i have to make sure i have all the programs i need to survive at campus!! Well, most of the programs can be obtained at campus as long i have the internet, but sumthin tells me that i should not put my hopes up since its the campus internet line we're talking here, and experience have taught me to prepare for the worst..

Today was my attempt to kill time by doing work! and you know what? it partially worked! Yea, but you know there must be a reason that i said it partially works XD I jogged in the morning, vacuumed the whole house, cleared out my table (loads of junk since the arrival of my lappie XD and is still messy btw~), driving my grandma to the nursery (thats a plant nursery ok?) and also shooting the hoops all by myself in the evening (it was breezy and cooling, so, y not?)

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CONCLUSION?

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Passes time well enough, but suffered abit on the way... tired and now i might just knock out as early as 9.45-10 o'clock.. Zzzz, way to go fai, kill time and kill urself in the process XD Hmmm.. No one seems to be online these days.. So can't get a decent chat wif anyone in awhile, aside from my regular eric, joey and occasionally surrej (debating about hardware is fun ^^)

oh well, i just downloaded "frets on fire" supposed to be a guitar hero on pc, will go try it now before i zonk out XD l8rs all ^^

Arrival of the-love-of-my-life

2009-06-26T14:59:00.003+08:00

ACER aspire 5935G, has arrived on the doorstep of fai's house three days ago ^^ and he is feeling ecstatic!

Haha, hie all ^^ referring to the statement above, io have to say i finally got the laptop that i have been after XD I believe congrats are in order

*clap clap*

aaawww

*waves hand around* ty ty~

The thing is, when i got the laptop frm the shop, i asked them to devide my hard drive (partitioning) and i learned as they did it for me on the spot.. HOWEVER, after i reached home, i found out that i COULDN'T ACCESS the memory that they just partitioned! So i had to send it back the next day and collect it the day after..

Btw on the 24th of June 2009 ( the day i picked up my laptop frm the shop after repairs) this movie came up..

SUPER nice wei! i was like wow~ it's 2.5 hours long.. kinda expected the movie will be that long, HOWEVER i didn't expect they'll throw in more comedy this time, and it worked! haha.. The plot was more intricate compared to the 1st part and this time, u can see that all the characters are less concentrated on, while the story unfolding around them was given more emphasis.

It was good to see the big guy *points at optimus prime* up and about on the big screen again. As usual, it is always stunning to see optimus transform from the truck head form into his usual self. Alot of moving parts, haha...

Well, nothing much to type here.. OH YEA, ANNOUNCEMENT!!

Guyz, the paintball trip is cancelled! this announcement is due to the fast that not many can make it (all cabut redang) and the pricing! I found out that when we have our student cards, the price is slashed up to 50%!! From RM80 down to RM40!!! amazing eh?

Ok, signing off, piece! (aimst is like 1 month away.. it seems so far, but then again, i hav endured 6 months at home, 1 month? piece of cake ^^ i hope XD)

Waiting for the day~

2009-06-21T12:03:00.003+08:00

*sigh* hie all ^^ its a very gloomy week back here at home.. Sure, whats the latest happening at home u ask? Well, other than the installation of the long awaited Astro downstairs, nothing big is going to happen anytime soon.. Well, still waiting for the green light from my dad to buy laptop? which i don't really think is going to be anytime soon XD

BEHOLD! My NEW love-of-my-life, ACER's Aspire 5935G With a 15.6" screen, it gives me a clear view on whatever media i'm playing!

It is equipped with a 2.4Ghz core 2 duo which is like MUCH better than my old 1.66Ghz core 2 duo~

The laptop is also customised to hold 4Gb DDR3 RAM, which is considerably bigger and faster than my old 2Gb DDR2 RAM!

It has up to 500Gb of harddrive! That means no more DVD BURNING! well, i guess i still have to burn to keep data as backup XD

NVIDIA GeForce GT 130M, up to 1Gb dedicated graphics.. THIS IS GODLIKE compared to my old integrated chip! (note, integrated chips have NONE, i repeat, NO DEDICATED graphics)

To top off, this geforce has the Sli hybrid system, enables me to switch between the powerful GeForce 130M OR use the less power consuming Integrated graphics, when i'm on the move, providing a little more use time when i'm going on battery..

It has fingerprinting protection? (ouch, hope no one comes after my fingers!!)

To end it? It has a dedicated media panel on the right of the keyboard which has this volume dial to control the built in BASS system, which will give me like... well... not bad sound i guess, haha... Still will use headphones if roomies wanna sleep~

THE PRICE U ASK? This will bomb me with a total of RM#$^^ T.T OMFG~

(u go search it up XD)

Cool eh? Well, its just me rambling and finding sumthin to type on my blog XD Will continue bloggin on my aus trip the next post, which might just be tomorrow or day after, once i declare myself bored and nothing else better to do with my time, haha~

Missing the crowd of unknown people back at aimst.. ^^

Piece~ l8rs

THE UNSUSPECTED~ Loverboy.. but we know already~

2009-06-16T15:48:00.003+08:00

I know i promise to continue to blog about my trip to Gold Coast, but i couldn't resist myself putting up this post.. On the request of an "anonymous benefator" *you know who u are XD* I am therefore putting up this post as a way to not forget the fun year we had last year at Aimst..

