Sadness and self disappointment

What am I doing now?

I knew somehow that I have used up a lifetime's worth of happiness in this pass few months, getting to know people other than "myself"..

and now?

I have to start "paying" for it...

Should have paid more attention to myself after all...

If only it is possible...

Fai fai No-Reason's weather forecast for tomorrow:

The dark clouds that were in the horizon has enveloped me, drenching me in a cold and heavy downpour.

If I stay on the path I chose, I am afraid that the rain would wash everything away, including myself.

With a small umbrella in my possession I face the incoming storm...

Piece~