Enough about me, let the star of this post take the stage~

*news background* FantasiZer appears after a dim light entrance to the stage~ Good evening.. Latest breakthrough are as follows~Whats her name? Resources say that the gurl's name is Xin Yan, and that the information has been obtained from a ... "reliable" source XD Now, we all know the infamous MCL (from here on be referred to as Mr. Mah) has 2 VERY loyal friends back at Aimst...

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HOWEVER!!

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They were "ditched" and left alone in each others company as he sought a more... "attractive" companion~ The 2 lonely guys were devastated by the news~

As those two remind each other the good times wif Mr. Mah, they try to figure out what went wrong? Surely they had nothing to argue about. Whats more? Such loyal friends are hard to find~ They were friends even when Mr. Mah was a no one, a wierdo or even called Mr no sense by some people.. We even managed to go after Mr Mah to ask his comments on this recent happening, he denied us any recording and kept on rambling that he has to "move on" in life.. He only said "NO COMMENT" to all our accusations as he left..

That's all, this is the evening news *lights fade out*

hehe, hope u smile ur brain off~ Ty my "mysterious, anonymous benefactor" *u reading this rite? tag on the board* hehe, u made my day~

piece~

Happy bday to a gurl i noe at SS2?

2009-06-15T15:43:00.005+08:00

OMG so sorry for belated wishing, fon was out AND to top it off, my watch is set 1 day back in time XD stupid analogue watch.. Dats y i prefer digital! But i finally decided analogue looks much better on me XD

Excuse me while i go outside to "perasaan" by myself that i look gud wif that particular analogue watch... *goes out, shouts i'm the best in the world, and come back in* There, much better!

In tribute to the bday gurl, i dug up my old pics storage, ALL the pics i have ever taken at Aimst, and guess what? I found the pics of ur last bday that we celebrated at Lio'z cafe! Remember? The cafe that is located at Village mall? It shifted to Central Square later on, but hey, we did celebrate ur bday there 1 year ago rite? AND SO! presenting a slo pics of the bday gurl?Ok its abit dark, and my fon was a mere 3 megapixel N73, what do you expect?

A pic of the bday gurl and urs truly Daym that cake looks good, ahha.. Feel like i wanna go grab a cake right now and start stuffing myself XD *drools* The so called "supper" is just a simple ice cream, wif fries, but everyone was happy ya? And wow! i forgot quite a number turned up for ur bday celebration ya? we were like out right up to 1am rite? lucky we told the guard we were coming late as we left Aimst after dinner~

Oh wow, from the left back, Bo bo, Wing terr, Ruqi, forget her name XD, Liang, Yi Cheng, Eric, Xiao Ni, Sha (bday gurl), Audrey (below her) and me (blue overshirt)

Well, to wrap things up? I would like to have the bday gurl type a few words here, but, what's better than to hear it from herself? This is what she said last year at the bday celeb.

Sry it was dark XD can't do much.. So, will remind myself to carry a torchlight whenever i am recording with my fon in the dark next time, so, gomenasai for the dark video, haha~

Once again, sry for the belated wishing, happy bday~

~*Chronicles of FantasiZer*~

Irritation~

Lost with reason

Human beings called "friends"

Honesty interpreted wrongly...

Pondering reactions~

Expectations; in everything?

Food for thought

1 month into third year

The time has come...

Moving on

Things don't seem right...

Taking baby steps...

Coping... barely....

Sadness and self disappointment

Feeling life returning?

Exam last week, but I feel like crap

Exam papers are thinning off, yippie...

3 papers down... How many more?

Exam blues..

Exams drivin me up the wall

Finals for year 2 are on the waaaay~ So wat now?

Continous Assessment... AGAIN?!@#!

Time with friends??

Living the way I want to

Thinking thoughts..

AIMST Hosteller's Night & HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

ERS exams around the corner

Me ish back from Lon-un

Blog update [18/03/11] from E71

Welcome back to me ^^

Where are the days?

RS examination around the corner

1st week back at aimst~!

Random posting... Anime??

Happy burfday to mom-meeee ^^

Hols along the way.. 1 week in ^^

Exam is getting to me..

Releasing stress?

RaNdOm thoughts..

It's been a looog week last week XD

CA4 is upon me

Back again?!?

CA4 stress!@!

Bump on the head... (literally!!)

Happenings around me..

21st burfday on the 12th of march 2010..

The will.. To do nothing?

Longing for the rain...

Did you ever think like this?

Ultimate frisbee at AIMST

Awaiting the unevitable~

Updating from Le Boss ^^

Life's troubles..

2010

Studying? Relaxing? Confused~

Passing the days

FanZ is in a dilemna~

Forgive for the unfrequent updates XD

An update after quite awhile XD

Time flies without you knowing

WOW, always look on the bright side of life~

2 papers more to go before CA finishes..

Tough time~ CA 1 (continuous assessment) around the corner

Long week, just had to update

Entrepreneurship project

Fasting is tiring abit, don't you agree?

Fon wire making probs again *rawr*

Going home tomorrow, yippie for me ^^

Finally get to update!

Back at Aimst

Feeling abit in the blues

Last week and present

2 weeks more to AIMST

HAPPY BDAY MOM ^^

Nothing to do~

35 days more.. and counting!!

Feeling abit in the blues?

Arrival of the-love-of-my-life

Waiting for the day~

~Chronicles of FantasiZer~

Fon wire making probs again rawr